Chapter 114: It's Just Selfishness

"What is it to be born? It's no match for someone's book. Qingqing sneered.

"What's wrong with Qingqing?" The old man looked up at Qingqing and said something messy.

"It's okay, I'm thinking." Qingqing shook her head, her last abnormality in the Liu family was to see Lord Liu's face. She painted a lot of portraits of her mother, her nose, her eyes, ...... Every place, she is a thousand choices, engraved in her mind. When she saw Mrs. Huang, she actually had a good impression of it. Why, she thought it was Mrs. Huang's kindness at the time. Now that I think about it, Zhen Niang's face and mouth are inherited from the Huang family. It's just that at that time, she just felt kind, but she didn't think about it deeply.

Waiting for Lord Liu to come back, there is no need to talk about eyebrows, eyes and nose anymore. Originally, her daughter was easier to Xiao's father, even if she had not painted the portrait of the Yang family's grandparents at this time, but the moment she saw Lord Liu, her heart sank.

Of course, at that time, she was still hesitating, because this could not be taken as evidence. And it's so bloody! Until Lord Liu talked about why his couple had no children, Qingqing no longer had any doubts.

Lord Liu didn't know if it was intentional, but this sentence was for Qingqing to be sure. And he should have guessed that Qingqing had figured it out, so he finally suggested that Qingqing could help her make her path a little better. When he said this, his voice was a little deep. But there was a hint of hesitation in the words. He didn't really want to find out about it, if Qingqing was a little stupid, they would actually be able to have a meal with Qingqing with peace of mind, give a big gift, and then act as if nothing had happened. Or when they are fine, they will also recruit Qingqing again, so that they don't have to pay anything, but they can enjoy the joy of their children and grandchildren. It's just a pity that Qingqing is not an ordinary girl, she is much smarter than they imagined!

And Qingqing just thought a lot along the way, and what she was most entangled with was, should she tell her father? The mother is not a retired old Hanlin's child, but the daughter of the family of the first rank of the DPRK who is now getting along with him day and night. If it weren't for the fact that her biological parents loved books like life and felt that the child was delaying their time, so they gave her to Lao Hanlin, who had no children? Does she want to say it, in fact, this is a good thing, if it is not, how can a mother marry a father, and how can there be her.

Qingqing couldn't help but sneer every time she thought of it.

She wondered why the Lius wanted to see her now. It's not too late to want affection. Besides, Lord Liu took over Kaifeng Mansion and met his father face to face every day, but he didn't reveal anything, what does this mean? They don't want to admit anything at all, and just now, in fact, they didn't admit anything either. They just tell themselves that they can help their way a little better. She doesn't feel that her path is easy now, so she doesn't need help. I made up my mind, put my mind aside, and concentrated on eating.

Qiao Dayong looked at his daughter's sneering from time to time, and felt a chill in his heart. After dinner, I still sat in Qingqing's study and sat opposite her.

"What did they say, you're so unhappy?"

"What about Father? You've been unhappy since you asked to see me yesterday. Qingqing suddenly remembered this, what if his father knew? Does my mother know about my life? Even if my mother doesn't know, when my grandfather dies, will she tell my father, at least for the future? Anyway, the mother had already passed away by then, and they didn't have to worry about anything.

"Lord Liu is a student of your grandfather, and he never followed me, so I didn't mention it to you. I felt strange when I suddenly mentioned you. I can't tell what's weird. Qiao Dayong smiled, feeling embarrassed, "Did I tell you today?" ”

"No, I think Mrs. Liu is just a book lover, and she may have heard that I love to study and advised me not to get married, which will affect my reading." Qingqing breathed a sigh of relief, her grandfather didn't say anything, and her father didn't know at all. That's fine, it's just a student of my grandfather, so be it. She was more sure now, she still didn't tell her father, even his grandfather's students were worried about him, let alone anything else.

Qingqing couldn't help but look up at a portrait of her mother hanging in her study, which she had made together with her father. She painted several of them, and the best one was given to her father to hang in his room. And this one she painted a little bit and put it in her study as a decoration. She actually saw very little, and she really didn't have any feelings for this Yang Zhenniang. If it weren't for Qiao Dayong's description of her during that time, maybe she would never have been able to piece her together.

"See what she's doing?" Qiao Dayong also saw the portrait of his wife along his daughter's line of sight, and after a while, "Your grandfather asked me to let go of my hand, even if I don't marry again, don't always stop her from worrying." ”

"Then get married again, right? Real father, get married again, and all the things in the past are like yesterday's water. Qingqing immediately perked up, she felt that there was no secret in the world that was eternal, and the existence of Lord Liu would always be a big trouble, if Qiao Dayong remarried, and he also married, then the Liu family was really looking for trouble, and the relationship with Qiao Dayong was not big, and he would find a way to let them go farther. Now she wants Qiao Dayong to get out of it quickly.

Actually, Qingqing understands it very well in her heart. Perhaps Mr. Yanagi was right to make this choice. Huang obviously can't be a mother, she can't even be a mother, how can she be a good mother? entrusted her mother to the childless Yang family, let her grow up in a superior environment, and her mother's words were full of spiritual beauty. She is intelligent, and she loves her father and herself deeply. Even if she is not very good at housework, the second uncle often mentions that her mother has an excellent temperament, sincerity and kindness. None of this is something that a child who lacks love can do. Obviously, the Yang family is successful in educating their mothers. And the feelings are also sincere, and the Yang family and his wife also left because of sadness shortly after their mother's death. So, now who can say that the mother is not the daughter of the Yang family.

"I haven't eaten enough!" Yue Wenqin came in and gave her another bowl of red bean soup, sticky and mushy, it seemed that it had been cooked for a long time.

"Truth be told, I'm full. However, I also like to eat red bean soup. Qingqing stuck out her tongue at Yue Wenqin, took a spoon and put a spoonful into her mouth with a smile, it was really sweet and sweet, and it was really sweet to eat. She couldn't help but think, does that couple know what happiness is?

Perhaps they know that for them, happiness is about living in their own world. What else does Lord Liu do? If you really love books, you should be like the grandfather of the Yang family, resign from your official position and live a life of idle clouds and wild cranes. So, it's all just selfishness.

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