As soon as Mu Xi returned to the room, he couldn't hold back the tears in his eyes.

What, she won't come back when she's sick! Say what like her, like a fart!

She sat on the empty bed wiping her tears, looking very pitiful.

Obviously, she wasn't so hypocritical in the past, she couldn't cry no matter how big she was, how could she cry here now for such a trivial matter?

Mu Xi hammered the mattress as if he was uncomfortable.

The rain outside was still falling, and the sound of raindrops hitting the window was noisy, Mu Xi was upset, she threw the pillow on the window, and the whole person shrank into the quilt, forcing herself not to think about Pei Fengnian's big villain anymore.

The rain stopped for several days, and no matter whether it was heavy or light, dark clouds kept hanging in the sky, and there was no intention of clearing.

Mu Xi was so annoyed by the rain that he couldn't do it, and the food he ate was getting less and less day by day, and his mood became numb day by day.

Once in the original world, she had never been in love, and her mother was single until she was twenty-six years old, although she liked the kind of good-looking little brother and had many handsome suitors, but she actually couldn't accept it.

Because she has always been quite unconfident in herself, she has no parents, and she always feels inferior.

With such an inferiority complex, she doesn't dare to accept anyone's favor, she likes to shrink herself into a shell and not communicate with the outside world, which has led to her not having any very good friends.

I remember when I was just in high school, my neighbor's wife was very kind to her, and my neighbor's wife was very gentle, because my neighbor's wife couldn't have children, so my neighbor's wife always liked her, so she also liked my neighbor's wife, and sometimes she even felt that my neighbor's wife was her second mother.

But in her third year of high school, a huge change occurred in the neighbor's wife's house, the neighbor's wife's husband had an illegitimate child outside, a little boy who was almost five years old, and the neighbor's wife's husband took the little three doves to occupy the magpie's nest.

She was really shocked when she was in her third year of high school, how could the man who was gentle and humble and so good to his neighbor's wife and would prepare gifts for his neighbor's wife every day cheat?

It turns out that love is so fragile and vulnerable, it turns out that you can casually fall in love with another person and give up what you once loved.

After that, she never saw her neighbor's wife again, and this memory was slowly sealed in the dust.

At that time, she was in adolescence, which was the age when love first blossomed, and because of this incident, she had an unconscious resistance to the relationship between men and women.

In this way, because of her inferiority complex and because of her lack of confidence in the man, and even because she was not confident in the so-called love between men and women, she has never been able to seriously fall in love.

So she likes good-looking, but if she doesn't develop a relationship, she can only like and worship the kind of boy who is far away from her, which is why she likes to chase stars.

Because she can like and worship and love someone, she is very small, that person may never know, only her unilateral love, that person will never reject her, but that is enough.

It's really a mistake to cross over, she actually skipped falling in love and even having a child, she directly had a handsome husband and a lovely child.

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ps: Let me tell you a little bit about this chapter, why the female protagonist was so afraid and taboo of the male protagonist going to the bar at the beginning of the book, and why the female protagonist fell in love with the male protagonist at first sight. (I found that there are really a lot of people who don't like some of the things that the heroine did in the early stage~.)

Like I said before, there must be a reason why I wrote the heroine like that at the beginning, it's like a detective novel, the answer will definitely be revealed in the end, and it's impossible to tell you everything from the beginning~