It wasn't until she went to college that she felt that she could finally pursue Mu Jinxiu with dignity.

When she went abroad, a large part of the reason was actually because of Pei Fengnian.

Back then, she happened to hear that Mu Jinxiu liked that kind of girl with a distinctive personality, pursuit and ideals, although she didn't know if it was true or not, but she always planted a belated seed of rebellion in her heart.

It happened that at that time that she received an invitation from a music school, and she agreed directly without hesitation.

Because Mu Jinxiu likes girls who have pursuits and ideals, her ideal is to develop in the music industry.

That day, my father and grandfather learned that she was going to study in a foreign music school, and they immediately called her home and scolded her bloody.

Dad even gave her a slap in the face.

She never imagined that one day she would deviate and disobey her father and grandfather's orders.

She thinks she is a flamboyant character, but her father and grandfather's forced discipline makes her live like an obedient puppet, and everything goes on with her life according to the orders of her father and grandfather.

The belated period of rebellion finally came, and the seeds of rebellion finally sprouted under the persecution of my father and grandfather.

As if she was angry, she left the Guan family with her luggage on the same day, and boarded the plane and left Huaguo within a few days.

When she came abroad, she had no money and was a girl from a foreign country, and she suffered there.

As the book says, the road to chasing dreams is always bumpy.

Those days were very difficult, without the support of her father and grandfather, her life was very difficult, she hugged her head and cried countless times in the middle of the night, but every time it was Mu Jinxiu who stopped her tears, Mu Jinxiu likes girls with pursuits, and this sentence lingered in her ears countless times, so that she persevered.

She works part-time every day except for classes, and she is very tired and bored every day, and the only good thing is that her neighbor is a very good person, who will let her go over to eat, and he is very good to her.

This is also the only warmth she has in a foreign country.

Difficult days will always pass, she has experienced a lot over the years, her income has finally stabilized slowly, and she can even be regarded as well-off, she is finally ready to return to China.

But before she returned to China, she knew the news that Mu Jinxiu was in love and ready to get engaged.

She looked at the photos that Liang Zhen sent her Mu Jinxiu and Cheng Chuxia countless times, and every time she would smile and say that the two of them were a good match.

Obviously, she really wanted to go back and tell Mu Jinxiu her thoughts, even if she didn't respond.

But cowardice made her footsteps stop at the door of the house, and she still didn't dare to go back after all.

It took a year for her to pick up her confidence and return to China to tell Mu Jinxiu that she liked him.

After returning to China, she learned that Cheng Chuxia's actions were not worthy of Mu Jinxiu, and she was simply happy and uncomfortable for Mu Jinxiu.

She relied on her identity as the eldest lady of the Guan family to annoy Mu Jinxiu in front of him, wanting him to notice her, but what attracted Mu Jinxiu's disgust.

That day, she went to Mu Jinxiu's house to see Pei Xingbei, but she didn't expect Cheng Chuxia to be at Mu Jinxiu's house, she could feel Cheng Chuxia's targeting of her, but this was also her fault, she was indeed prying the corner.

On that day, she witnessed Mu Jinxiu's love for Cheng Chuxia, or love, whether it was actions or eyes, all revealed Mu Jinxiu's love for Cheng Chuxia.

She knew that she shouldn't bother him anymore, and her love when she was young had persisted for so many years, and she should let it go.