57. All hopes
Lu Xiang, who was lying on the bed, turned around in surprise; "Dad? What are you talking about? ”
looked at his daughter's face, and suddenly turned to look at the ceiling; "It's nothing, it's just curiosity!"
Lu Xiang thought for a while, and the two of them were quiet at that moment; "Perhaps, but I don't want to like it right now."
Lu Qingchen looked at Lu Xiang's eyes again; "Do you know where you look best?"
Lu Xiang made a puzzled expression.
"Eyes, very similar to your mother!" After speaking, Lu Qingchen suddenly stopped again, there was always something that reminded him of the past days.
"I'm almost twenty!" Lu Xiang said casually.
Lu Qingchen was still silent.
"I know she's not coming back because she might have forgotten about us, though, I still miss her." What Lu Xiang said was tentative, she was afraid, she was afraid of hurting her father's heart.
Lu Qingchen suddenly stood up, turned on the light, Lu Xiang, who was flashing, couldn't open his eyes, moved a stool, put it in front of him, stood on the stool, and took down the box that was placed on top of the cabinet.
Lu Xiang also sat up on the bed; "Daddy! What are you doing? ”
Lu Qingchen hugged the box and put it next to the bed, the box was full of dust, which suddenly gave people the feeling of more than ten years ago, nostalgic and longing.
I opened the box, rummaged through it, and found a photo, as well as a letter.
Lu Xiang's eyes couldn't believe it for a long time and stopped at the photo; "That's it, Mom?"
Lu Qingchen nodded.
"Mom's eyes are really good-looking, it's like hiding a sea as far as the eye can see."
Lu Qingchen smiled, because he had also described her like this.
"There's also a letter here, she wrote it to you, I think you should read it." Lu Qingchen handed the letter to Lu Xiang with regret and sadness.
The wind was blowing outside, as if casting a thick black veil over the moon.
Lu Xiang's hand trembled and took it, and suddenly there were tears flashing.
"Hello, my child, when you read this letter, you probably haven't seen me for a long time, this is my last link to you, how are you doing lately? Will you miss your mother very much, will you be very envious that everyone else has a mother, I'm really sorry, I want to be your mother too, but ......"
Lu Xiang finally couldn't help crying and threw the letter aside.
Lu Qingchen hurriedly hugged Lu Xiang into his arms; "Learn to let go, no matter what!"
Lu Xiang wiped away his tears and picked up the letter again.
"But not everything will go as planned, I think, you should be a girl, a very beautiful girl, you will be likable, you will be loved, one day in the future, you will have long, jet-black hair, and then there will be a lot of boys chasing you behind your back." Lu Xiang looked at it and suddenly laughed again, maybe because he was moved.
"I'm sorry, our relationship, before we can get along, we will say goodbye, I don't even have a chance to say goodbye, I miss you very much, I want to see you very much, I really want to see you now, you should be twenty years old, are you in college? It should be the same as I said, there are a lot of boys chasing you. Of course, if you're a boy, there will be beautiful girls chasing you! ”
"I'm a girl! Mom! Lu Xiang muttered to himself.
"I don't know if your health is good, anyway, my body is not very good, weak and sickly, I really hope you don't inherit my bad things, I hope you are sunny, I hope you are upward, I hope you are upright, I am sorry, I left you, my mother failed to fulfill her obligations, you must be very lonely, Qingchen too, my dearest child, you must grow up smoothly."
Reading and reading, Lu Xiang's heartbeat accelerated, and he suddenly felt a little dizzy, and when he continued to read, his heart beat faster, and he felt a faint pain, everything was accelerating, and it didn't follow the law.
The vision was blurry and he fainted.
"Lu Xiang! Lu Xiang! Lu Qingchen tried his best to shake Lu Xiang, but there was still no response, her face was a little pale, and Lu Qingchen shouted.
woke up Jiang Jiang, who was already asleep next door, opened his eyes, sat up, and saw that there seemed to be a light next door, so he hurriedly got dressed, stood up, put on his shoes, and walked towards the next door.
Just about to knock on the door, Lu Qingchen rushed out with Lu Xiang in his arms.
Jiang Jiang asked with a puzzled face; "What is this?"
"Xiao Jiang, help Lu Xiang for a while, I'll borrow the car, she suddenly fainted just now, and she estimated that she had a heart attack again." Lu Qingchen handed Lu Xiang over to Jiang Jiang, turned around and began to run to the village chief's house.
"Lao Zhang! Lao Zhang! Fast! Lu Qingchen shouted hurriedly.
Lao Zhang rubbed his eyes and walked out; "What's wrong?"
"Brother, car! Lend me the car, my child Luxiang! She fainted! ”
Lao Zhang fainted when he heard the three words, hurriedly went into the house to get the key, and started the car; "Get in the car! What do you think? ”
Lu Qingchen sat in the co-pilot; "Go to my house first, Lu Xiang is at home."
Lao Zhang drove straight to Lu Qingchen's home.
Jiang Jiang hurriedly carried Lu Xiang on his back and sat in the back seat of the car together.
"Town Hospital?" Lao Zhang asked.
Lu Qingchen nodded.
Jiang Jiang's heart also kept burning like a fire, she lay in her arms, motionless, how hopeful, that day was not because she was sick, but a very ordinary day.
"Can it be any faster?" Lu Qingchen frowned and asked anxiously.
"How fast? It's a hundred, and it's going to fly out soon! Lao Zhang was helpless, but still stepped on the accelerator gently.
At that moment, Jiang Jiang kept looking at Lu Xiang's face in his arms; "Get up! In the days to come, you will never be hurt again. ”
His eyes did not move, and he kept staring at Lu Xiang all the time.
Lu Qingchen glanced up at the rearview mirror and saw Lu Xiang lying in Jiang Jiang's arms, and sighed.
"It's here!" Lao Zhang hurriedly got out of the car and opened the door for Jiang Jiang.
Jiang Jiang slowly lifted Lu Xiang out of the car door, and in just one second, he grabbed Lu Xiang and hugged her like a princess.
"Doctor! Doctor, she fainted! Lu Qingchen hurriedly asked the nurse.
The nurse hurriedly dialed the phone; "There's a patient fainting here, right in front of the hospital!"
Doctors and nurses rushed over.
"What's the patient's condition?"
"I fainted because of a heart attack, and I was too emotional."
"Please wait here."
Jiang Jiang, Lao Zhang and Lu Qingchen watched Lu Xiang being pushed into the emergency room, their hearts were hanging, and they couldn't let go for a moment.
"Uncle! Is Lu Xiang overly emotional? ”
Lu Qingchen didn't speak, and nodded.
Jiang Jiang didn't say anything more, and like Lu Qingchen, he found a seat and sat down.
Many years ago, Lu Qingchen also sat in this position, also waiting for a girl, but she was gone, and she was still undergoing treatment.
Jiang Jiang couldn't sit still, stood up, he was completely controlled by his anxious mood, and walked out of the hospital.
There were street lamps on the street, and he took a deep breath and ran around the hospital, round and round, hour after hour, hour after hour, and the sky outside gradually became brighter, but it was still shrouded in a thick black veil.
"Uncle!"
Lu Qingchen looked at Jiang Jiang with sweat on his head; "I don't know!"
The nurse walked out; "Who are the patient's family?"
Lu Qingchen stood up; "Me! What's wrong? ”
"The patient is basically back to normal, it's a matter of time, such things may have happened before, and it is estimated that other doctors in other hospitals have also said, don't let the patient be too emotional, otherwise he may faint at any time."
Lu Qingchen hurriedly thanked him.
"Lu Xiang, why is she?" Jiang Jiang walked to Lu Qingchen's side and asked.
"Because of her mother!"
Jiang Jiang was shocked when he heard the word mother, "Lu Xiang has never mentioned his mother!" ’; "Is it her mother?"
Before leaving, the nurse left a sentence; "That's right! Don't visit today and let the patient rest! ”
Lu Qingchen bowed and thanked him.
"Her mother left her a letter, and they hadn't seen each other for more than a decade." Lu Qingchen also tried to put it down.
Jiang Jiang took a deep breath; "I'm sorry, I'm worried about her."
Lu Qingchen turned his head and looked at Jiang Jiang seriously and seriously; "You like Lu Xiang, right?"
Jiang Jiang was frightened by this sudden question, how to answer, he thought about it; "Yes! Uncle! I like Luxiang! I love her! I hope that one day in the future, we will always be together. Jiang Jiang also answered this question seriously.
Lu Qingchen heard Jiang Jiang's resolute answer, stretched out his hand and patted Jiang Jiang on the shoulder; "Then you have to cheer up, you have to make her like you! If one day, you like her, I hope you leave completely, don't leave any traces of you, if there is no day, I will hope, it's you. ”
After Lu Qingchen finished speaking, he turned around and left the hospital, walked to the trash can, took out the lighter in his hand, took out a cigarette, put it in his mouth, and lit it.
Blinked, exhaled a puff of smoke, and looked up at the moon in the sky, not so bright, not so round.
Jiang Jiang stood in the emergency room and watched Lu Xiang being pushed out, looking at her eyes, and suddenly her smiling appearance flashed in front of her eyes, which made people reminisce.
Lu Xiang was pushed into the ward, Jiang Jiang stood outside the ward, looking at her through the glass, her appearance was really distressing.
"Lao Zhang? Why did you come out too? Lu Qingchen subconsciously took out the cigarette in his hand and handed it to Lao Zhang.
Lao Zhang shook his hand; "Quit it."
"I'm sorry! I forgot, I've been too busy today! Lu Qingchen's heart was full of regrets, no matter what, everything was so bad for him.
"The doctor said that my physique is not suitable for pregnancy, many times later, finally, I successfully got pregnant, it was from that moment on, you are all I have, is my hope, is my faith, is my life salvation, I put all my hope on you, you just came, and then the doctor warned me, I didn't listen, because I decided that only you can save me, only you, so, my mother may be gone, otherwise you can't see this letter, I hope that one day in the future...... ”
That's the end of the first page of the letter, and Lu Xiang only read it here.
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