Chapter IV
"Xinxin, this is the money that the aunts and uncles put together together, five hundred yuan, if it is not enough, next time I come to the aunts and uncles to think of a way together, you are very nervous and hard in the third year of high school, you must supplement more nutrition, eat more good food at school, otherwise your body will not be able to keep up." There are also a few packets of milk powder here, and I make a packet to eat every morning and evening. ”
"Auntie, uncle, you are too good to me, this money is enough, don't save too much, I work hard, study well and make money."
"Xinxin, you have studied hard enough now, you can keep up, when the time comes, review and take the exam to a university you like, the aunts and uncles will help you find a way to do it, you can be admitted to the university, don't worry about other things."
Jingxin looked at the aunts and uncles in front of her and felt their love, it can be said that the aunts and uncles are far more good to the original owner than other children. But the original owner turned a blind eye and really failed to live up to this good life. But it doesn't matter, now that Jingxin is here, she will definitely cherish this innocent and beautiful feeling.
There is also a robot design contest next month, and when she earns money, her aunts and uncles will definitely be happy for her. Let's surprise them later.
Jingxin found that the lives of aunts and uncles were actually not rich, and even worse than the income of ordinary people, in such a situation, they had to save dozens or hundreds of yuan, so you can imagine how poor their usual life is. But if it weren't for the funding for Jingxin to continue reading, they wouldn't have spent money indiscriminately, they have always been very good and never thought about anything. Always think of others.
But they don't ask Jingxin to think about them, they just want Jingxin to live the best and live the best life within their ability.
Jingxin had the most new clothes when she was a child compared to other children, and most of the clothes of other children were worn by older children, but Jingxin was pampered by the aunts and uncles in the shelter since she was a child. I don't know why Jingxin has always been liked by the people around her, but she has low self-esteem and feels that she is not worthy of being treated well by others. As a result, he encountered setbacks and was unwilling to seek help from others, and embarked on a dead end.
Obviously she has the best life, but she doesn't find it herself, she can't see it. I don't know if this is a blind eye.
Everyone's heart is like this, as if they are living in their own narrow space, and they can't see more outside, because some ideas and things they care about make themselves complacent, the original owner cares about her own life experience, and cares about her blood relatives, but she doesn't, so she can't accept the care of the people around her. Even if the person next to her was kind to her, she was turned away. This is not just a personal problem of the original owner, but not everyone's problem.
But only those who can really enter her heart may open the door to this difficult situation, let the heart be released, and accept the beauty of this world. But how can you go into the heart if you don't know the real problems of the heart? It's a real unsolvable problem.
Jingxin, as a soul that has traveled through time, she can clearly see everything around the original owner, and see the true attitude of everyone next to her. But the original owner can't see it, and now I don't know if the original owner is still seeing Jingxin getting along with people like this, will he be able to get rid of inferiority complex and embrace the light?
Jingxin had dinner, it was still early, and she played with the children in the shelter for a while, taught them to read, and chatted with her aunts and uncles for a while before getting up and going back to school. The school also has only one day of monthly vacation, and the students go home to get money and clothes. I still have to study at night in the evening. After all, there is no time guarantee, and it is difficult to improve your grades.
Jingxin came from school this time and paid attention to the distance, about ten minutes by car, less than an hour to walk, this is a medium-sized county, no matter how far away it will not be a long walk. So Jingxin decided to walk back and go to a nearby mall to find out the prices.
Unhurried all the way over, look at the prices and some specialty store things, the prices are not very expensive, it seems that the economy here is not very developed, and the income of about 3,000 yuan a month should be enough to live. For example, if you don't buy luxury goods, the money for food, clothing, housing and transportation should be enough. And it's pretty good to be able to live alone.
Jingxin doesn't plan to be too famous in this world, she just wants to live an ordinary life and appreciate the ordinary life she hasn't had. But according to the original owner's wishes, he didn't want to suffer too much, so Jingxin's high-tech knowledge only needs to come up with one or two estimates in this world without worrying about money.
Jingxin didn't want to go to college too early, she did, and the aunts and uncles at the shelter were definitely rarely together. She still likes to be pampered. And she is not very familiar with this small county, and she has never experienced a lot of fun and delicious food, so she is reluctant. Therefore, Jingxin wants to repeat her studies for one more year, strive to get the top score in the college entrance examination, and then earn money for the school, and give the aunts and uncles in the shelter a spiritual sustenance, which can be regarded as a return to the world.
Jingxin felt that it was great to be able to come into this world, and she was so grateful to all those who helped her. There are so many people who like her and identify with her in her original world, so why can't you live the same happiness in this world and make people full of hope?
Thinking of this, it seems that the sky also exudes a sweet smell. It's good to be alive. Anything is possible.
Students at the gate of the school walked in a hurry, and their expectations and hopes for the future made everyone live seriously and work hard.
"Jingxin, you're only here now?" Bai Rao appeared in front of Jing Xin with a surprised face.
"Bai Rao, are you here now? We're in company. Jingxin also said happily. I saw Bai Rao carrying two large bags of things in her hand, needless to say, a large pile of her change of clothes, and a large pile of food prepared by her parents.
"I'll pick you up one."
"Okay, okay, it's too heavy, my dad insisted that I take it into the bedroom by myself, saying that I have to learn to do some small things within my ability, look, it's so heavy, he won't help me carry it in two steps."
"Your mom and dad are so good to you, okay, I'll help you pick one up."
"Jingxin, you're so nice, I'll give you something delicious later."
Back in the bedroom, Bai Rao excitedly pulled a big bag, and took out the packages one by one, including delicious cookies, chocolate, toffee, peanut crisp, egg cones, milk tea gummies, milk powder for flushing, oats, sesame paste......
"Jingxin, my mother has to take so much food, I can't finish it, you have to help me eat a little, otherwise it's a pity if it's bad." Look, there is also this dish that my mother fried for me, fried radish foam, put spicy and spicy, and it was very delicious to eat with rice. You can eat it for a week and it won't go bad. ”
The two girls happily shared their food together, sharing this simple happiness. For people of their age, being happy is a very simple thing.
Because of the arrival of Jingxin, those who are good to her without asking for anything in return have gained a lot of happiness, and sure enough, a good attitude is the foundation of a happy life.