Chapter 3 Eat and wipe clean

Qin Xianyu pushed the door in, and a trace of astonishment and surprise flashed in Zhao Manying's eyes, which immediately turned into a thick panic and uneasiness. She hoped that Lin Yuan would realize her ambitions, but she also didn't want to destroy his relationship with Qin Xianyu, but she didn't expect it to come to such a point.

The air calmed down suddenly, and Agent Xu didn't know the twists and turns inside, and was about to ask, but Lin Yuan took the lead in breaking the unspeakable silent ice.

"Little fish." Lin Yuan called familiarly, surprisingly with a little excitement.

Qin Xianyu thought that she was still dreaming, but this was actually the first thing Lin Yuan said to her after a long absence. From childhood sweethearts to four-year college romances, they have gone through ups and downs side by side, and have also experienced the crisis of frost and ice, but never once has their hearts been so far away.

Depression, fear, all of this disappeared with Lin Yuan's words.

"Did you come to me for something?" But then the cold questioning gave her another hard blow, and her thoughts returned to reality again.

"I want to admit my mistake with you." Qin Xianyu stood here, his eyebrows lowered and his head lowered, his voice was as subtle as a mosquito and a fly's wings.

"Admit mistakes? Are you wrong? Is it because of the abnormal performance of the graduation performance? Obviously, we could have won the championship, but as a DTM and keyboard player, you have repeatedly hesitated, and we have missed the opportunity. Okay, then you can admit your mistakes to yourself. ”

His tone hardened, and Qin Xianyu's hands tightened.

"It's not like that...... I want to apologize to you for being selfish before. She tried hard to argue, her trembling voice revealing despair, and she felt tormented every day she left Lin Yuan. While he may never have understood all this, she never regretted it.

A long time ago, Qin Xianyu understood that the stage of life is like a theater, whether it is a tragedy, a comedy or a farce, after the curtain opens, it must be completed with gritted teeth.

"Lin Yuan, I am sorry for you first, so I can understand that you hate me and resent me! But I hope that after I leave, you can live happily and not give up on yourself and choose other girls casually. ”

Qin Xianyu remembered that her boyfriend said that she wanted to find a bosom friend-like partner, "But why Zhao Manying, do you really know her?" You don't see everything in the same way, she yearns for fashion and sociality, and you look for mountains and oceans! ”

Her tears flowed down her cheeks, and for a moment she really wished that all glory would not be left, and that she would only follow him forever.

Qin Xianyu still remembers that creating a concert hall together and ascending to the music hall was a dream shared by her and her boyfriend!

But when she thought of her parents' eager gaze, she really couldn't be so selfish.

Qin's father and Qin's mother have cultivated their daughter for more than 20 years, and they have great expectations and high hopes. Can you bear to watch her achieve nothing and only be a housewife with a husband and children?

"Why can't it be her, at least in my most difficult time, she was the one who helped me. Or is being with your roommate jealous? Lin Yuan stared at her with burning eyes, his pupils refracted a complex color of pain and sadness, obviously the inner struggle was far less resolute than the words.

Qin Xianyu heard that this was her boyfriend's accusation, but she had no intention of arguing. From a very young age, she lived in a closed circle and could not do whatever she wanted.