Ouyang Cai's heart (qíng) at this time is like an ant being roasted on top of a (rè) pot, for fear that one of them will accidentally expose the horse's feet.

He tried his best to suppress the fear in his heart and comforted himself: I have always covered it up very well, and what the master cannot find out, it must be impossible to find out. What the master will not know, he will not know.

Under such self-comfort, Ouyang Cai's expression stabilized a little.

Murong Wu (qíng) coldly dropped a sentence, "Remember your (shēn) share." ”

After speaking, he strode away, leaving behind Ouyang Cai's eyes full of sadness.

He and Ouyang Bing have been following their master since they were six years old, although the master has always been indifferent and silent, he has never warned him for others.

Now the master is warning him for Jin Moxin, the princess of waste wood, why?

Why is this happening? Where's that Jin Moxin?

Now Ouyang Cai wants to ask 100,000 whys, but he really doesn't know how Jin Moxin will let his master treat him specially.

He knew that when the woman was unconscious, he should have done something to her, so that she had no way to live.

But thinking of Jin Shuxiu's eyes looking at his master, he had to suppress the idea of doing something to Jin Moxin.

After all, a waste who has not cultivated for others to slaughter is much easier to deal with than a talented and cultivated princess.

Ouyang Bing took Jin Moxin and walked towards the remote courtyard, without saying a word all the way.

Ouyang Bing was originally a wooden person, and Jin Mo's heart (qíng) was not good, so he didn't want to talk at all.

Walking quietly, the wind blowing on the road can be heard so clearly.

It was as if someone was playing a sad tune.

Blowing on (shēn) is coldness, direct coldness in the heart.

Jin Moxin's heart was very tired at this time, she was very tired when she walked, even if it was just next to a guard, she had to cover her (qíng) and not be sad.

A road is the farthest road from the main gate of Chenwang's Mansion, and it feels farther and farther when you walk. By the time she finally reached the gate of the small courtyard, Ouyang Bing had already turned (shēn) and flew away.

Looking at Ouyang Bing who flew away, Jin Moxin was a little envious, if only she knew kung fu, at least in this world of weak (ròu) strong food, fate can be better grasped in her own hands, and she doesn't have to look at people's faces and be at the mercy of others.

It's a pity that she is a waste material, a waste material that cannot be cultivated.

thought that she could live a good life by making more money with her mind, but she was still wrong.

In front of the imperial power, in front of martial arts, her brains, those money, are nothing.

If she wants to marry, she will have to marry, and if she is the princess of Chen, she will have to bear this title, if she wants to resist, who can she win?

Hehe, it's good not to be beaten.

It's good to be able to keep your life.

It's good not to die of grievance and anger.

As soon as I walked to the gate of the courtyard, I saw Zhiqiu and Zhixia with worried looks, saw her come in, and hurriedly ran over.

"Mo Xin, are you alright?" Zhiqiu took her hand and looked at her carefully, and from the outside, it didn't look hurt.

"I'm fine." Jin Moxin saw that the two of them cared about her so much, and her heart was still (tǐng) moved.

"But what's wrong?" Zhixia saw Jin Moxin

's expression was obviously not good, and she felt that she might have suffered a lot of grievances when she entered the palace.

"It's okay, I'm just a little tired, I'll go back to the house and rest first." Mo Xin squeezed out a smile with difficulty and walked into the room.

Zhiqiu and Zhixia glanced at each other and didn't ask anything.

Mo Xin walked, but every step was very difficult for a short distance.

She wanted to run as fast as she could, close the door, and vent her thoughts.

But she couldn't, she was so tired that she couldn't exert much strength on her feet.

And she had to pretend that nothing had happened (qíng), as usual.

There are things that are things, but these things (qíng) are only suitable for rotting in the heart, and they will always rot in the heart.

If she could, she wouldn't be in such pain.

These two girls are very good, if they know that she had a feeling (qíng) with Murong Ruyu before, and was discovered by the iceberg of Murong Wu (qíng), it is estimated that these two girls would be frightened on the spot.

It's better not to let them know, let her bear it silently.

Finally walked to the door, Jin Moxin closed the door, and at this time, Hun (shēn) seemed to be drained of strength, and the whole person sat on the ground, unable to support it anymore.

The qíng thread that had been endured for a long time burst out at this moment, and tears kept falling like an open faucet.

A pair of beautiful eyes seem to tell endless grievances and sorrows.

She covered her mouth tightly with her two hands, for fear that she would cry.

She knew that Murong Wu (Qíng) was suspicious of her relationship with Ruyu, and she was not sure if Murong Wu (Qíng) would send someone to spy on her.

For people with high martial arts, it is not a piece of cake to casually climb over a wall or eavesdrop on the roof.

She can't put Murong Ruyu in danger, and she can't put herself in danger.

So in the palace, she endured it to death, and she endured it on the way out of the palace and back to the house, but she really couldn't bear it now, she needed to vent (qíng) Xu, otherwise she would be angry and have a heart attack one day, and she didn't know how to live it.

This ancient medical technology is not as good as modern one, there is no instrument examination, there is no quick first aid method, maybe you will receive a box lunch directly after a heart attack.

Then her crossing is too sad.

In any case, she had to live well and not collapse her (shēn) body.

Crying and crying, the sleeves of his clothes were already wet with tears, and Mo Xin didn't know how long he had been crying.

When she felt her strength, her legs were numb, and she crawled on the ground with her hands propped up for some distance, and sat on the chair with her hands propped up (shēn). She slowly massaged her legs, which had been sitting for a long time, and her blood circulation was not good, and she felt that her legs could not exert her strength.

On a face that captivated the country and the city, the tears had long since dried, and the helplessness and grievances in his eyes were replaced by a stubbornness.

Now that she has crossed over, no one cares about her life or death of the so-called relatives, life frustrates her everywhere, everyone gives her a look, (rì) Zi has lived so wronged, then she has to make her life better.

Let those who look down on her be less proud.

A lot of times, cold

Warm self-aware.

Instead of arguing with those who see the wind and rudder and fall into the well, it is better to live your life well and make those people envious, jealous and hateful.

Her golden heart will not be defeated by life, and she will definitely live a wonderful life in this (shēn) involuntary other world.

Mo Xin changed his clothes (tào) and washed his face with a handkerchief dipped in the cool boiled water in the teapot. Looking at the red and swollen eyes in the mirror, she sighed slightly. You can't go out with this appearance, so just rest for a while and wait until your eyes are swollen.

Lying on (chuáng), if you want to sleep well, you think of the sad eyes of Ruyu in the palace.

Thinking of the bits and pieces with Ruyu before, scene by scene flashed in Mo Xin's mind like a movie.

When Ruyu gives her a grilled fish to eat, when Ruyu peels lotus seeds for her, she says, 'Don't worry, as long as you want, I can stay by your side (shēn) and peel lotus seeds for you for a lifetime.' ’

Such a confession seems to be yesterday, but it is an eternity that cannot be returned, yes, forever and ever.

There's no going back.

But the heart still hurts, this pain is real, and I don't know when the pain will decrease.

Jin Moxin closed his eyes and let the tears slide down his cheeks.

Warm (rè) tears, cold heart, heart is so tired and painful, but she is not qualified to even cry happily.

The feeling of helplessness and powerlessness was like a knife, cutting her wound again and again, as if the wound was constantly expanding, and the pain was constantly increasing.

She couldn't even breathe because of the pain, and she just wanted to rest quietly.

wanted to sleep but couldn't sleep at all, Jin Moxin closed his eyes like this, feeling the pain in his heart.

After a long time, I heard Zhiqiu calling her for dinner outside the door.

Mo Xin opened her eyes, it looked a little dark outside the door, she replied, picked up the handkerchief and washed her face with the cool white open in the kettle.

Looking at herself in the mirror, these red eyes, I really want to say that she is not crying, and no one will believe it.

Mo Xin took a deep breath, sighed, and raised a reluctant smile at the bronze mirror.

By the time she opened the door, Zhiqiu and Zhixia had already put their meals on the table in the middle of the courtyard.

The two of them saw Mo Xin come out, their eyes were red, and they both looked at each other with some concern.

Zhiqiu wanted to ask, but Zhixia pulled his sleeves, so he had to pretend not to see it. I thought: Mo Xin must have been wronged in the palace.

Mo Xin squeezed out a smile, looked at the garlic sprouts fried (ròu), tomato scrambled eggs, spicy fish pieces, stewed lotus root with tube bones, and stir-fried cabbage on the table, and smiled at the two: "Thank you for your hard work, this dish looks very edible (yù), I must eat more." ”

As he spoke, he picked up his chopsticks and took a piece of spicy fish, and praised it for its good taste while eating.

Chopsticks on several other dishes, she usually only eats one bowl of rice, today actually turned grief and anger into food, and ate three bowls before putting down the bowl.

Zhiqiu and Zhixia on the side, looking at Jin Moxin's obviously sad face, but having such an amazing amount of food, they all felt incredible.

Mo Xin saw the two of them

The appearance of the heart, I couldn't help but explain, "Today I entered the palace with King Chen, and the emperor and queen didn't treat me very well.

You also know that I'm a waste material that can't be cultivated, and I have no status in the beautiful jade country.

And the daughter-in-law in the emperor's mind is Kim Shuxiu, so it's normal for them to dislike me.

It's just that the queen wants to hug her grandson in and out of her words. “

Mo Xin was telling the truth, but that wasn't a reason for her to be sad. However, such a reason, in the eyes of outsiders, is a reasonable reason for her to feel wronged.

A woman, because of the marriage between the two countries, was married as an abandoned son. Or marry a clean and moody prince, a prince who the daughter of a country of wind and clouds does not want to marry.

As a result, she was disliked by her in-laws and gave birth to a child, and such a grievance is unbearable for any woman (shēn).

So hearing Jin Moxin's explanation, Zhiqiu and Zhixia completely believed that she was so sad because she was disliked by the emperor and queen.

"Moxin, it will get better in the future, they will find your good." Zhiqiu looked at the sadness in Mo Xin's eyes, and he didn't feel good in his heart.

(End of chapter)