The silence is always long and so hard.

It's only been a few minutes, but it's as if a long time has passed.

Xu Qiuzhi sighed softly, and then said extremely coldly.

"You let me go first."

Chang Lu's slender and white fingers gently brushed the Dao wound on Xu Qiuzhi's arm, and her tears hit the wound and slowly slid down to the ground.

Chang Lu stubbornly asked, "Qiuqiu, why are you lying to your mother?"

"Let go." Xu Qiuzhi is not used to the contact of others, and he is even more proud.

Because of the injuries on her body, she will wear her long sleeves neatly even in hot weather.

And now, her injuries are so naked.

She can obviously digest these pains by herself, these pains that are unknown, and she hopes that they will never be known.

"Is it fun for you to suddenly come back and see how bad your abandoned daughter is?"

"What......?" Chang Lu was stunned, and Xu Qiuzhi took the opportunity to shake Chang Lu's hand away.

"You don't have to worry about my business." Xu Qiuzhi's tone was a little impatient.

"Qiuqiu." Chang Lu shouted to her, endured the discomfort in her heart and said, "But I'm your mother." ”

"Mom." Xu Qiuzhi sneered.

"When you left, did I beg you not to go?" Xu Qiuzhi looked directly at Chang Lu and said seriously word by word.

"But you shook my hand away, just as I had just done. No, it's worse than what I just did. You're afraid I'll stick to you. ”

"Mom, you are sitting in a beautiful car, smiling beautifully and movingly, do you remember that I chased after me and couldn't catch up, crying hoarsely?"

"I can guess what kind of day you're spending out there. You haven't aged for so many years. It can be seen that you are well maintained. But Mom, do you know what kind of life I've lived? ”

"The adults said I was a child without a mother, and their children, my classmates, also called me a child without a mother."

"Mom, where were you when I was ridiculed by my classmates, ostracized, and looked at with pity and mockery by the adults?"

Chang Lu's lips moved, but he still didn't speak.

What was Lin Xia doing at that time?

Immerse yourself in the joy of money and live a sweet life with the gold owner.

"Mom, don't you want to know? Don't you want to see these injuries? Xu Qiuyi said as she pulled up her sleeves and trouser legs.

Hidden in the clean clothes is the girl's fair skin and deep or shallow scars on it.

Chang Lu burst into tears and whimpered.

Xu Qiuzhi was also crying, but he still said what he wanted to say in a firm tone.

"It's all done by Dad when he's drunk. After you left, Dad started drinking heavily. It was better at first, but then I became more and more like you. When my dad finished drinking, he got angrier and angrier when he saw me. ”

She unconsciously stroked her scars. "But I don't think Dad is any worse than you, at least he raised me."

"I still call you mom because I was born to you, and you are my mother." Xu Qiuzhi put on a shallow smile, "But I won't recognize you." ”

"I'm grown up, not a kid anymore. I don't need a mother in my life anymore, and that only bothers me. ”

"I hope you understand. Get out of here, it's not a good place. Go start your life again, and don't waste any more time on me. ”

After Xu Qiuzhi left, Chang Lu still remembered that she said this, so firm and stubborn.

Chang Lu sat down on the ground, covering her face and crying bitterly.

Since she was wronged for herself, Lin Xia planted the cause, but she wanted this fruit.

is crying more for Xu Qiuzhi.

Xu Qiuzhi, such a proud and strong girl, how desperate it was to jump from the upper floor.

And how desperate is it to finally smile when you face death?

Xu Qiuyi began to cry uncontrollably when he went out.

She wiped her tears with her hands, but she didn't think about wiping them more.

Although his eyes and nose were red, Xu Qiuzhi still held his head high and his back straight, like a proud white swan.

Even in the midst of a nightmare, she wants to carve out a bright future for herself.

Because she is Xu Qiuzhi.

"So, I can't cry anymore." Xu Qiuzhi choked up and persuaded himself.

……

Although it was spring, it was still cold in the early morning.

Xu Qiuzhi wore another windbreaker outside her school uniform, she locked the door behind her back, and went outside with a flashlight to find Xu Yan.

Xu Yan is easy to drink when he drinks, and Xu Qiuzhi can't really ignore him.

As soon as she went out, the cold outside made her shiver uncontrollably.

Xu Qiuzhi pulled the zipper, turned on the flashlight, and prepared to find Xu Yan.

It's dark outside.

In fact, she is most afraid of the dark.

The place where Xu Yan is often is easy to find, and it is related to Lin Xia.

Xu Qiuzhi went to Lin Xia's favorite café first, and there was no one.

There was no one in front of Lin Xia's favorite shoe store.

There was no one in front of the bridal shop either.

Xu Qiuzhi changed his hand to hold a flashlight, and the frozen hand was quickly put back in his pocket.

She ran to the next location.

In the distance, I saw a drunken man lying in front of the shop.

"Dad, let's go home." Xu Qiuzhi walked over, squatted down and said to the delirious drunk.

"No, not back." Xu Yan waved his hand drunkenly, he touched the door of the jewelry store and said with a smile, "I want to buy Xia Xia the most beautiful diamond ring." ”

"Xia Xia likes diamond rings, I have to buy them for Xia Xia."

Xu Yan felt in his pocket, and it was empty.

"But I don't have any money, I don't have the ability, I can't keep Xia Xia." He cried for a while, and finally opened his eyes and saw Xu Qiuzhi on the side.

"Qiuqiu, do you want to abandon me like your mother?"

"Nope."

"Really, not?" Xu Yan staggered towards Xu Qiuzhi as if he saw a drowning man on a wooden plank, his eyes bloodshot.

"Nope."

"Why are you answering so quickly?" Xu Yan became suspicious, and his voice became furious, "You just want to run." I knew I was going to break your leg to see if you dared to run. ”

"Whose leg are you going to break?" Chang Lu, who listened to it for a while, couldn't help it.

She just couldn't sleep and walked around, but she didn't expect to meet Xu Qiuzhi and Xu Yan.

"Xia Xia?" Xu Yan's eyes were full of disbelief, and he rubbed his eyes again to confirm again.

"Xia Xia. Woo woo, Xia Xia is back. Xu Yan laughed and cried.

Chang Lu didn't give him a little more attention, but looked at Xu Qiuzhi on the side.

She stood there quietly, like a beautiful sculpture.

If Xu Yan has always been very bad to Xu Qiuzhi, it will be fine.

But Xu Yan was good and bad for Xu Qiu, good and good for her, and beaten her when she was bad.

Xu Qiuzhi and Xu Yan depended on each other again.

Let her hate and hate, and love can't love.

Xu Qiuzhi smiled helplessly at Chang Lu, as if to say, "I'm letting you see jokes again."