No.180 stubborn and gentle
The drama should be over, at least that's what Lu Chixuan thinks.
The game in the back belongs to the very basic level, it can be said to be perfunctory, although the host is confused, but Lu Chixuan is very clear, this scene is played for himself and Kim Ji-eun, as for this host, it is probably indiscriminate, right?
This kind of uncertain factor is not in Lu Chixuan's consideration, what he can know is that the other party and himself are not in the same world at all, this time they have met in this world for a short time, and they have been passers-by since then, so why let him be contaminated with cause and effect too much?
After the game is over, the reward for the challenge is the full consumption before the market closes today, Kim Ji-eun seems to be very happy, and although Lu Chixuan has something on his mind, he learns like this with the girl he likes, and the uneasiness in his heart naturally has to be put down, although he doesn't know who is hiding behind the curtain and watching them, but this is not a reason for Lu Chixuan to sabotage this date.
Lu Chixuan, who was sitting on the pumpkin carriage, looked at Jin Zhien, who was excitedly waiting for the rock sugar gourd to be pulled, and the corners of her mouth rose slightly, sure enough, whenever she saw those delicacies in Huaxia, she would look like a child, it used to be like this, and now it has not changed a little.
The familiar feeling made Lu Chixuan settle down, everyone in the world said that the beauty town is the tomb of heroes, but they don't know why those heroes are willing to sink here, what they can give up is just that their love is too shallow, and the only one who can't forget is that person.
Worry is worry, from a certain point of view, I still have to thank this behind-the-scenes inspirer, such a perfect date is what Lu Chixuan wants to give to Kim Ji-eun, and it is something he can't do now.
Therefore, in this case, he will continue to move forward with Kim Ji-eun when he knows that it is a situation and cannot see the situation clearly, because now he has no capital to choose.
False possession and real empty-handedness, the former is sometimes the best choice to be forced.
"What do you think?" Just when Lu Chixuan lowered his head and wandered, Jin Zhien had already sold out the brushed rock sugar gourd she was looking forward to, hawthorn has also been eaten, but it is only used as food therapy, made into hawthorn tablets to boil medicine, when have you tried this sweet and sour feeling?
"Ah, it's fine." Lu Chixuan shook his head with a smile, looking at the sugar gourd in Jin Zhien's hand, yes, it is a time-honored brand in Kyoto, although it was not made by that old man, but it is indeed in the same vein.
The Lu family really intervened.
"Human eyes don't lie." Kim Ji-eun stuffed the sugar gourd into Lu Chixuan's hand and then sat opposite Lu Chixuan, his elbow propped up on the window of this large pumpkin cart, and when he was quiet, Kim Ji-eun was like a stone statue beauty carved by Michelangelo, even if it was thousands of years, his beauty would not change in the slightest.
"You know, I was so nervous when I heard your answer, I knew it was difficult, but I still wish you could recognize me at a glance, and out of the sixteen, there was no error...... So when you hesitate, I'm scared, I'm really scared, I'm really afraid that you'll admit your mistake. Kim Ji-eun bit a sugar gourd, and said lightly while eating, saying something about herself with a calm to the extreme, exclusive to the empress's attitude and tone, as if telling about another stupid girl doing stupid things to her favorite people.
"Hmm......" Lu Chixuan stared at Jin Zhien's cheeks, the moonlight shone on it, with a slight reddish whiteness, and the golden-red sugar gourd in his hand had a transparent and shining light, which seemed to be a little casual and weak.
"But you finally recognized me, I'm very happy, I'm glad you were able to accept me, accept this girl who is not the same as the one you remember called Kim Ji-eun." Kim Ji-eun paused, and then continued, "I don't know what you remember me like, but I know that it is definitely not what I am, it should be more gentle and clingy, good, perfect, but that is not me, I don't want to be anyone, even my former self, I want to be myself." ”
When she said this, Jin Zhien stopped, pursed her lips, and made a small gesture that was not too consistent with her identity, she was waiting, waiting for Lu Chixuan to make a statement.
But Lu Chixuan didn't choose to answer, the two of them were silent and embarrassed, and they didn't seem to interrupt this embarrassment in a short time.
What Kim Ji-eun was thinking Lu Chi-xuan didn't know, as she said, as the mastermind behind this date hinted at, the current Kim Ji-eun is not the girl that Lu Chi-hyun knew before, that is to say, whether Kim Ji-eun is the Kim Ji-eun There is still an inexplicable feeling, or it is true.
What is Lu Chixuan's biggest fear in his life? is afraid that Kim Ji-eun will die, that Kim Ji-eun will not be found, that he will find the wrong person, and that he will let the real Kim Ji-eun misunderstand and misunderstand everything he is doing now.
"I ......"
"Of course, I don't mind knowing everything about my past, after all, you know it too, and I still want to know a little more about my relationship with you...... That's how we're more like a couple, right? Kim Ji-eun still maintains that action, but it is somewhat different, the gap should be Kim Ji-eun's eyes, no longer the bright and clear West Lake water that can print the starry river, but covered with a thick layer of mist, making everything blurry, vague and distressing.
Lu Chixuan looked at the girl in front of him who was holding back her tears and not letting her tears flow, this fighting queen who had to put on a sophisticated appearance at a young age, a shadow coincided with it, it was exactly the same...... No, isn't it more accurate that the girl who escaped from the cave more than ten years ago later grew up in the cave?
Lu Chixuan stretched out his hand and stretched out his index finger to wipe the tears from the corners of Jin Zhien's eyes, this girl was like a frightened rabbit, and suddenly turned her head to stare at Lu Chixuan, as if warning him, but ...... But...... But...... After all, she's just a girl who falls in love for the first time!
"I'm sorry."
Lu Chixuan said softly, he had no experience in this area, and he didn't know if this sentence was useful, but this was the only thing he felt he could do, and Lu Chixuan, who didn't want to mess up this date, was messed up after all.
Just as he fell in love with this girl for the first time ten years ago.
He wants to give this girl the best, he wants this girl to be happy every day, he wants this girl to regret choosing him, he wants this girl to be with him to the white head.
He knows that he can, he thinks he can, he is the grandmaster, the youngest grandmaster, and the existence that will defeat the invincible man in the future and become the first person in the world, such an existence will not hurt the person he likes, as the heir of the Lu family, he can give Kim Ji-eun the most perfect love in the world.
However, he messed up, just as he didn't want to mess up the date now, and a good hand was played by himself.
He didn't know why, he wanted to know why, there seemed to be a hand behind this thing that was constantly pushing everything, he struggled, he resisted, but to no avail, because he didn't even know who the enemy was, because he couldn't even see where the enemy was.
He is a chess piece, and it is the chess player who can sense the fate of the flag, maybe he can do whatever he wants, but the net has already been arranged by the chess player's tacitly, which is very sad and ridiculous.
Lu Chixuan's hand stopped in the air stretched forward again, Jin Zhien still maintained that warning look, but there was no other action, the current Jin Zhihan is like a full bow, and like a bomb that is fast to sense the temperature, but whenever Lu Chixuan exerts any little more force, Jin Zhien will definitely do something.
She is the Empress, the first person in the world's No. 1 women's martial arts high school Valkyrie, and the talented girl of the world-famous B&W League, who is a candidate to challenge the Kinoshita Academy.
It's not surprising that such a girl would do anything.
But Lu Chixuan can still choose to move forward and continue to move forward, in the past ten years, Lu Chixuan has imagined countless scenes of meeting Jin Zhien, but there is no one, but he has thought about it so much, it is by no means useless, among the countless encounter scenes he has thought of, none of them will do nothing, not to mention what the ending is, but at least he Lu Chixuan has done it, instead of letting things develop at will like a coward.
It's close, it's close, Lu Chixuan's from the front of his nose to the wing of his nose to the corner of his eye, he doesn't understand how long it has been, but he knows that Jin Zhien has not resisted, and he does not intend to resist, she understands, she has long understood that Jin Zhihan and Lu Chixuan, who have received almost no different education, both understand that this is a play, but they are trying to play this imperfect play perfectly, no matter what kind of grievances and mistakes there are during the period, they all understand that this scene is performed for each other.
It's just that...... It's just that Lu Chixuan showed his stuffing first.
"I'm not crying, I'm just feeling bad, why I forgot the past, I forgot myself, I forgot everything we went through...... I'm not wronged, I just hate myself for not being angry. ”
How much does it take to crush a camel? Add a straw to the extreme of the bearer.
For Kim Ji-eun, Lu Chixuan was the last straw that overwhelmed her.
Lu Chixuan pulled over this stubborn girl who was crying sadly, but she refused to let go, no matter what the reason for her crying was, Lu Chixuan had to know that this girl who had been carrying the burden all this time was crying for herself.
"It's okay, I'm here, it doesn't matter if I forget, I'll find it back with you, go together to walk the road that I have walked but haven't finished, go to do what I have done but haven't done together, think about what I once wanted to say but didn't finish, no matter how far away, no matter how long, I will be with you, I will be with you, there is no reason why I love you." Lu Chixuan said in Kim Ji-eun's ear.
Of course, he still has a sentence that he hasn't spoken, he doesn't think that this sentence will be good to say in this situation, that's it, that's it, it's impossible, except for her, there is no such ordinary girl in this world.
He wouldn't admit his mistake, so he didn't have to finish what he hadn't said.
Just because, you are Kim Ji-eun.
The boy hugged the girl, under the starry sky, in the downtown area, the two of them were quiet like stone statues, made in heaven, magical!
I don't know how long it took for Kim Ji-eun's mobile phone to ring to interrupt the peace, but Kim Ji-eun didn't seem to plan to pick it up.
"Don't pick up?"
"I'm too lazy to move, and it will stop after a while."
As Kim Ji-eun said, Kim Ji-eun's phone did not continue to ring, but at this time, another voice rang.
"If I can give up the whole world, at least there is still you worth cherishing......"
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