Chapter 240: The so-called worthiness
The two of them drove Yin Jiale into a taxi and reported the address of Jinyu Community.
Along the way, Yin Jiale leaned on Shen Zilu's shoulder to sleep, and went to the gate of the community to pay the fare, Shen Zilu opened the car door and got out of the car first, "Sister Jiale, get off." Not...... Well...... I went to ......" and struggled to help the person out of the car, but found that he was too sleepy to walk.
Guan Zhengxing saw that the whole person was hanging on Shen Zilu's body, and frowned speechlessly, "Alas, forget it, I'll carry it on my back." ”
He crouched. "Hurry up." ”
Shen Zilu said: "Is this good? You're my boyfriend. ”
Guan Zhengxing turned around, "Then you carry it." ”
Shen Zilu blinked and smiled: "...... Actually, there's nothing wrong with that, we're all colleagues. It's just a help when you encounter difficulties. ”
Guan Zhengxing has the heart to strangle her, "Shen Zilu, you remember it for me, just this once." ”
Shen Zilu pursed her lips, "Oh." ”
After most of the community, I came to the front of Building 23, but fortunately the floor was not high, otherwise Guan Zhengxing would really have to throw people halfway.
Pressing the doorbell, a man answered the building intercom, "Who are you looking for?" ”
Shen Zilu said; "I'm Sister Jiale's colleague, I'll send her back."
With a click, the door lock opened.
As soon as he got out of the elevator, Shen Zilu saw that the door facing the elevator entrance was open, and a man in home clothes was standing there, and when he saw them coming out, he hurriedly greeted them, "Jiale, Jiale, why do you drink so much?" Come in, no need to change your shoes, this is the bedroom. ”
Shen Zilu followed into the room and explained, "The unit dinner was very happy, so everyone drank a few more glasses." ”
Guan Zhengxing put the person on the bed, and the man thanked, "Thank you." ”
Guan Zhengxing: "It's nothing. ”
Shen Zilu said: "Let's go. ”
The man said, "Sit down and drink your saliva before you go." ”
"No, it's late, we'll go back."
The man said, "Are you all colleagues of Karakuro?" What do you call it? ”
Shen Zilu said: "My name is Shen Zilu, I am an intern in the firm, and he is my boyfriend. ”
The man shook hands with Guan Zhengxing and introduced himself, "I am Jiale's husband, my name is Qi Zhiguo, and Jiale has caused you trouble today." ”
Guan Zhengxing: "It's nothing, you're welcome." ”
"We're leaving, brother-in-law." Shen Zilu took his leave.
Qi Zhiguo sent the two to the elevator, "I run a car repair factory, if you have anything, you can find me." ”
Shen Zilu smiled, "Okay, goodbye, brother-in-law." ”
The elevator door closed, Shen Zilu turned his head and said, "Brother-in-law looks very good." ”
Guan Zhengxing slowly turned his face, "Your boyfriend is not good?" Helping others and sending them home? Also do good deeds without leaving a name. ”
"Okay, good, my boyfriend is the best." Shen Zilu's eyes bent, "It's not only good, it's also handsome, the more you look at it, the more pleasing it is." ”
The corners of Guan Zhengxing's mouth curled, and he walked out of the elevator with his arms around him.
The moonlight is sultry, the night is silent, the lights of thousands of homes flickering in the dark illuminate the way home for those who return late, the shadows of the two are paved on the bluestone path, hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder, suddenly for a moment Shen Zilu thought that she would not be able to hold his hand after a while, she couldn't face each other every day, let alone accompany her to go shopping and eat, and she couldn't feel his warm and true embrace, and a trace of melancholy suddenly surged in her heart.
Lost asked: "You're gone, what do I want you to do?" ”
Guan Zhengxing's eyes paused slightly, turned his face, and said, "We can video." ”
"What if you want to do the video?"
He slowed down, "I'll come back to see you on vacation." ”
She stubbornly asked, "What if I can't wait for the holiday?" ”
He stopped, clasped her hand and said, "...... Then I'm not going. ”
“……”
The mottled moonlight fell on the two of them through the branches, the black pupils were full of solemnity and firmness, he was not joking, he could stay for her, Shen Zilu stood on tiptoe and hugged his neck, "When I miss you, you tell me, Xiaolu, I miss you too, more than you miss me." ”
He hugged her tightly, closed his eyes, and his snort was full of the faint fragrance of her hair, "Xiaolu, I like you so much." ”
She curled her lips and smiled.
One word will make you happy to take off, can you say that you don't love him?
Shen Zilu patted him on the back, "Okay, okay, I'm joking with you." ”
Guan Zhengxing let go of the people, and saw Shen Zilu sly smiling, Shen Zilu smiled, "You really don't understand humor, I can't hear you playing." If you go abroad for such a big thing, you can't say you won't go? ”
Guan Zhengxing looked at the road under his feet, "In my place, there is nothing bigger than you." ”
Shen Zilu's heart struck, smiled with relief, took his arm and leaned on Guan Zhengxing's shoulder as he walked: "It's good to know in your heart, even if you go abroad, don't forget that there are still your most important girls waiting for you in the great motherland, so that even if you see a beautiful girl outside, you will feel nothing, and you will not shake your heart." ”
"Don't worry, I will only like you alone in my life."
"It's not enough to just like it," Shen Zilu said, "I want you to like my present and love my whole future." Lu Xun has said that a person can like many people in his life, but he will only love one person. ”
Guan Zhengxing frowned, "Lu Xun said this?" ”
"Didn't you say that?"
Guan Zhengxing confirmed, "I didn't say it." ”
Shen Zilu stiffened his neck and said, "Do you know Lu Xun?" Have you seen him? ”
...... "If you want to say that, he really doesn't know Lu Xun."
"You haven't seen him, how do you know he hasn't."
Guan Zhengxing was helpless, "Come on, this is what Lu Xun said in my opinion." ”
"Hehe, that's right, you always have to remember that everything I said was right."
"That's right!" Guan Zhengxing raised his hand and introduced, "I would like to introduce to you that this is my girlfriend, the fish who slipped through the net of national quality education, the permanent director of the Late Sleep Association, the champion of the couple's debate competition, the national pole lifter, the special photographer of the Meitu App, the publicity ambassador of Northeast sweet and sour grilled cold noodles, and a well-known nest in China." ”
Shen Zilu: "......"
"Poof...... he smiled and rubbed her head, "Listen silly? ”
Shen Zilu squinted at him, and rolled up his sleeves alternately with both hands, "Tell you, my brother drank wine today." ”
Guan Zhengxing asked: "What are the symptoms of drinking?" ”
"What are the symptoms? Saying it scares you to death, beating people after drinking, drinking too much and even beating myself, are you afraid? ”
"I'm afraid, I'm afraid of you."
The two walked out of the neighborhood laughing.
On this windless night, with the stars as the company and the bright moon as the lamp, it leaves an unforgettable memory. Every time I think of that night, I think of what he said......
In my life, I will only like you alone.
……
As Shen Zilu had a hunch, Yin Jiale was transferred from the front desk the next day and officially joined the accountant work, and she was also notified to become a receptionist honorably. Internally, interns are to experience the work of different positions, exercise personal professional skills, and be competent for different jobs in the future workplace.
A pair of eyes in the office area watched her move out of Tian Yuping's office, and her eyes were wrong, only Yin Jiale took the initiative to help her move things.
After taking over the front desk work, Shen Zilu knew what was really tedious and busy. I won't even let you rest during the lunch break, everyone went out for lunch, and Shen Zilu still had to wait for a customer's fax, she tore open a bag of wafers and pulled boiling water to eat.
As soon as the door opened and closed, Shen Zilu raised his eyes and saw Yin Jiale coming back with two packed lunch boxes. I walked up to her, put it on the table, and said, "Oh, I brought it to you." ”
Because of the exchange of positions, it was a little awkward for the two to meet. Shen Zilu took it and said expressionlessly: "No, I'll order it myself later." “
Yin Jiale walked into the front desk and sat in the chair next to her, "Has R&F's fax arrived?" ”
Shen Zilu choked, "Not yet." ”
Yin Jiale put a box in front of her, opened a pair of chopsticks by herself, and said, "Their company's legal affairs may not be busy at any time, you can eat first." ”
Smelling the smell of rice wafting from her lunch box, Shen Zilu was really hungry, thought about it, took out her wallet and said, "How much money, I'll give it to you." ”
Yin Jiale smiled, "Please." ”
Shen Zilu didn't want her dignity to be bought by a boxed lunch.
"It's embarrassing, I'll give it to you."
"Xiaolu," Yin Jiale knew that she had emotions in her heart, "I know that you are uncomfortable about changing positions." ”
"Of course." Shen Zilu is not the one who hides.
"I'm in the north. Jingpiao has been floating for seven or eight years, and to this day, I have suffered no less than grievances, I used to be like you, black is black, white is white, I thought that I could fight for a career by my own ability, but when I met Tian Yuping, I knew that maybe I couldn't go to his height in my life. ”
Shen Zilu looked at the open lunch box and listened to her talk to herself.
"I know you look down on me and look down on me. The director is in the upper position, but I have to bow my head, I have been his assistant for four years, just because I ......" Yin Jiale lowered his head, and the words stopped when he wanted to speak, "...... Forget it, let's not talk about that. The difference between the salary of the assistant and the front desk is more than a little bit and I now have to pay the rent, water, electricity and gas, and save money to buy a house, you know in the north. How difficult is it to buy a house in Beijing? My husband and I have just been married for less than a year, I really can't afford it, I need a higher paying position, I hope you understand me. ”
"......" Shen Zilu doesn't understand what life will be like, so it will make people bow their heads.
"I heard from them, you don't plan to stay in the office and become a regular?"
Shen Zilu snorted.
Yin Jiale said: "Actually, I should say thank you to you." ”
Shen Zilu turned his face, and Yin Jiale said: "I drank too much at the last dinner, and I heard my husband say that you and your boyfriend sent me home." ”
"It's nothing, you can't pretend you didn't see it and let you sleep on the road if you encounter it."
Yin Jiale held the chopsticks and paused, "...... That's why I have to say thank you to you. ”
Shen Zilu smiled.
Yin Jiale sighed abruptly, "The relationship between colleagues in our firm is very cold, everyone maintains a superficial peace, and they are all striving for maximum benefits for themselves, people like you are really not suitable here." ”
Shen Zilu took apart the chopsticks and ate them one bite at a time.
Seeing Shen Zilu moving his chopsticks, Yin Jiale bent his lower lip, "Xiaolu,"
"Huh?"
"I've been through everything you've been through."
Shen Zilu's chewing action stopped, and he turned his face to look at Yin Jiale, who smiled bitterly.
"Wait, you're not ......"
"Of course not, I'm not that great, I'm just for myself, I'm living with my husband. It's just that you contributed to my promotion opportunity, and I still have to thank you. ”
Shen Zilu said: "Is it worth it? ”
Yin Jiale lowered his eyes, "This is not an uncommon thing, I want a better life, it is worth it." ”
“……”
She chewed slowly, glad that she hadn't encountered the 'so-called worthiness' that she had to bow her head.
After lunch, Shen Zilu began to be busy printing documents again, and Yang Xiaoping, an intern at the same time, began to use her as a post-it note girl, either asking her to copy or proofread, and even taking couriers and ordering drinks were called with confidence.
Shen Zilu didn't find Tian Yuping's theory, Yin Jiale also did these trivial things when he was the front desk, why can't you do it if others can do it? You can't sacrifice so much, and naturally you won't get the corresponding treatment.
She felt uncomfortable and complained to Guan Zhengxing, about the transfer to the front desk to work, Guan Zhengxing was much more optimistic than her, and said: It's good, it's much safer to send you to the front desk.
When he said this, Shen Zilu was also relieved, and remembered that he didn't have to face a sanctimonious leader all day long. guide, the mentality is naturally relaxed.
At that time, Kwan completed the architectural drawings and related documents of the Murphy Building. Looking at the time, Shen Zilu hadn't gotten off work yet, and walked out of the company with drawings and documents. As soon as I went out, I saw Tao Xiru coming back, and the two of them bumped into each other.
Tao Xiru said: "Go out? ”
"Send Murphy's drawings."
Tao Xiru stopped him by staggering, "That's right,"
Guan Zhengxing turned around and listened to Tao Xiru say, "Let's have a meal together in the evening." ”
"Who are they?" Guan Zhengxing asked.
"Just me and Xiaojing."
Guan Zhengxing hesitated and said, "I'll ask Xiaolu, if she has nothing else to do, she will get together." ”
Tao Xiru gritted his teeth angrily, "You said that you are vicious to us, so you don't have any tricks for her, when can you not be afraid of her?" ”
Guan Zhengxing: "This is not called fear, it is called respect." ”
The whites of Tao Xiru's eyes were about to turn to the sky, "I despise you!" ”
"Heh," Guan Zhengxing snorted from his nose and walked away.
"Hey," Tao Xiru pointed at his back, "I despise you." ”
Guan Zhengxing turned his back to him and raised his hand and waved it in mid-air.
I don't care about this under-beating attitude.
After getting into the taxi, Guan Zhengxing reported the address of Yuya Company and sent a WeChat message to Shen Zilu.
[Tao Xiru and Ji Jingyi asked us to have dinner at night]
Shen Zilu was binding the voucher, looking at the information, and replied: [Eat]