Chapter 463: Low self-esteem
Du Zeming paused for a moment before he said all his thoughts, "But if the outside world keeps making a big deal about this matter, someone will definitely dig deep into our affairs, and then the voice of the outside world will not be so quiet, and Chu Sisi may be subject to even greater moral attacks." ”
Chu Shiming sucked the cigarette in his hand worriedly, listening to Du Zeming's calm and keen analysis, he actually wanted to fall, and it was not only Chu Sisi who was injured, but also Bai Ruoyun who would be under pressure and blame himself.
It's just that there is no particularly good way to deal with it now, so I can only take one step at a time.
"Well, give Sisi something, she'll understand, I'm sure she." After all, Chu Shiming, as Chu Sisi's father and Bai Ruoyun's husband, would definitely protect their mother and son.
Du Zeming pursed his lips, and everyone said that he was kind...... He didn't refuse at the moment, but Lin Qingrou's face always appeared in his mind, thinking about how to explain to Qingrou, would she understand him?
After the conversation, Chu Shiming became more convinced of Du Zeming, and he patted him on the shoulder before leaving. At least Du Zeming didn't directly stimulate Chu Sisi, and there was still room for things to turn around anyway.
Lin Qingrou buried her cheeks in her hands tremblingly, the whole person was a little decadent, and some old things got into her mind, in fact, those things have always existed in the darkest corner of Lin Qingrou's heart to a certain extent.
In fact, until this moment, she didn't know what the insecurity that had plagued her for a long time was, that is, she had nothing, and when things happened, she could only bear it but had no ability to change it.
Du Zeming made countless calls to Lin Qingrou again, but she didn't answer, and the customer service coldly repeated the shutdown message.
Fortunately, he asked someone to protect her secretly, otherwise he would really die in a hurry, probably because he already knew the news, and now he is angry. Thinking of this, Du Zeming couldn't help but sigh.
Lin Qingrou's mobile phone was already broken, so naturally she couldn't receive Du Zeming's call, but at this moment, she suddenly felt a little angry in her heart, and she didn't think about these things.
She felt sad for her own behavior, since yesterday Du Zeming said that she was going to come back, she was as happy as a fool, dressed up beautifully just to wait for his return to give him the best feeling.
The result? He didn't have a shadow, and he didn't even give a message, so she was so worried, no matter how busy she was, she should have given her news, shouldn't she?
Now Lin Qingrou's thoughts are a little unreasonable, but she can't control herself anymore, she doesn't want to be empathetic!
Lin Qingrou thought sadly and indignantly, and then regained her energy and went to send Du Lin to school, from now on she has her baby son Du Lin, and the career of the tea room is fine, since for Du Zeming, she is so dispensable, forget it.
Lin Qingrou's mood was a little broken, she felt that she was like a concubine imprisoned by the yellow wall in ancient times, waiting for the emperor's favor with anticipation, only to find that the emperor went to make someone else the queen, and she was beaten into the cold palace.
Du Lin took Lin Qingrou's hand and walked to school, "Mommy, aren't you happy today?" He asked, because Du Lin felt Lin Qingrou
It's like a different person, and I don't have the gentle feeling I had before.
Being asked by Du Lin like this, Lin Qingrou was a little stunned, and then she realized that she had actually affected Du Lin with these bad emotions.
She squatted down and kissed Du Lin's little face, with a gentle smile on her face, "No, Mommy, how can you be unhappy?" Mommy just thought that Linlin was going to school, and she was a little reluctant to go to Linlin. ”
When Du Lin heard his mother say this, his face immediately became aggrieved: "Mommy, Linlin can't bear you, you have to come to me to pick me up and go home when school is out in the afternoon." ”
Lin Qingrou listened to Du Lin's soft and childish voice, and her heart was so soft that she was confused: "Okay, Linlin is obediently waiting for Mommy to pick you up." After finishing speaking, he handed Du Lin to the teacher standing at the school gate.
She waved her hand to Du Lin and then turned around and walked away, but after walking a few steps, she saw Du Lin, who had already turned away, rushing towards her.
Du Lin cried: "Mommy, I don't want to go to school, I want to stay with me, woo." The child's face was really in June, Lin Qingrou was in a bad mood, and suddenly when the heart baby said this, and watched him crying, she almost couldn't control her desire to break down and cry with Du Lin at school.
Lin Qingrou is an adult after all, holding back the tears in his eyes, this is Du Lin's first day of school for so long, so he doesn't want to go, he just wants to stick to Lin Qingrou.
"Linlin, don't cry, Mommy will pick you up in the afternoon." After Lin Qingrou comforted Du Lin, he was willing to look back at her step by step and look back with the teacher.
Linlin's first day of school, if you could, he might not cry like this, but you are not absent from the days of our mother and son's life for a day or two, it doesn't matter.
Lin Qingrou thought in her heart, and then went to the teahouse, on the way to the tearoom, the big screen on the street in the city center was also constantly playing the hot news of Du Zeming and Chu Sisi's marriage.
A wry smile tugged at the corner of her mouth, from the original trust in Du Zeming to the moment when she just wanted to retract her heart and protect herself. In the end, Lin Qingrou still took the phone for repair.
When she came to the tea room, Su Miao immediately ran to her as soon as she saw Lin Qingrou: "Qingrou, where have you been?" I called you so many times and you didn't answer, I thought you did something stupid......"
Maybe it was because she was too worried, Su Miao just said the worry in her heart, and after she finished speaking, she looked at Lin Qingrou and her expression was not quite right, and she felt that she didn't know her.
"Qingrou, are you alright? The news is not necessarily true, Du Zeming ......" As soon as Su Miao mentioned Du Zeming's name, Lin Qingrou directly interrupted her very resistantly.
"Miao Miao, I'm fine, it's just that my phone was accidentally broken and I didn't receive your call." After Lin Qingrou finished speaking, she was going to work like a nobody. Su Miao stopped her and looked at Lin Qingrou strangely, she didn't look like she was a nobody, she wouldn't be overstimulated, right?
"Qingrou, you ......" Su Miao said, Lin Qingrou directly interrupted her and said: "Miao Miao, in your eyes, I am also such a woman who will die without him in life and have no use at all?" I will only live by his joys, sorrows......"
A good husband is a late bloomer