Chapter 39: Lin Yao's Story 2
Early the next morning, my mother came back from a business trip.
At noon, my mother took Anne and Lin Yao to my aunt's house for lunch. When my aunt saw Anne's friend coming, she specially added several dishes, and grandma's health has not been very good since she came back from Chuncheng, so my mother decided to take my grandma to Yanjing Armed Police Hospital to see a doctor.
After lunch, Anne came back from her aunt's house with her mother and Lin Yao. Mom felt that she was always too busy with business trips and work, which made Anne feel wronged, and planned to take the opportunity to take her grandmother to Yanjing to see a doctor, and by the way, take Anne and Lin Yao to the Yanjing Forbidden City to play.
"Mom, should we go to Yanjing to go to my aunt's house?"
"Don't bother my aunt's family, there are so many of us, we can't live if we go, isn't it causing chaos for others? Before we come back on the last day, let's treat your aunt to a meal. ”
"Okay"
Anne finished discussing with her mother, but she was too tired and went to take a nap.
Lin Yao and Anne sat on the square carpet on the balcony chatting and reading books.
"Are you going to give your mom a call and say something?" Anne said.
"Okay." Lin Yao replied.
After Lin Yao finished speaking, she dialed the phone at home, and the other end of the phone said that when her uncle came back, she would let Lin Yao go to her uncle's house.
Anne was munching on her "Walking Back to the Country of Daughters" with relish, and Lin Yao kept flipping through the book back and forth in a distraught way, only to hear the noise in her ears.
"What's wrong? Got something on your mind? Anne looked at Lin Yao with a sideways face.
Lin Yao was uneasy, Anne put down the book in her hand and asked with concern: "If you have something in your heart, tell me, don't hold it alone." Not good for the body. When happy things are shared, happiness becomes doubled, and sadness is halved when sad things are told. We are good friends, and no matter what happens, I will share it with you. ”
Lin Yao got up uncertainly and stood in front of the balcony floor-to-ceiling window, looked out the window, and talked about a past incident many years ago: "That year, I was eight years old, just in the second grade of primary school, my mother was still renting a counter in Pengzhou shopping mall to sell clothes, and I was introduced to a criminal uncle, who was about 27-28 years old at that time, and was a small businessman who came to Pengzhou from Fujian Mandarin Prefecture to develop, and my mother was not yet 30 years old that year, and she was still very young and beautiful. Later, Uncle Xing began to pursue his mother, there were not many cases where women were older than men in that era, so my mother didn't agree at first, plus the pain caused by the previous marriage was not good, plus my mother still took me, and I was afraid that I would be wronged, my mother actually didn't have the heart to fall in love, let alone get married. At that time, when I went to meet, it was also because of my friend's face, so I thought I would deal with it, and never let down my friend's kindness. ”
"And then?" Anne asked curiously.
"Later, under the repeated pursuit of Uncle Xing, my mother began to associate with Uncle Xing, Uncle Xing is from Minzhou, so he speaks a plastic Mandarin in Minzhou, and he is also very good, bold and kind, and very good to Lin Yao, Lin Yao said that at that time, her mother worked alone, her income was not high, and she was not very stable, so the economic conditions of the family were not very good, and Uncle Xing was very generous to Lin Yao and her mother after being with her mother, and bought things for Lin Yao, whether it was food or use, she always picked the best to buy, and was never stingy."
"And then?" Anne also got up and stood side by side with Lin Yao in front of the floor-to-ceiling window.
"At that time, from Uncle Xing, Lin Yao saw a lot of things that he had never been exposed to, for example, in the 90s, in Pengzhou, few people had a bread machine at home, and Uncle Xing had a bread machine at home, and every morning Uncle Xing would personally make a Western-style breakfast for Lin Yao, omelette, fried sausages, hot milk, and hot toast heated from the toaster, beep~, jump out of the hot toast slices, and every morning at home is the smell of hot bread" When Lin Yao said this, the nostalgia and nostalgia in her eyes were self-evident. Anne turned sideways, looked at Lin Yao's side face, and felt that she had also entered the aroma of toast with Lin Yao.
"And then? Where is Uncle Xing now? Anne asked busily.
"He's gone, and he'll never come back."
"Why?"
"At that time, my mother and I lived in Uncle Xing's house, and Uncle Xing also took Lin Yao and Mother Lin back to their hometown in Minzhou and met Uncle Xing's parents." Anne saw tears rolling in Lin Yao's eyes.
"Later, Uncle Xing and his mother got engaged, and I originally planned to get the certificate soon, but then my mother became pregnant."
"I was 10 years old that year, just in the fourth grade of primary school, knowing that my mother was pregnant, I felt that I couldn't accept it, I didn't know what was wrong at that time, in fact, I liked Uncle Xing, and I also liked Uncle Xing and my mother together, but at that time I felt that if my mother married Uncle Xing and gave birth to that child, I would lose my mother. So at that time, I forced my mother to kill the child, I cried and fussed at my mother, and even threatened to jump off the building, I told my mother that if she gave birth to this child, I would jump from the 5th floor, I can do it. Speaking of this, Lin Yao was extremely sad and shed tears.
Anne looked at Lin Yao's appearance, and was also very distressed, and hurriedly held Lin Yao's shoulders, hoping that her hands could soothe Lin Yao's past pain in her heart.
"At that time, my mother was just in the first three months of pregnancy, and it seemed that her physical condition was not very good, and the doctor asked her mother to rest in bed, and Uncle Xing had to work alone every day, and she had to take care of me, and she had to take care of her mother who was bedridden and recuperating at home.
"At that time, in order to comfort my emotions, Uncle Xing personally drove to the school to pick me up every day after school, in order not to make me feel that I had a younger brother or sister, and he and my mother no longer loved me. I and two other male classmates chased each other with cinders all the way, and each other was hit with cinders in both hands, and the cotton shoes were burned with cinders with sparks. ”
"You were a kid with real leather~" Anne said with a smile.
"Yes, I've been skinny since I was a child, and what I like is what boys like, for example, I like boxing, and my mom dropped a sandbag for me at home, and I practice boxing every day after I finish my homework, so now I have calluses and scars on both hands."
"Do you still box?"
"I loved boxing when I was four years old, and my dad used to tell me that I was a girl and I had to learn boxing so that I could protect myself and not be bullied. My dad is a boxing enthusiast himself. Lin Yao sighed.
Anne was also very uncomfortable, Anne finally understood why Lin Yao liked boxing, it was taught to her by his father when she was a child.
"At first, just like it. In addition, later, I was single with my mother, and I thought, I must practice boxing harder, if one day, my mother is bullied, I can protect my mother. You can also protect yourself. Anne's heart became more and more sour when she heard this, Lin Yao learned boxing from Dad Lin, and the day before yesterday, many years later, she finally fought with Dad Lin with boxing.
"Where did I go?"
"Speaking of one day after school, I beat each other with cinders with boys, and we got cinders all over our bodies, and I burned a hole in my cotton shoes."
"Oh, yes, and then when I got to the school gate and saw Uncle Xing's car, I got in the car and went home with Uncle Xing, as soon as I entered the door, my mother was lying on the bed watching TV, and I watched Grandma Qiong Yao's "A Curtain of Dreams", Uncle Xing took Lin Yao back into the house and pulled Lin Yao to the bathroom, and said to Lin's mother with a smile while washing Lin Yao's face, saying, look at this child, beating cinders with his classmates, just like coming out of the coal pile. At that time, Uncle Xing was joking with a smile, and I was also laughing, who knew that my mother, who was lying on the bed watching "A Curtain of Dreams", heard it and didn't do it, and it was angry at that time, I saw my mother screaming, jumped up from the bed, and scolded Uncle Xing, she said, Yaoyao is my child, you can't say that, she is not your child, you can not love her, but she is my child, I must love her. , you get out of here. I don't want to see you again. ”
"Obviously, Uncle Xing is joking. There was absolutely no malice," Anne said.
"Yes, I think so too, maybe I'm not Uncle Xing's biological after all, my mother is too sensitive, I'm afraid he will treat me badly."
"And then?"
"Later, my mother beat the child out not long after, and it was without consulting Uncle Xing.
Uncle Xing was very sad at the time, and in addition, my mother was 2-3 years older than Uncle Xing, and she was married and had a child, Uncle Xing's parents did not agree to it, and my mother beat the children of the Xing family again, and Uncle Xing's parents strongly opposed this marriage. ”
"So they broke up?"
"Yes, so they broke up, and after that, my mother never fell in love again, and she made up her mind not to marry again for the rest of her life."
"Actually, I feel very guilty, I always feel that I killed my brother or sister, and also caused my mother to lose the happiness that she could have obtained. In fact, Uncle Xing is a good person, Uncle Xing really loves my mother, and he is also sincere to me. I feel guilty and regretful. ”
"Your mom really loves you and is great! I have a lot of respect for her! Anne said with regret and reverence!
"Yes, so at that time I swore that I would stay with my mother for the rest of my life, protect my mother, and not let anyone hurt my mother, and when I grow up, I will earn a lot of money and let my mother live the best and best life." Lin Yao's sworn eyes were really sacred.
"Da Yaoyao, don't be sad, I believe in you, I believe that you will let your mother live the best and best life in the future. I will always be with you, always with you, and with you to protect your mother! ”
Lin Yao's past is recalled here for the time being, and I pay tribute to all mothers who love their children deeply! You are the greatest mom in the world on the Mother's Day card!