34, that's life
On the way back, Su Ai covered her face along the way, she felt that her face was burning, she felt very hot, when she thought of just now, she shook her head vigorously, wanting to forget what had just happened, and walked to the big stone in front of the broken temple, feeling that she needed to be calm and calm, and couldn't let Yan Sinian see herself like this,
The cold wind was blowing outside, Su Ai watched the sun set little by little, he counted the time, and felt that he should go back, the provincial Yan Sinian was anxious, Su Ai silently recited three times in his heart, "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's definitely not going to be seen." ”
After cheering herself up, Su Ai came to the small dilapidated house behind the ruined temple, she saw that the door was closed, she patted the door gently, and then said: "Yan Sinian, it's me, Su Ai, I'm back." ”
But there was still no movement, Su Ai was a little anxious this time, what happened to Yan Si Nian, this time she slapped the door panel vigorously and shouted: "Yan Si Nian, Yan Si Nian, what's wrong with you, Yan Si Nian, open the door." ”
But there was still no sound, Su Ai was really scared, Yan Sinian had an accident, but the door was locked, it shouldn't be, so she kicked the door panel with her foot, and then shouted: "Yan Si Nian, Yan Si Nian, what's wrong with you, Yan ........."
This time, there was finally a reaction in the house, and I heard a crackling sound from inside, and Su Aiyou shouted: "Yan Sinian, is it you?" ”
A lazy voice came and said, "It's me, why did you come back so early." ”
This time, the bolt was lowered, and the door opened a small crack, Su Ai pushed the door directly in, Yan Si Nianta pulled his shoes, walked shakingly, Su Ai asked, "Are you uncomfortable?" What's going on like this? ”
Yan Sinian said: "Oh, I just went to sleep, you called me, I just woke up." ”
Su Ai looked at Yan Sinian in surprise, came back and drank a little water first, suppressed the shock, and then said: "You sleep in the middle of the day (@ ̄ー ̄@),"
Yan Sinian replied: "Yes, why don't I sleep? After saying that, he yawned again, and fell back onto his straw mat, and Suai continued: "Don't tell me, you slept all day today, and you didn't even go out of the door,"
Yan Sinian said lazily: "That's right, hey, don't bother me, you can do whatever you want,"
Speaking with a little anger, Su Ai felt that he should be angry when he got up, Yan Sinian was sometimes very talkative, sometimes he was inexplicably angry, Su Ai was also used to it, and he didn't plan to ignore him, he sat on his straw mat and rested for a while, by the way, he thought about what he was going to eat at night, and then drank a little water.
After resting enough, Su Ai immediately got up, ran to the corner of the small kitchen, and saw what else, He Lao left, this so-called home is left with these things, Su Ai looked at it, there was some rice left and a little kohlrabi, Su Ai made a fire, boiled water and started washing rice again,
At this time, Yan Sinian, who had slept enough, came up, the clothes on his body were sloppy, Su Ai didn't hear him walk by, and continued to be busy, pots and pans ping-pong, at this time Yan Sinian said: "Su Ai, you are cooking,"
After Su Ai heard him speak, she received: "Yes, you have been sleeping, is it possible that we are going to drink the northwest wind?"
Yan Sinian was still sleepy-eyed, rubbing his eyes with his little hands, the recent Yan Sinian has also grown taller and grown a lot, Su Ai looked at the confused Yan Sinian, and said, "You have grown taller recently, are your feet better?"
Where is Su Ai still busy, Yan Sinian limped to the back of Su Ai, watched Su Ai cook, Yan Sinian asked: "Su Ai, how is it today, in this ancient work, it is better than that in the past,"
Su Ai saw that he was now awake, and began to take out that stinky fart again, but he still said patiently in a gentle tone: "It's just to be a mover, of course I'm more tired than before in QS, in fact, my shoulder still hurts,"
Saying that, she got up and shook her shoulders, Yan Sinian looked a little anxious and asked, "I'm so tired, don't go if you don't want to, you see how hard you are."
In fact, he wanted to say, "I can't bear you yet." But he felt that it was very shameless to say this, he had hinted at Su Ai several times before, but every time it was an embarrassing ending, Su Ai was in trouble at this time,
At this time, Su Ai said: "Yan Sinian, I just asked you, are your feet any better, and you didn't answer me, and you diverted the topic for me,"
Yan Sinian said: "Well, it's much better, my feet are not as swollen as yesterday," Hearing Su Ai say this, he remembered that the bone-setting wine he prescribed from Mr. Zhong can also cure Su Ai's joint pain, so he dragged his feet and limped away again, and went to find the medicinal wine, he was flipping, and the dishes on Su Ai's side were almost fried, and Yan Sinian finally found the bottle of bone-setting wine in his sleeping place,
Su Ai also cooked the food at this time, and shouted: "Yan Sinian, the food is ready, what are you doing?"
Yan Sinian heard the shouting and responded: "Ah, it's okay to find something, I'll come here,"
Su Ai heard the response and said, "Hurry up, there won't be anything for you to eat later." ”
Yan Sinian finally came over and said, "Isn't this going to find something for you, well, this one is for you, the last bone-setting wine should also work,"
Su Ai looked at Yan Sinian with some cold words, in fact, he was still related to himself, in fact, Su Ai just felt that his shoulder was grinding a little painful, and he felt that it was no big deal, but he was still very moved, so he said: "Yan Sinian, thank you, hurry up and eat,"
Yan Sinian looked at the light meal, and felt that it was burned by Su Ai, which was delicious and delicious, Su Ai chewed and swallowed slowly, but usually Si Si Wen's Yan Si Nian was indeed a little different, and saw that he was gobbling up, Su Ai looked at Yan Si Nian like this and was stunned, in fact, Yan Si Nian was hungry, he was hungry for a day, he was lazy for a while, the second was that he couldn't cook and cook, he would boil hot water when he went out, and cut some vegetables, and there would be nothing left, he was actually ready, if Su Ai didn't come back, he would have been sleeping, Anyway, if he falls asleep, he is not afraid of hunger, he actually feels that he is becoming more and more wasteful now, and he feels more and more dependent on Su Ai, if there is no Su Ai, he still really doesn't know what to do.
Su Ai ate for a while, looked at Yan Sinian, who was a little choked, and quickly poured him a bowl of water and said: "Yan Sinian, are you okay, why do I think you look like you've been hungry for a day, I remember that I left a little leftovers, you can eat it by pouring some hot water yourself, why are you so hungry,"
After Yan Sinian took the water, he drank half a bowl, and then said: "I just haven't eaten for a day, I don't want to eat the leftovers, and I can't do it myself,"
Suai then asked, "You actually slept all day, didn't you?"
Yan Sinian took the rice bowl, looked at Su Ai embarrassedly, then looked at Su Ai, and continued to pull his own rice bowl, Su Ai looked at Yan Sinian like this, and felt that he really had no choice, what if he left him in the future, he was still a child, He Lao's friends in the capital should be fond of it, but the mother and daughter of the Zhong family are all, Yan Sinian is afraid that he will be bullied, Su Ai shook his head,
Yan Sinian also looked at Su Ai's expression, saw that something was wrong with Su Ai, and asked, "You were bullied today, so you are not happy, right?"
According to Su Ai's previous temper, she is really likely to be bullied now, Su Ai said: "It's the same no matter where it is, it's really strange if you don't like to bully, I used to work in QS but there was no stumbling block, I'm used to it, I'm not a fledgling child,"
When Yan Sinian heard this, he said: "Someone bullied you in the secretariat before, is it Ye Yu and Xiaowen, you can rest assured that I will open them when you go back,"
Su Ai heard this with black lines on his face, and said: "No, why are you still that tyrant thinking, I am actually thinking about you, what if you are sent to the Zhong family and bullied, the mother and daughter of the Zhong family are not good people, and you are still a little girl, I am afraid that their mother and daughter will be unfavorable to you, and that Mr. Zhong is a soft persimmon at a glance, and he was eaten to death by his wife,"
Yan Sinian heard this and asked, "How do you know this?"
Su Ai said: "I asked when I went to work today, although I am stupid, after listening to what you said, I will still find someone to ask,"
In fact, after Su Ai left the pottery workshop and got rid of Li Si, she went to the Zhong Family Medical Center to take a turn, and happened to see Mrs. Zhong playing Zhongyi, which frightened Su Ai, and their daughter was watching the excitement from the sidelines, Su Ai also felt that Zhong Wei was terrible, and he didn't dare to stay longer, if he was glued, would it be over?
These Su Ai didn't say to Yan Sinian, Yan Sinian heard this, finished the last bite, put down the dishes and chopsticks, lowered his head and stopped talking, Su Ai looked at Yan Sinian like this and didn't know what she should say, she felt that she needed to talk to He Lao, find a reliable person for Yan Sinian, she poured a bowl of hot water for Yan Sinian, and then cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, wiped the table clean, and went to wash the dishes, Su Ai was thinking about the painter surnamed Lin during the day on the stove, he said that he had seen himself, what the hell was going on, It's different from what the system says, how can anyone in this world know herself, she really wants to summon the system, but she still hasn't figured out her system, her system always comes and goes without a trace,
Su Ai finished her busy work, planning to wash the rag, this stove has been too dirty recently, He Lao and Yan Sinian will not do it, at this time, she felt that there was a pair of hands behind her to hug her waist, Su Ai was stunned, very nervous, felt that her pupils were about to dilate, and her face began to sweat, today a Li Si is like this, how can Yan Sinian be like this, either hugging, or hugging, Su Ai wiped his dirty hands, reached out and wanted to break Yan Sinian's arm, but this time it was broken, Yan Sinian hugged it tighter, Su Ai said: "Yan Sinian, what's wrong with you," Yan Sinian pillowed his head on Su Ai's shoulder, Su Ai suddenly felt her back collapse, how she wished she was a piece of wood,
Yan Sinian still didn't answer her, and continued to rub Su Ai's back with his head Su Ai felt that his goosebumps fell to the ground, and said: "Yan Sinian, what's wrong with you, I'm really uncomfortable with you like this, I'm tired for a day today, I want to wash my face and rub your feet, I'm sleeping,"
Yan Sinian sniffed and said, "It's okay, I just want to hug you,"
Su Ai felt a little inexplicable, but she felt that Yan Sinian was crying just now, she asked: "Did you cry just now, did you think of something unhappy, it doesn't matter, if you have something on your mind, you have to tell me, if you are not far away, it is understandable, everyone has their own secrets,"
Yan Sinian trembled and said: "Su Ai, are you really willing to listen," Su Ai heard this, Yan Sinian is also a person with a story, if she had said it before, come and say your unhappiness to make us all happy, but now, she feels that she is no longer the nervous Su Ai before,
Su Ai said: "Okay, I'm willing to listen, if you have anything unhappy, just say, I'm your emotional trash can, just talk about it,"
She felt that it was necessary for her to put on a posture of looking at death as home, this is her boss after all, if she knew, she would go back in the future, what should she do if she killed herself, Yan Sinian said: "Su Ai, in fact, I am not an orphan, I have parents and family,"
Su Ai thought of it when he heard this, and he couldn't help Yan Si Nian 1 keep saying that he would let himself be his family, it turned out that the point was here, Yan Si Nian continued: "My parents died in a car accident, it was Christmas, it was still my birthday, we were in Philadelphia, USA, on the way home, there was a car accident, my parents died because of me, in fact, my parents planned to spend the holiday at home, but I just asked my grandmother's house, on the way there, there was an accident, my father first rescued me, Then he went back to save his mother, but his mother's leg was crushed by the car and couldn't pull it out, and then the car ........ It exploded, Suai's car exploded, Mom and Dad were killed, because of me, they were gone, Suai,"
Speaking of this, Yan Sinian collapsed directly, and cried directly, he grabbed Su Ai's belt in his hand, and was still pinching Su Ai's flesh, Su Ai felt that the pain was enough, Su Ai made a lot of effort before turning around, Yan Sinian threw himself directly into Su Ai's arms, Su Ai touched his head, and said comfortingly: "It's all over, right Yan Sinian, it's not because of you, you are all accident,"
Yan Sinian raised his head, looked at Su Ai, and said: "Su Ai, I'm a disaster star, do you know, remember, didn't we just die because of a car accident, and then crossed over, you were originally on vacation, I pulled you hard, I'm sorry for you, Su Ai, I'm sorry,"
After saying that, Yan Sinian fell into Su Ai's arms again, Su Ai didn't know what to say, she thought that it was the reason for her cursed essay that led to this crossing, but Yan Sinian thought it was her own reason, no wonder when she mentioned the car accident, Yan Sinian was always afraid, Su Ai hugged Yan Sinian in her arms,
In fact, this Yan Si Nian is also very pitiful, no parents at a young age, returning from school, directly inheriting the transnational family industry, and the old guy who has to put the board of directors, afraid that his industry will be deceived by them, and when he arrives here, he has directly crossed into a woman because of his own reasons, and he has to experience a bloody life later, the misery of his first half of his life can be said to be fate, but the misfortune of the second half of his life is more or less because of himself, so Su Ai is as good as possible to Yan Si Nian, and do his best to take care of him,
When Su Ai thought of this, his heart was also tight, his heart was like a knife, and he felt guilty and sympathetic and other emotions, Yan Sinian was still sobbing in Su Ai's arms, Su Ai wiped his face with his sleeve, and said: "Are you, because you think of these bad things because of what I said,"
Yan Sinian looked at Su Ai's sincere eyes, and then said: "It's you who tell me, you will be separated from me, me and me........ I don't want to leave you, Su Ai can't think of what I would do without you in this world, I don't want to go to the Zhong family, I want to be with you all the time, okay Su Ai, you are my last relative,"
His words trembled a little, with a little begging, such a Yan Si Nian was something Su Ai had never seen, she had always known that Yan Si Nian had no sense of security, such a person had someone in his circle, this person could be the most important person in his life, Su Ai was a paranoid disease Jiaowen did not see less, but such a rare encounter in a hundred years, it really made Su Ai meet herself, she was actually a little reluctant to say Si Nian, but she had no choice, if she didn't complete the task, she would be trapped here for the rest of her life, She thinks fate is like gambling, and there are some things that should be tried.
She calmed down, comforted Yan Sinian, and said gently: "Okay, until the last resort, I Su Ai will not leave you, let's not be here anymore, I'll go and plug the door, you go and sit on your cushion first, I'll give you medicine in a while, okay,"
Yan Sinian nodded when she heard this, let go of Su Ai, now it was getting late, the cool breeze was swishing outside, it was very cold, Su Ai quickly plugged in the door bolt, and pulled the charcoal brazier down in front of Yan Sinian, she rubbed it with the bone-break wine, pinched Yan Sinian's feet, Su Ai didn't think much about it, she felt that Yan Sinian was done venting, no matter how it was, he was a man in his bones, he used to love to talk a little, but he was not a mother-in-law.
Yan Sinian looked at Su Ai who was rubbing Su Ai for him, he felt that his vision was not bad, whether it was Su Ai in the past or Su Ai now, it was good, good-looking, good people, good for himself, Yan Sinian didn't know what was going on with his behavior just now, when he thought of himself and Su Ai and separated, he thought of his parents who had died before, he was very sad, buried the secret for more than 10 years, and said it in one breath, he felt very relaxed, and the big stone that had pressed himself for so long was finally gone,
After taking the medicine, Su Ai felt that his hands were about to stink to death, and the second smell of medicine was Yan Sinian's foot smell, Su Ai frowned, Yan Sinian just looked at Su Ai, and he felt that he was going to be happy, but looking at Su Ai's disgusted eyes, he was suddenly unhappy, thinking of being so disgusted with himself,
He asked, "Suai, do you dislike me like that?"
Su Ai said: "Yan Si Nian, you smell your feet by yourself, you don't dislike yourself,"
Su Ai turned around and washed his hands, Yan Sinian took advantage of this gap, he felt that his dinner was about to vomit when he smelled it, and he hated himself, Su Ai saw the expression on his face and said, "How about it, this will know,"
Yan Sinian didn't speak, and directly covered himself with a straw mat, Su Ai walked to the side, and said: "Now that you're in a good mood, don't think about bad things, people have to look forward, sleep well, I sleep too,"
After Su Ai finished speaking, he returned to the mat where he slept, tossed for a day, and finally could rest, when he was a woman before, he always hoped that he could be a man, but now it is really not like that, Su Ai felt really tired to death, and fell asleep directly on the mat,
Yan Sinian over there then looked at Su Ai who was lying down by the firelight, and whispered: "Su Ai, it's good to have you." ”