Chapter 60: Finally Letting Go

"But why, I can't compare to you, a little girl who has only known him for a few months, I have loved him for so many years."

Lu Peiqi said, as if she was stuck in a previous memory, with nostalgia on her face.

"The first time I saw Si Nian, he was covered in blood and lying motionless on the ground."

"At first, I thought he was dead, but when I got close to him, he suddenly opened his eyes, grabbed my hand, and was full of vigilance, and I was frightened by him."

"It was probably because of my hostility to him that he let go of my hand and slowly struggled to get up from the ground."

"I wanted to help him, but seeing that he didn't want to be touched by me at all, seeing that he was so painful and so resistant to me, I could only let my driver force him into the hospital."

"At that time, the doctor came out to tell me that he had broken several ribs and had a slight concussion in his brain, but he insisted that the doctor not be allowed to use anesthetic, saying that he wanted to remember the lesson."

Even the doctor couldn't stand it, but he insisted on it without saying a word until the operation was over. So, even though I only saw him once, I was still deeply attracted to him. ”

"I struggled to get to him and get along with him as a friend. Because I knew that he was resistant to women, so for so many years, I tried my best to restrain my feelings and not let him find out. ”

"But the longer I stayed with him, the deeper I sank. Slowly, I began to live in the dreams I had weaved, thinking that as long as I stayed by his side, sooner or later he would see my presence. ”

"But as soon as you appeared, your dreams were shattered. It turned out that in his heart, it was not that he couldn't live in it, but that person was never me. ”

"But why? Anxi, tell me why? What are you better than me? I gave so much for him, but he still chose you over me. ”

After listening to her words, Anxi not only felt sorry for Si Nian, but he couldn't hate Lu Peiqi at all, and he was also very grateful to her.

If it weren't for her, Si Nian wouldn't know if he would have survived. If it weren't for her, maybe she wouldn't have met Si Nian. If it weren't for her, she would never have known that Si Nian had experienced such a thing.

So she doesn't blame her for the post now, at least as she said, if she makes a fuss like this, Si Nian doesn't have to run at both ends of the school company.

"Sister Peiqi, thank you for being willing to tell me this, and thank you for saving Asi and helping him so much."

Anxi looked at Lu Peiqi with a sincere gaze, "You're right, whether it's in work or life, I'm not as good as you, and I even often bring trouble to As." ”

"But as Ace said, he doesn't know why he likes me, but if he likes it, he likes it. If I had to explain anything, it might be because I'm too good at pestering people! ”

"Sister Peiqi, you may be the most effective helper in As's work, but you may not be the most suitable partner."

"Although you take him very seriously, you are so similar that as you said, you have slowly adopted his habits as your own."

"If it were you, would you like someone who looks like you? It's like playing tricks on As, you definitely can't do it. ”

"Although Ass likes to drink bitter coffee, he will also accompany me to eat a little sweet. In the same way, I can do things for him that I wouldn't or don't like. ”

"I may not be as good as you, but I'll do my best. Love is like this, it needs to be mutually tolerant, not blindly accommodating by one party. ”

"You changed your habits in order to echo Ace's habits and make his habits your own, isn't it just coffee that has changed its flavor?"

"Sister Peiqi, in fact, you still appreciate As! At the beginning, his perseverance touched you, and then you were attracted by his excellence in getting along. ”

"So you feel that only the same good can be worthy of the same good you. But you never get a response from him, and slowly you want to conquer him. ”

"So when you see that he chose me who is not good, you feel that it is an insult to you. When you see him running between ends of the school because of my school, you think his behavior is even more unwise. ”

"You're looking for someone to post those posts, it's more just to spoil his ridiculous ideas. You say, am I right? Sister Peiqi, think about it seriously, do you really like As? Still unwilling? ”

"I" Lu Peiqi was distracted by Anxi's words, and wanted to take a sip of coffee to hide her panic, but accidentally knocked over the cup, and the coffee was all spilled on her clothes.

Anxi hurriedly picked up a tissue and walked to her to help her wipe it, but she pushed it away with her hand.

Because now for Lu Peiqi, the most embarrassing thing is to be embarrassed by Anxi when she sees her.

Therefore, when Si Nian arrived, he saw the scene of Lu Peiqi pushing Anxi away, and he was immediately furious, and rushed forward to protect Anxi in his arms.

Si Nian looked Anxi up and down, and saw that she was not injured, so he barely suppressed the anger in his heart, turned his head and said to Lu Peiqi.

"Miss Lu, if you have any complaints, you can come to me at any time, but please don't bother Xiaoxi again. I owe you, I will pay it back, but don't try to rely on this kindness to hurt the people I love unscrupulously. ”

"As, you misunderstood, Sister Peiqi didn't hurt me. Just now, Sister Peiqi accidentally spilled coffee on her clothes, and I wanted to help her wipe it, not what you thought. ”

Seeing Si Nian like this, Anxi knew that he must have misunderstood. Lu Peiqi had helped Si Nian so much before, and Anxi didn't want them to make the relationship so stiff, so he hurriedly explained to Si Nian.

After she said this, Si Nian noticed the stains on Lu Peiqi's body, and was a little stunned.

So this time he blamed her? Is it really just a simple conversation when she asks Anxi?

It's just that before Si Nian could say anything, Lu Peiqi laughed to himself.

As Zuo Zhe said, he had already begun to dislike her. Even if she didn't do anything, he would think she was going to hurt Anxi. Even after knowing that she hadn't hurt Anxi, he looked at her with a wary look in his eyes.

Moreover, he actually started calling her Miss Lu. Hehe, Miss Lu? What a distant title for her!

The most ridiculous thing is that she thought that she could always be by Si Nian's side all these years because she was still quite special in her heart, but she didn't expect that this special was only because she had saved him.

In fact, she should have thought of it a long time ago, with his character, he didn't like to owe others the most, so he made an exception to keep her by his side.

Lu Peiqi smiled and smiled, and actually had the urge to cry. But her pride told her she couldn't cry.

At least not now, she can't cry in front of Si Nian and Anxi, she still has to maintain her pride in front of them.

"Ace, am I so unbearable in your heart? I admit that I used despicable means to post the post. But if I had to choose again, I would probably do it anyway. ”

"Since you have always felt that you owe me, then this time I hurt you and Anxi, even if we settle the two things, you don't have to feel that you owe me anything in the future."

Seeing that when Si Nian looked at her, his eyes were still not warm, Lu Peiqi laughed at himself and said to him.

"Si Nian, I'm not the kind of person who loses his conscience, so you can rest assured that I won't hurt the people you love anymore."

"Sister Peiqi, Asta" Anxi could hear the determination in Lu Peiqi's tone, and just wanted to defend Si Nian, but was interrupted by her.

"Anxi, thank you for telling me that, maybe it's time for me to think about it. I'm sorry for the hurt your post has caused, and I don't expect your forgiveness. ”

Lu Peiqi suddenly hugged Anxi as she spoke, and said to her very sincerely, "I wish you happiness!" ”

After Lu Peiqi finished speaking, he let go of her, didn't look at Si Nian again, and left with a proud face.

In fact, the answer to that question no longer made sense to her.

If she liked Si Nian, then the moment he rushed over to protect Anxi in his arms, she should also die. If you don't like Si Nian, then everything she has done over the years is ridiculous.

"Sister Peiqi, in fact, you are really good." Just as Lu Peiqi walked to the door of the store and was about to go out, she suddenly heard Anxi say this to her.

She heard it, but didn't look back. However, a smile appeared on his face.

Perhaps, it's better to say that. At least she doesn't have to suffer any more gains and losses, and she can finally bring her ridiculous crush to an end.

From today on, she Lu Peiqi has become the proud and confident she used to be, and she doesn't have to be humble for anyone.

"What did you say?" Seeing that the people had already gone away, Anxi hadn't retracted his gaze. Si Nian couldn't help but wonder what they had said before, which made both of them react so strangely, which was exactly the same as he imagined.

"It's nothing, she just told me that you are good, let me cherish you well." Anxi said this, paused, and took Si Nian's hand.

"As, in fact, Sister Peiqi is still very good, she really cares about you. She'll find someone to post, and the starting point is still for you. ”

"She didn't do anything to hurt me just now, you blamed her wrong, you shouldn't have such an attitude towards her."

Anxi thinks that she is not a White Lotus, nor is she a Holy Mother, she may not forgive if she is someone else, but she really can't resent Lu Peiqi.

After all, she saved Si Nian before, and she helped him so much by his side. So no matter what, she should be grateful to her.

"I know that I blame her for being wrong, but the more cold I talk to her, the better I will be for her, and I can't let her have any illusions about me."

"And, anyway, I'm not a generous person, she did hurt you, and I can't treat her like she used to."