Chapter 195: Love Is Not a Bondage
"I'm sorry, Xiaoqi, when the Yue Chaozong came out, I should have told you." , Mo Yu'er apologized cautiously, afraid that Lin Qi would misunderstand.
However, what she didn't know was that Lin Qi had already buried the seeds of resentment very deeply.
Lin Qi smiled, "What's this, you two are friends, and it's not something unsightly to come out alone to meet and talk about work." ”
If you really regarded her as a friend, you should have greeted her in advance, and now you are saying this in front of her, hypocrisy!
Mo Yu'er smirked, Lin Qi's words seemed to be deliberately said to warn her.
"But Yu'er, didn't I say you, no matter how you fix the text, it's your husband, don't you always tell him if something happens, aren't you afraid to mind?"
Lin Qi said this sentence, it seems that he is thinking about Mo Yuer and Gu Xiuwen, but in fact, the implication of this sentence is to tell her, don't ask other men to help when something happens, you have your own man!
Mo Yu'er was very embarrassed, Lin Qi's words and words were like swearing sovereignty, revealing a strong smell of gunpowder.
Lin Qi's side is really rare for her, she used to be always a gentle and gentle girl, even if she treats people who are not used to it, she will not speak so harshly.
It seems that love can make people change.
Fortunately, she understands very well that this is a woman's love for each other, and anyone or anything that may threaten the relationship can accidentally become a thorn in the side.
Who let her once be pursued by Li Chaozong.
"You talk, I still have something to do when I go back to the company." The embarrassed Mo Yu'er had to evacuate first, and if she stayed for another second, I was afraid that there would be more unnecessary misunderstandings.
Mo Yu'er buried her head and walked away, Li Chaozong didn't speak, and her eyes kept on Lin Qi.
Lin Qi pretended to care and glanced at it, and continued to complete the lie, "Why are these people always unpunctual, what time is it and it hasn't arrived yet." As he spoke, he begged for a call from his bag, "If I haven't come yet, I won't wait." ”
"You're following me."
Li Chaozong's cold voice sounded, and the action of making a phone call hung in the air.
She looked up and met his deep, cold pupils.
There was no need to conceal it, Lin Qi said frankly: "Yes, I came here with you." ”
Doubts appeared on his dark face, and he asked, "How did you become like this?" ”
Lin Qi sneered, "What has become of me?" ”
"Look at you now, it's completely different from the Lin Qi I knew at the beginning."
Lin Qi's face changed suddenly, and she sneered: "Then what kind of me did you know before?" Is it similar to Mo Yu'er? ”
Li Chaozong knew that he could no longer explain it, so he had to leave in silence.
It's a pity that Lin Qi blocked his way and began to be aggressive, "What's wrong?" Is it so hard for you to answer a question? Or have you acquiesced that you noticed me in the first place because I had Mo Yu'er's shadow? Or is it because you can't get her heart, that's why you put all your fantasies on me! ”
"Have you made enough trouble?"
In an uproar, Li Chaozong was furious.
He had never spoken so loudly to a girl, and he would be afraid that the only thing he cared about was what the other party had done to disappoint him.
"I'm making trouble?!" Lin Qi smiled bitterly, did she make trouble?!
"You used to be intellectual, generous and understanding, look at you now." He didn't know what went wrong and why Lin Qi's temperament was sometimes good and sometimes bad.
"So now I'm in you
Selfish, willful, and unreasonable in your eyes?"
Lin Qi looked at him with burning eyes, wanting to get some answers from his eyes.
Is he tired of it?
Li Chaozong sighed, with a hesitation and helplessness between his eyebrows, "In the past, I could feel relaxed and happy with you, but now, I will be unknown and nervous in the face of you, and I am afraid that if I am not careful, I will destroy the balance between us. ”
Are all the good and happy things he once fantasized about? Are all those so-called happiness faked by others?
Or is he not qualified to tap into the happiness that others can have?
Li Chaozong was deeply suspicious, as if he had fallen into a dead trap, and he couldn't get out of it.
"Think about what happened to you lately, you don't care if something big happens to Yu'er, you just know that you suspect that there will be some improper behavior between us, but I have already promised you, I am just friends with Yu'er, why are you still worried about what will happen."
When her good friend was in embarrassment, she only thought about how to keep her own people and tightly encircle the other party in her field of vision, such Lin Qi really refreshed his impression of her.
Maybe Mo Yu'er is no longer a person who poses a threat, for Lin Qi, any person can make her look different.
Although this kind of strong possession can make him feel Lin Qi's love, it can't make him happy.
Li Chaozong knows that he is very selfish to think like this, but think about it from another angle, isn't love just to make himself happy and make the other party happy?
Otherwise, if you don't feel happy, how can you give the other party the happiness you want.
Love is not a bondage.
However, from Lin Qi's point of view, she couldn't accept Li Chaozong's explanation, "In that case, why did you hide from me to see Mo Yu'er?"
"Because I'm worried, I'm worried that you will get angry as soon as you hear Mo Yu'er, and I'm also at a loss when I see you angry, and I don't know how to solve this matter clearly."
Li Chaozong said his inner thoughts, and since he felt that Lin Qi was wary of Mo Yu'er, he had already quietly dealt with this relationship in his heart.
It's a pity that he can't do anything and can't handle it well.
"It's all my fault." Lin Qi had a cold face, she had done so much, it turned out to be a kind of trouble in the eyes of the other party.
"It's not your fault, it's mine." Li Chaozong was calm and calm, and his deep eyes could not refract any fluctuations, "If I don't choose, there won't be so much suspicion between you and Yu'er, and we will live with ease." ”
Li Chaozong's words were like thunder, making Lin Qi's head buzz, she was stunned, and asked with a forced smile, "What do you mean?" Do you regret it?"
"It's not regrets, it's about starting to take a serious look at our relationship."
He was terrifyingly calm, which made Lin Qi a little flustered.
"Don't you know why I'm like this?" If it weren't for caring about him, she would be so insecure, and if it weren't for those things before, would she be nervous and scared?
Unconsciously, tears filled his eyes.
"There is no need to discuss these things, I only have one sentence, if you still want to manage this relationship, there will be no more intrigue and useless suspicion that only those narrow women have, or ......"
Li Chaozong lowered his eyes and covered up his concerns, he knew these words
is very domineering and unreasonable, but in order to make everything simple, he has to make a choice.
"How else?"
Lin Qi looked at the other party with hurt eyes, it turned out that in the other party's heart, what she did was all the intrigue of a narrow woman, and the suspicion to no avail.
At this moment, Lin Qi felt that he was very cheap, asking stupid questions and at the same time wondering how the other party would decide.
In the middle of the ring, Li Chaozong raised his eyes and said the result firmly, "Otherwise, we will end this unsuitable relationship as soon as possible." ”
If both people are unhappy together, then let everything go back to square one.
"Have you figured it out?"
Lin Qi's voice began to tremble, in fact, what she wanted to ask was whether the other party had really made up his mind?
"Yes."
Li Chaozong did not hesitate, perhaps just like those who like each other, they have always been unable to continue to be together because they are not suitable.
There are too many people who can't be loved, he can be regarded as one.
"Good ......" I don't know how much courage it took her to say this, and the moment the words ended, her tears instantly fell.
The tears are cold and piercing, and so is the heart.
Lin Qi turned around to leave, but Li Chaozong grabbed her, "I mean, I hope you will leave those obsessions behind and be with me." ”
Lin Qi took away the other party's hand and said in a weak tone, "My love has always been like this, so God is destined not to let the two of us be together." ”
She walked away and didn't look back.
……
in the hospital.
Father Bai, who was guarding Bai Xinyue's side, was worried, and whenever Bai Xinyue woke up, he would cry and make a fuss, and finally relied on the doctor's tranquilizer to solve it.
When will this change.
Sorrow had been hanging on the white father's brow, and his heart suddenly remembered the advice given by the doctor before.
So after hesitating for a long time, he still pulled down his old face and called Gu Xiuwen.
"Xiuwen, I know it's not good to bother you all the time, but Xinyue's situation is very bad, uncle hopes that you can come to the hospital to see her for the sake of your husband and wife for many years."
"If needed, I can find a more specialized doctor to treat her." Gu Xiuwen, who was busy with business, said indifferently but sincerely, he didn't hear the meaning of Father Bai's words.
Until Father Bai explained, "Her mood has been very fluctuating, and her wounds burst open every day, I know that she listens to you the most, so I hope you can come to the hospital to enlighten her." ”
Gu Xiuwen, who was working, paused, and said the moment he picked up the pen to write: "Uncle, I understand what you mean, but unfortunately Xiuwen can't do anything." ”
Father Bai, who thought he could hear the good news, raised the corners of his mouth early in hope, but the corners of his mouth that continued to rise sharply slipped in hope.
"Xiuwen, uncle doesn't mean anything else, I just hope you can take some time to come and see her and talk to her."
"I understand what my uncle meant, but you also know that Xinyue has always been emotionally dependent on me, if I appear again at this time, it will only make her fall into the abyss and unable to extricate herself, you know, I have never been able to give her the happiness she wants."
Gu Xiuwen said calmly, picking out and explaining those implied politeness and hints.
It is a fact that he can't be held accountable for Bai Xinyue, and he is also responsible for Mo Yu'er for what he did.
"Okay, I see." Father Bai hung up the phone with a little disappointment, looked at the scenery outside the window and couldn't help but sigh.