Chapter 311: Precious
Although these things are not precious, but leaving Xuanye's things, Xu Tiantian's heart will be uncomfortable.
Although she didn't know what she thought, Xuan Ye still smiled and said, "Tell me when you're done, and I'll ask someone to find you a new one." ”
"Hmm."
Xu Tiantian felt his gentleness, and her heart trembled slightly.
As soon as Xuan Ye came, he had no intention of leaving, he wanted to eat here, so he was already sitting on the stool of the stone table without moving.
Taking a deep breath, Xu Tiantian walked over and sat opposite him, and spoke very calmly: "Have you finished handling all the government affairs of the prince?" ”
Knowing that she wanted to drive herself away again, but he didn't want to go, she saw herself these days like seeing a flood beast, he felt uncomfortable, since there was an opportunity to be with her, he didn't want to miss it at all.
He pretended not to understand: "Oh, I'll come to deliver you a book after I finish dealing with political affairs, you can see if it is what you like, and next time I will let someone find it, according to your likes and dislikes." ”
He came to deliver a book to himself, and she was too embarrassed to drive him away, so she could only hum and look down and open the book.
Just a glance, you can see the author's writing strength, and it seems that there are two more dense wild histories, which are quite to my taste.
The mood also improved a little, and her little face was no longer tense, revealing a hint of relaxation: "Then the concubine will thank the prince first, these writings are very good." ”
"Well, if you like it, tell me when you're done, and I'll ask someone to find you a new one."
He wants to use this way to build a bridge between two people, and even use this as an excuse for the two to communicate more and get along more.
Xu Tiantian agreed verbally, but he didn't agree in his heart, it's one thing for him to give it to himself, it's another thing to ask for it himself, it's another thing, it's different.
The two chatted for a while, it was already dinner time, Xu Tiantian saw that he had no intention of leaving at all, and understood that he probably wanted to stay.
Although she felt uncomfortable in front of him, she couldn't think of any reason to drive him away, so she could only ignore his existence and let herself not care so much.
She was finally willing to stay for herself to eat, it seemed that this method was effective, and Xuan Ye was encouraged.
Wei Xiao walked over and saw the two of them sitting together talking, a big stone in his heart was also put down, and he also had a smile on his face: "Niangniang, Lord Wang, dinner has been delivered, where are you going to put it to eat?" ”
Seeing that the sky had turned dark blue, Xu Tiantian said lightly: "It's getting dark, let's go to the house and eat." ”
"Yes, slave maid, let people prepare."
Xuan Ye, who was naturally left by Wei Xiao for dinner, had a deeper smile on his face, and said to Xu Tiantian in a gentle voice: "We haven't eaten together for a long time, and I really miss the time when you went to the auditorium to practice calligraphy." ”
Xu Tiantian has also recalled that time countless times, but the past has passed, and she will not let herself indulge in the past: "It's just a meal, no matter who is on the other side, the taste of the dish will not change, and the one used by His Highness is always the best." ”
As soon as she said this, the little happiness in Xuan Ye's heart instantly turned into a bad taste, she was still unwilling to accept herself and unwilling to get close to herself.
didn't show his unhappiness, Xuan Ye smiled and said, "Let's go, go into the house to eat, and see what delicious food is made in the imperial dining room today, and whether it has your appetite." ”
Xu Tiantian got up with him, but didn't say anything, just followed him quietly.
The two of them faced each other, and the air was still embarrassed and stiff, Xu Tiantian's expression was always light, calmly eating his own food, and he didn't want to say a word.
Xuan Ye felt uncomfortable when he saw it, but he was still trying to find a topic: "What did Tiantian do today?" ”
What he did and what he knew, he didn't care much about it, what was the point of saying that it was useless.
She smiled and looked up: "Eat and sleep, don't say anything, the prince hurry up and eat." ”
was blocked by this sentence, Xuanye couldn't say a word.
For the next meal, Xuan Ye didn't speak again, Xu Tiantian felt a little uncomfortable, she attributed it to him being here.
After eating, Xuan Ye still had no intention of leaving, and when he came to cut the candle heart, he brought a pot of tea by the way, and Xuan Ye slowly tasted it alone.
Seeing that he didn't leave or speak, Xu Tiantian sighed helplessly, and whispered at her: "Lord Wang, it's getting late, go back and rest early." ”
She finally spoke first, but in order to drive herself away, the discomfort in her heart was self-evident, like a knife with a thorn, back and forth in her heart, and the person who hurt wanted to suffocate.
But he didn't show it, he put down the cup gently, looked at her eyes seriously, and said with a begging voice: "Tiantian, can you give me a little time, when I take care of everything, then I will be the only one with you, okay?" ”
The moment he liked her for the first time, he knew that his heart could no longer tolerate others.
He wanted to tell her about himself, let him know that he liked her, he thought he could get her, and then the two of them were heart-to-heart.
But she is different from other women, what she wants is a couple for the rest of her life, but now she has no ability to give it to her, so she chooses not to love.
This kind of almost extreme decision and practice made Xuan Ye entangled for many days, but when she went to the store and couldn't see her for a few days, he finally understood that if she wasn't there, his life would be at a glance, but with her, it was full of fresh possibilities.
By the time he understood his heart and knew what he really wanted, she had already locked her heart.
It's not her fault, it's that he didn't make a decision on the spot, and he didn't recognize his heart at the first time, so these sadness in his heart is nothing more than a crime that he deserves
Xu Tiantian, as a woman in the new era, can't bear polygamy the most, but he wants to let himself stay with him, and his concubines, big and small, she can't do it.
"I've told the prince very clearly, what I want, you can't give it, then we have nothing to say, while we are still young, we can get together and disperse, and meet again in the future, we are still friends."
But how could Xuan Ye give up, he was a little excited: "What you said, I will definitely do it, I only have you in my heart, there is no one else, you believe me, Tiantian, I really like you." What's more, we still have children! ”
Xu Tiantian lowered her head and didn't look at him: "These useless promises, everyone will say, I won't believe them, and I don't want to believe them myself." ”
What's more, children have never been a reason to restrain her.
I never thought that her attitude was so firm, he felt that his heart was about to break, and he smiled bitterly: "Yes, what is the use of a promise, time is changeable, and the sea can become a mulberry field, but I will tell you with actions that I like you, definitely not just talking." ”
Xu Tiantian looked up at him, with a hint of pity in her eyes: "Why are you so persistent, there are so many women in the house, you can like any of them, they are much easier than facing me, why should you waste your strength." ”
Xuan Ye was relieved, only after hard work can he be qualified to comment on the results, he is not sure of the future now, but he can work hard now.
"If you like someone, you like it, it's so simple, but it's so difficult, I like you, I only have you in my heart and I can't tolerate anyone else, even if you don't agree now, I will still like you, and one day I will make you like me willingly."
"You can't give me what I want."
"As long as you say it, as long as I can do it, I will satisfy you, even if I can't do it now, I will help you achieve it as quickly as possible, I like you."
Xu Tiantian is warm and warm, and she likes him now, but what to do, he has the responsibility of being a prince, she has a bottom line that cannot be retreated, if it is really possible, then leave it to fate.
is still the same concluding sentence: "Lord, it's dark, please go back." ”
Xuan Ye stood up with a flat expression, looked at her face in the backlight, and couldn't help but reach out and pull the messy hair that fell next to her cheek behind her ear: "I only have you in my heart, whether it was before, now or in the future, it will not change, whether you accept it or not, I will continue, take a good rest, I will go first." ”
If there are a hundred sentences, even ninety-nine sentences are nonsense, and there may be one sentence that moves you, then this lobbyist has already succeeded.
Xu Tiantian touched her pounding heart, and had to admit that she actually liked him, no less than he liked her.
In the auditorium, Xuan Ye rarely didn't read, and sat on a chair alone and began to meditate.
What she wants is freedom, what she wants is a couple for a lifetime, but these seemingly simple things have nothing to do with her.
But just because he liked her, he wanted her to give up these things to be with him, which was not fair to her.
After thinking about this, he realized how selfish his request was, and how uncomfortable she must have been.
She likes scripts and wild histories, because she likes those folk tales, she likes food, but what she has in the palace is only cooks.
She can't give her what she wants, just by virtue of her own identity, forcing her to like herself, he doesn't want to, real like, real love, is the heart of two people, not a dead knot.
Since she yearns for the outside world, then why not accompany her to take a look.
In the morning, the civil and military officials had already waited in the official mansion, but they did not wait for their young prince.