Chapter 143: V66
I was silent, my eyes unconsciously glanced in the rearview mirror, and I don't know when, Zhuang Junfan's car was gone!
Maybe they saw that I arrived safely, so I went back!
didn't hear my answer, Shu An didn't ask more, he knew in his heart that there was not so much love between me and him, more like two grasshoppers tied to a rope. -.ziyouge.-
After parking the car in the garage, he walked into the house with a cold expression, and I had something to say in my heart, so I called his name. "Shu An?"
"Huh?" He stopped where he was, and didn't look back at me.
I followed him and mustered up the courage to ask him, "Can I love you?" β
I'm ashamed to admit it, but these days, I seem to have gradually become attached to him.
Maybe it was when he suddenly froze off the roller shutter and ran to save me, maybe it was when he ran over from the crowd and grabbed my hand and said that he would never leave me alone again, or maybe it was when he told me seriously that he would be jealous...... Or perhaps, it was to look at his immaculate face illuminated by the sun in the early morning.
In short, his presence has been inexplicable in my life, and when I realize this, I hope that my life will change for the better.
At this time, Shu An turned around, and the light light of his eyes fell on my still very weak cheeks, and I didn't know what was going on in his mind at the moment.
But I clearly felt that his heart was in turmoil, what was he struggling with, could it be so strong that I could feel it?
"Did I ask you a stupid question?" Being looked at by him like this, I felt that my confession could not find a step to go down, and my face was ridiculous.
He didn't answer, and continued in his tangled mood, I could feel it.
So I asked, "Will you go on like this with Yao Keman?" β
"Don't ask about her!" He frowned and emphatically said, "Let's go, let's go in!" β
I didn't move, and asked in a low voice: "Just like you said to Jun Fan today, love and marriage are two different things, for you, love is wonderful and fresh, and marriage should be boring and boring, so you need two different people to complete it, right?" β
These are the words in his heart, and what he has said before, he and Yao Keman are not what I think.
I still don't understand what I'm thinking.
"Don't you think it's a bit naΓ―ve to ask that?" He was impatient, maybe every man hates women to ask this question.
But every woman is happy to do it.
"You treat me as naΓ―ve, but I always want to tell you, if you don't like me, please don't give me any more illusions and keep me awake......"
After hearing what I said, the other party sneered and asked, "What, are you afraid that you will like me, and your heart will be entangled between me and Zhuang Junfan, constantly swinging?" β
I let out a long breath and emphasized very seriously: "Since I realized that I was tied to you in a spiritual marriage of life and life, I have worked very hard to empty Zhuang Junfan's heart that has occupied me for three years, and I never thought that while loving him in my heart, people would have to live with you!" β
So his words were nothing more than a sarcasm for me.
I thought he would sneer at me, but no, he turned and went in!
Because I couldn't get too far from him, I followed him closely, and my heart was already a little chaotic, and he didn't give any response to what I said, and my heart was even more chaotic!
I thought that I had been prepared for disliking Shu An, but at this moment, after feeling the anxiety in his heart, all the preparations I made were in vain, and I was sad!
β¦β¦
Because it was too late, I washed up hastily, and he and I lay peacefully on the bed, back to back, each thinking.
After a long time, he whispered to me, "Guan Xiaoxian, turn around." β
"What?" I wasn't obedient and didn't know what he was going to say, but listening to his tone, I thought it was a little strange.
The lamp at the head of the bed shone dimly, and when he turned me around with his hand, I saw that his beautiful cheeks were much warmer.
Shu An said: "You are not boring for me! β
I was stunned for a moment, was this his answer to what I had just said? I only asked him, "Are you saying this to comfort me?" β
"Fool!" He sighed softly, then eagerly said, "I'm telling you that you have a good side too!" β
"That's it?" I thought he would have something to say that would make me feel better, and that's all I could say.
"And what else do you want to hear? You're beautiful and cute, you can cook, do housework, and sing? β
"Isn't it?" I pursed my lips, my eyes protesting.
He pulled the corners of his mouth, his eyes fell on my cheeks like a torch, and replied softly, "Yes!" β
His voice changed the atmosphere between the two of us when I saw him move his body towards me. I forgot to ask him what he was doing as nervously as I used to!
I watched him and reached for my waist and neck.
Then his cold lips fell lightly on my hot forehead.
I froze, and when I realized that something was about to happen, I immediately nervously tried to speak.
He put his index finger to my lips and whispered, "Don't speak!" β
Then he embraced me with his big hands, and no doubt it was a new territory for me, and while the heat was constantly emitting from my body, his coldness was as precious as a diamond to me, and as dazzling as the moon.
I've imagined countless times my first time, under what circumstances.
It wasn't until something happened that I felt that all the preparations were superfluous.
I felt like I was getting better, but suddenly there was a sound of something smashing downstairs, and Shu An's movements stopped. In the room, all that was left was the uneven breathing of me and him.
It was not the first time that the house had been broken into by outsiders, so Shu An quickly got out of bed and went downstairs.
I put on my coat and went down to see.
In the living room on the first floor, except for the white lamp falling to the ground, there is no other vision.
Shu An, who came down before me, stood barefoot in front of the lamp, he hung his head, looked at the lamp, and did not pick it up, as if in a daze.
I couldn't help but frown, wondering why he didn't pick up the lamp.
"Shu An?" I whispered his name.
He didn't reply to me, his eyes kept on the lamp on the ground.
In the middle of the night, he looks like this, no different from being evil! It gives me chills to watch.
"Shu An, what's wrong with you?" I moved cautiously and reached out to pull his wrist, but as soon as my hand touched his skin, he waved his hand vigorously as if reflexively and shouted, "Go away!" β
I was suddenly lifted away, lost my balance, and sat on the ground.
He knew that I had fallen, so he suddenly looked back at me, his eyes full of coldness and anger.
The man who had just been gentle to me suddenly became like this, whether intentionally or unintentionally, and my heart was hit hard.
So I just sat on the ground and looked at him stunned.
When Shu An shouted 'go away', I knew that he was not evil, it was his own voice.
But why did he look like a different person when he ran downstairs?