Chapter 109: It's a refusal
I worked hard to adjust my breathing according to the method given to me by Lin Yang, I don't know what the reason is, I can't adjust it well, I almost ran two more laps, I really couldn't run, so I simply stopped and lay on the ground to rest.
"What's wrong? Aren't you quite capable just now? Lin Yang walked over to me, and there seemed to be a hint of sarcasm in his words.
I gasped for air, my chest tightened, and I felt that my eyes were dark and dull, and I wondered what this was called.
After a long time, the breath in his chest smoothed out a little, and he could barely sit up, but he still supported the ground with his hands, looked up at Lin Yang and said, "I thought it was quite easy, who knew it was so difficult." ”
Lin Yang didn't care what I said, he snorted coldly and said, "That's not a reason, okay, after eating in the afternoon, you will still wait for me here at two o'clock." ”
After Lin Yang finished speaking, he turned around and walked towards the building of the guard department.
"What are you doing in the afternoon?"
"Run."
"Still running, can you change the way?" I looked at Lin Yang's departing back a little helplessly, but all I received was a breeze.
Can I say it's called a dismount?
After a short rest, I got up from the ground, soaked with sweat, and sniffed with my nose, and a smell of sweat came into my nose.
To be honest, I've never been so disgusted with myself and walked straight in the direction of the dormitory.
Hurry up and go back to take a shower first, and then have a good rest, and you have to go for a run in the afternoon.
"Li Yunzhe."
I was walking forward with my head down, greeting Lin Yang by the way, when Lin Qiaoling's voice suddenly came from behind me.
I turned to her and said, "Why are you here?" ”
Lin Qiaoling walked up to me, looked at my embarrassed appearance, sniffed it with a strange expression, pinched her nose and said, "Did you fall into the dung pit, it stinks." ”
"Go, what fell into the dung pit, just went running." I said to her disdainfully.
Lin Qiaoling subconsciously put her hand down and said in surprise: "Run? Then he squeezed it back with his hand.
The sweat on my head was still dripping down, and I wiped the sweat with my hand and whispered, "The teacher that Red Eagle arranged for me has already met just now." ”
Lin Qiaoling's eyes widened and she looked at me and said, "So fast, could it be that it was your teacher who just asked you to run?" ”
I shrugged, "yes." ”
"It's strange, I've heard people say that the first class of the newcomer is either theory or professional coaching, how can you run." Lin Qiaoling said.
"Alright, let's not talk about it, by the way, why are you here?" I looked at Lin Qiaoling curiously, and said in my heart, shouldn't this be in the logistics department?
Hearing me ask, Lin Qiaoling immediately lowered her head, put her hands behind her back, pouted and whispered, "I just want to see what you are like when you train here." ”
The hearts of the daughter's family, in fact, sometimes are really more blank paper, when facing their beloved, or things and things, they rarely hide it, and the discerning person can know what they mean at a glance.
I'm the same, in fact, since I told me about this matter from Liu Zhi, I already knew, coughed twice, and said: "That, actually, let's all exercise here, I know, that, yes, but sometimes, you know, my situation is a bit special, so, I, I." ”
"I know what you mean." Lin Qiaoling looked up at me and said.
I didn't dare to look at Lin Qiaoling, and turned my head away, as if I would feel a little better in this way, and I didn't know where the courage came from, I said: "My agreement with Gu Tianlong is getting shorter and shorter day by day, my time is too tight, I don't dare to guarantee whether I will live or die in two years, so I don't dare to give you a guarantee, so I hope you don't put too much heart on me, and there are many people who are better than me, they are more suitable for you." ”
"I don't care." Lin Qiaoling's eyes looked straight at me, there was no escape in her eyes, more of the only sincerity she wanted to express.
"I care." I looked at Lin Qiaoling calmly, "I don't want you to regret it in the future, and of course I don't want me to regret it myself." ”
"But me."
"Okay, don't talk about it, go back, you have to follow the rules when you come to the office." It's not that I don't want to talk to her, but I really can't talk anymore, my original intention is just that I think it's very easy to work with Lin Qiaoling, so I asked Red Eagle to bring her along.
Lin Qiaoling's eyes turned red, and tears rolled in her eyes, "Then you pay more attention to your body, and I will come to see you when I have time." ”
After speaking, he turned around and went back, looking at Lin Qiaoling silently, feeling unspeakably uncomfortable.
It's a simple chat again, as if Lin Qiaoling and I won't have much intersection every time.
People say that as long as you really love someone and like someone, you can have her desperately, even if you give your own life.
But can I? I also want to live a simple life like a normal person.
Go to work normally every day, and then go back to the warmest home, eat the hottest meal, love her the most, such a simple life, why but I can be here, but it seems extraordinarily luxurious.
Maybe it's fate that this is the only way to go in this life.
Exhausted, I went back to the dormitory, took a shower, set up my mind, and lay down on the bed and fell asleep.
In the afternoon, I arrived at the runway on time according to Lin Yang's request, and Lin Yang was already waiting for me.
I said hello to Lin Yang awkwardly: "Teacher Lin Yang is good." ”
Lin Yang looked back at me and said, "How's the rest?" ”
I nodded and said, "Good, thank you." ”
Lin Yang smiled lightly, patted me on the shoulder, and said to me in a serious tone: "Your name is Li Yunzhe, I heard that you made a two-year agreement with a man named Gu Tianlong?" ”
"yes, how do you know?" I said suspiciously.
"What do I not know, if I don't know you, I won't take you, originally I didn't want to take you this time, but the director repeatedly asked, and I couldn't shirk it, so in the past two years, all your training has been handed over to me, and I will train you with ten times the difficulty." Lin Yang said.
After listening to Lin Yang's words, I felt a sense of awe, bowed deeply to Lin Yang and said, "Thank you, Mr. Lin, I will work hard, that is, can I run two laps less, I am really too tired." I smiled, looking at Lin Yang, the feeling of the morning is still vivid, and I feel cold in my back when I think about it.
Lin Yang said lightly: "The road is for you to take again, not for others to help you walk, what kind of road you want to take, that's your business, others are just giving you guidance, do you understand?" ”
I didn't speak, but silently read what Lin Yang said to me in my heart.
"Any questions?" Lin Yang suddenly asked in a cold tone.
I paused, and said in my heart that this thing is faster than turning the book, and I think that people are still very good, and it seems that it is ten kilometers down, not to mention whether to run or not, it is estimated that I can put my life here after running.
"Nope." I raised my voice and replied.
"Run, what are you waiting for" Lin Yang said goodbye and pointed to the runway.