"You're pretty much the same." Li Qing knocked her on the head.

"I just don't understand what he wants. He doesn't reveal a lot of things, but hides them in his heart, or the kind that hides them very deeply. Yu Yuanzhi tilted her head, "It's like after the college entrance examination, he obviously failed, but I didn't see it on his face at all that day." ”

"Yes. But you are also hiding deeply, normal girls are either starry when they see Xiao Zhenghong, or they are retreating. You don't care about it, who can tell you like him. Li Qing looked very ironclad, "I've known you for four years, and I haven't seen you show it openly." ”

"I don't dare to know him for a long time, for fear that one day he will suddenly leave my world." Yu Yuanzhi was not convinced.

"From the top candidate who was highly expected by everyone to the undergraduate students of key universities ranked in the fifties and sixties, this is also a blow to him. But why didn't you go to him? Li Qing didn't understand.

Yu Yuanzhi lowered her eyes, her eyes were a little gloomy. There were so many things that happened during that time, and it seems unreal to think about it now.

"It's nothing, I just want him to be alone for a while. During that time, many people went to look for him, and he was perfunctory. Yu Yuanzhi pretended to be indifferent, "What he needs is to walk through that hurdle by himself." He's so powerful that he doesn't need help. ”

"I don't believe it. You must be hiding something from me. If I don't want to say it, I won't ask. Li Qing touched her forehead, "Alas, love is hard to open in my heart." Why there are so many single dogs in this world, it is difficult to talk about it. How long are you going to leave him hanging this time? ”

"I don't know, let's talk about it when I change my phone." Yu Yuanzhi bit her lip lightly, "Maybe we all need a little more time to think slowly." I don't know what I am to him. Obviously, I made an agreement with him, but he said that he would disappear when he disappeared. ”

"My aunt, you'd better go to bed honestly first." Li Qing was a little helpless.

Yu Yuanzhi lay down a little reluctantly, but couldn't fall asleep.

I turned over and looked at the various stickers I had put on the wall, counting the stars on it.

If you are really the king of Hades, then will I be able to see you as long as I cross the Nai Ho Bridge? Yu Yuanzhi smiled self-deprecatingly. No way, if you don't want to see me, you won't let me go.

Yu Yuanzhi unconsciously closed her eyelids.

Xiao Zhenghong took a shower with cold water, and then lay on the bed, his fingertips constantly sliding on his phone. Past chats flooded into his mind with a tidal wave of memories.

Gu Lingyun and Chen Chen glanced at each other, and they all acted in unison, pouring lavender essential oil into the aroma diffuser.

Soon, a faint soft aroma spread, enveloping the entire dormitory.

"I'm not insomniac, order some lavender." Xiao Zhenghong frowned.

Your mood swings can be felt by a blind person. I'll bet a pack of spicy strips, and you'll definitely lose sleep at night. Gu Yunfei complained in his heart.

"It's not for you, it's for us to have insomnia. Maybe I slept a lot today, and now I'm quite excited. Chen Chen waved his hand, "It's okay, you continue." ”

"I can't sleep and go out for a few laps, run until I can't run, and I don't know that you sleep in the playground at night and don't even know that you have a layer of frost on your body." Xiao Zhenghong left his phone aside.

Just kidding, if he had insomnia, how could this little aromatherapy solve it?

Xiao Zhenghong stared at the pitch-black ceiling and kicked the quilt away with some irritation.

Gu Lingyun and Chen Chen also didn't move, and the entire dormitory was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop on the ground.

Xiao Zhenghong reached out and groped by the side of the bed, until his fingers touched the cold and smooth mobile phone screen.

The phone's light is extremely dazzling in the dark. Xiao Zhenghong re-entered WeChat, and the dialog box at the top still retained the question mark he had posted a few hours ago.

What the hell was I expecting? How can people who have already left come back? Xiao Zhenghong smiled silently and bitterly, and a teardrop slipped from the corner of his eye, which was fleeting.

Xiao Zhenghong typed the word good night, but after all, he didn't send it, but deleted it.

How can I be truly safe when you're not here?

Xiao Zhenghong put down his phone in a dejected manner, and his thoughts gradually became slow and even stagnant······

"My name is Yu Yuanzhi, Yu Ji's Yu, Yuan Zhi of Yuan Zhi Lan."

"'Zhenghong is exhausted, thousands of hearts are difficult to send', Xiao Zhenghong, do you have a lot of worries? Pick something unhappy to make me happy? The girl held her cheeks and looked at him expectantly.

"Xiao Zhenghong, your face is more paralyzed than facial paralysis, I don't owe you any money. You have to smile a lot, it's good for your physical and mental health. ”

"Xiao Zhenghong, I feel like you're like the king of Hades. You think, you dominate all kinds of awards, so that people have no way to live. This is the saying that go other people's way and let others have no way out. Also, when you're bad, it feels pretty eerie······ Why don't I call you Hades? King Xiao Yan? Little Hades? ”

"Xiao Zhenghong, when my height surpasses yours, I must laugh at you fiercely."

Xiao Zhenghong······ Xiao Zhenghong······"

Xiao Zhenghong opened his eyes suddenly, and the sunlight hit the room through the gap in the curtain, leaving a path of light.

"It's already morning?" Xiao Zhenghong sat up. Gu Lingyun and Chen Chen were still sleeping with their heads covered. The time on the phone is 7:15. Nothing new came in.

Xiao Zhenghong rubbed the corners of his forehead, the call seemed to come from afar, and sometimes it felt like it was in his ears.

I dreamed of her again. Xiao Zhenghong sighed. It seems that after the college entrance examination, I dreamed of her very often.

If everything in the past was just a dream, then why wake me up. Instead of enduring your departure in reality, it is better to embrace your arrival in your dreams.

But once I woke up, I couldn't sleep again.

Xiao Zhenghong washed his face with cold water. There were no mirrors in the bathroom, and Xiao Zhenghong was faced with the shadow reflected by the lights on the tiles.

He couldn't see his own expression, but he could imagine that his expression was drowning at this moment.

It rises and falls in the tide of memory, and then it is swallowed up little by little. There is no life-saving straw, and it is not like being rescued, just sinking into it.

After Xiao Zhenghong packed up, he went out for a morning run.

If it were possible, Xiao Zhenghong really wanted to fall asleep all the time and see her in his dreams. But his sleep is completely out of his control, not that he can sleep if he wants to, and he can dream if he wants to.

The morning air was cool, and the sun's brilliance was not warm enough.

Run, just run until your brain starts to go numb, run until your figure gradually disappears from your mind.

Gu Lingyun rubbed his sleepy eyes, seeing that it was still early, he just wanted to lie down and go back to sleep, but the mobile phone that Xiao Zhenghong threw on the table vibrated non-stop.

He could only reluctantly lift the quilt and get out of bed to check the situation.