81 What will protect you for the rest of your life?

The living room is no warmer than the bedroom, and it seems that as soon as it comes out, Tu Mochu can feel the chill of the spring night. He sat on the sofa, the lightning and thunder outside, obviously he didn't feel that he was alone before, but it was only for a moment, and the warmth in that room made him extremely nostalgic.

He didn't know how long he had been sitting outside, the bedroom lights were out, and he was in the dark, with a dull ache in his heart.

Tu Mochu remembered that she didn't blow her hair, got up and walked back to the bedroom, the door was not closed, "Linlin, I can't sleep with wet hair." ”

Jing Lin said angrily: "Don't you want to respect me?" I want to sleep. ”

Tu Mochu knew that she was talking angry, but her heart was still stabbed and tightened spasmodically. He walked over, and in the faint light he could vaguely see a small bulge on the bed, and he felt her hair, which was slightly wet and cold, and sure enough, it was not dry.

Jing Lin was still angry, turned her head and didn't touch him.

Tu Mochu He had been resisted like this by her, his palms were empty, he had long known that he could strategize and calculate everything when facing others, but in front of her, all emotions were held in her hands. He asked in a low voice, "Did I you off?" ”

Jing Lin gritted her teeth and didn't speak. She has never been a temper tantrum, but from the beginning to the present, she has tried to get closer to him, but he always retreats, always distrusts, she will be wronged after a long time, and the wedding night is too special, she is particularly aggrieved.

Jing Lin didn't respond, and in the quiet night, Tu Mochu heard irregular breathing. He hurriedly turned on the light, and Jing Lin pulled the quilt to block it, but before he could do it, he still saw tears in the corners of her eyes.

Tu Mochu's heart was suffocated. He pulled open the quilt and held Jing Lin's hand. The snow-white hand was soft and cold, he put it on his cheek, and coaxed in a panic, "It's me who is not good, make Linlin sad, don't cry, hit me when you are angry, okay?" ”

Tu Mochu grabbed the little hand and slapped it in the face. He didn't understand, it's okay if the woman didn't coax, but a grievance was simply broken.

Jing Lin withdrew her hand and sat up from the bed, "It's not good, it's not good at all, if you don't like me, there's no need to marry me to protect me!" If you don't believe that I really want to marry you, we can leave tomorrow ......."

Tu Mochu hurriedly covered her lips, her hands trembling slightly, "Don't say it." ”

Jing Lin blinked, tears rolling down from his eyes, dripping on the back of his hand, and also burning a hole in Tu Mochu's heart.

"Please don't say it, you can hit me, you can scold me, don't say these two words. Even if it's because you're angry, even if it's a joke, don't say it. "It's his bottom line, he can't stand it.

Jing Lin choked softly and nodded.

Tu Mochu let go of her and wiped the tears from her little face. He got up, went to the bathroom to find a blow dryer, and came back to blow her hair.

The canopy was swept by lightning, and sometimes it suddenly lit up. Tu Mochu's hand brushed through the soft long hair, and the wind blew out to warm it.

Tu Mochu gently wiped away the tears on her cheeks, his voice was extremely low in the night, and he opened his heart and told her, "Linlin, it's not that I don't believe you, there is no one in the world who can be willing to wait for me for eight years." When I decided to turn myself in, I knew that it would be difficult to be with you in this life, and a criminal with a disability, what would he do to protect you for the rest of your life? ”

"When we were young and vigorous, we always felt that we could give everything, but what if you waited two years and you regretted it? At that time, you think of me, a cripple, this crippled body has defiled you, and that memory can't be erased for a lifetime, what can I use to compensate you? I can't even apologize for committing suicide. ”

Jing Lin bit her lip, "I won't regret it." ”

Tu Mochu said softly: "You are only twenty-one years old this year, girls of the same age as you are still studying in school, they have their own circles, they have their own lives, marriage is very far away for them, they will want to travel all over the world, want to see more scenery, they will also be like you, angry and impulsive to say things without scruples." ”

Jing Lin opened her mouth, unable to refute.

Tu Mochu gently stroked her cheek, "Linlin, don't be in a hurry to deny it, a person has to go through a lot of things when he grows up, I'm glad that you can say whatever you want, this proves that the suffering in the world is far away from you." ”

And he has experienced too much suffering and despair, being kidnapped and having his legs cut off, his parents divorced, no one to support him, and he was imprisoned...... There are too many dark things, even if he is stabbed in the heart, the words have to be said several times in his mind to judge whether he can say it.

Their lives are completely different growth tracks. He was in a dark corner, and she was like a little sun who was obsessed with trying to shine.

Tu Mochu said: "Linlin, my parents divorced because of my crippled body, that woman gave birth to me, and she couldn't accept the incomplete me, I was afraid that one day you would leave me for the same reason." ”

Jing Lin squeezed the corners of the quilt and whispered, "I won't, I'm sorry." ”

Tu Mochu touched her head, "No need to apologize, I can't give you a lot of things, if I can, I also want to have a complete body." I've wronged you by marrying me, and I want you to live freely and happily. A good man will make a woman live more and more innocently, and a bad man will make a woman more and more vulgar, I hope that no matter how young you are, you can live as you want, because I am here. ”

He confessed: "I love you, I love you very much, so much so that I tell myself over and over again that you won't love me the same, otherwise I'm afraid that the day you leave, I'll be dead." ”

Jing Lin hugged his waist with a cry in her voice, "Don't leave, I'll be with you for the rest of my life." ”

Tu Mochu curled the corners of his mouth, "Okay." ”

Jing Lin rubbed affectionately in his arms, "I'm not angry now, but I'm still depressed and a little sad in my heart." They don't want you, they abandon you because they don't know how good you are. You see, I know how good you are, and I can't bear to leave you. ”

For so many years, it was the first time Jing Lin heard Tu Mochu say such bitter words in her heart, and it was also the first time she knew the reason for his parents' divorce because of his crippled body. For Tu Mochu, this is a pain that cannot be erased for a lifetime.

Jing Lin whispered, "It's raining outside, it's cold, right?" ”

Tu Mochu stroked her back, "Hmm." ”

Jing Lin buried her head in his arms, and also said something to him, her voice was soft and glutinous, "I, my side is warm." ”

Tu Mochu didn't say a word, and his slender fingers stroked between her hair. Jing Lin wanted to say, no need to touch it, her hair has been dry, and she has been blowing for so long, how can it still be wet, no need to confirm it.

However, the next moment, Tu Mochu's hand inserted into her hair was heavier, and she was led to raise her head slightly, he leaned over, and the kiss fell.

He was telling her, not that he didn't want to, but how much he really wanted to.

Tu Mochu couldn't help but sigh, turned off the lights, and went to her side, it was really warm.

It was raining outside, but the thunder couldn't reach the room. She is soft, her skin is soft, and her voice is soft. Jing Lin's buttons were opened twice, and Tu Mochu trembled his fingers and wanted to buckle her, and she buckled them for a long time.

Jing Lin also lost her strength, and her voice seemed to be able to pinch out water, "You can't wear a prosthetic leg when you sleep." ”

Tu Mochu gently touched her head, warm and sad, "Hmm." ”

"Take it."

The rainy night was quiet, Tu Mochu groped, took off the prosthetic, supported his body, and put it at the foot of the bed. He lay back, and a delicate girl rolled in his arms.

Tu Mochu faced the cripple for the first time in front of her, his body was so stiff that he couldn't do it, and he knew that Jing Lin could feel his body's reaction. He was also glad that he couldn't see anything clearly at night.

Jing Lin whispered, "Can you touch it for me?" I'm not afraid. ”

Both of them knew what she was referring to, Tu Mochu hugged her tightly and refused, "It's not good-looking." ”

Jing Lin let out a soft "oh", too well-behaved.

Tu Mochu felt for the first time what it means to be a "delicate wife". He put her little hand on his chest, his heart beating fast. He kissed her soft hair, fell into the gentle country, and his tone was too gentle to speak, "My heart will touch you." ”

It rained all night in the imperial capital and N City, and the next day the rain stopped, and the smell of earth was still mixed with the air.

At eight o'clock in the morning, Fei Hang came out of the hotel. On May Day, this small city was quiet, and the flowers in the flower beds were scattered by the rain, but Fei Hang was in a good mood. May was the deadline he gave to the Jing family, and Lin Fangfei must have thought about it about it.

This time, he didn't come to visit alone, and his assistant and bodyguards followed, and the assistant came forward and knocked on the door. Lin Fangfei was very vigilant, raised her voice and asked, "Who?" ”

The assistant glanced at Fei Hang and replied, "Ms. Lin, Fei Shao is here to visit, please open the door." ”

Lin Fangfei was a little nervous, but more angry, "There's no need to visit, Fei Shao is such a nobleman, our family can't afford to climb high." ”

The smile in Fei Hang's eyes dissipated. Why hasn't you thought it through for so long? He opened his mouth and said, "It seems that you have made up your mind not to let Jing Lin be with me?" ”

Lin Fangfei wanted to scold him, not only for the idea of beating his daughter, but also for Linlin, but when she thought that he had brought someone with him, a conflict would cause trouble, Jing Hu was still at home, and for the safety of the child, she couldn't act impulsively. "My daughter is already married, don't come here, let's go."

Fei Hang thought she was lying, and sneered, "Marry? Who to marry? You don't have to tell such a lie, since you don't invite us in to sit down, we can only come in ourselves. He motioned to the man behind him, "Crash away." ”

Without saying a word, several bodyguards stepped forward and began to bang on the door. The neighborhood is old, the door has been used for many years, and the sound of hitting the door is loud, as if they will be able to break into the door the next moment.

Jing Zhenhao's brows furrowed, and his heart sank, "You take Jing Hu back to the room, go to the police first, I'll ......"

The sound of banging on the door stopped abruptly, followed by the muffled grunt of fists into the flesh. A dozen or so tall men came over and beat Fei Hang and his people without saying a word.

Fei Hang was knocked to the ground by one of them, he covered his face and opened his eyes angrily, "Who are you?" ”

The big man at the head was holding a toothpick in his mouth, holding the head of the chicken nest, ruffian and sloppy, "Who are you?" Early in the morning, there was a lot of noise, blocking me and my brothers from sleeping! ”

Fei Hang said: "You try again, believe it or not, I won't let you see the sun tomorrow!" ”

The big man sneered and kicked Fei Hang several times.

Fei Hang's face turned pale and he covered his chest. His assistant was also beaten and screamed.

Fei Hang is not stupid, the comer is not good, he will be beaten when he comes up, it is definitely not because they hit the door and quarrel, "Who sent you?" ”

Dahan said: "There are so many things X, you don't care who lets the uncle come!" Anyway, get out of here, and if you harass this family again, I'll let you go out sideways. ”

Fei Hang's face was very ugly. Reality teaches life, he thinks that he is rich and powerful, and he can forcibly break through Lin Fangfei's door, he is confident, even if the local police come, it will be useless, but who would have thought that it was a group of hooligans who would start fighting without saying a word! And there are more than a dozen of them, all of them are tall and mighty, and they can't stand in the corridor!

Fei Hang brought a total of four bodyguards, after all, he came to get the household registration book today, and he was not so big as to lead a group of people, but he was beaten up.

Fei Hang was helped up, and no matter how unwilling he was, he had to leave first. What kind of person who is not long-eyed dares to call someone to block him, and he still walks the wild road!