Chang Lu thought that she could see from Li Chengming's face that she was weak and guilty.

But none of that.

He even had admiration for his mother on his face.

Seeing that Chang Lu didn't react, he asked repeatedly: "Mom, drink a glass of water and go to sleep." ”

Chang Lu didn't take it.

"I heard from my grandma, you told her that I can't sleep and need sleeping pills?" She looked at Li Chengming and said this sentence in a flat tone.

Li Chengming thought that she would be angry and sad when she found out. But I didn't expect her to be so bland, as if this matter didn't involve her.

Chang Lu looked straight at him.

Li Chengming's first reaction was to cover the scar in his left eye, he was afraid that his mother would be afraid after watching it for a long time.

"Why?" Chang Lu sighed in his heart, but his face was still cold.

If Chang Lu was angry or cried, Li Chengming was not afraid. If it was the former, he was not afraid of being beaten. If it is the latter case, it also means that his status in his mother's heart is not low.

But Chang Lu was so calm, calm and calm, which scared Li Chengming, he was afraid that he would be sold again.

"Give me a reason."

Then Chang Lu heard a reason that made him unbelievable.

"Because I don't want my mother to make the Skynet that my mother said."

Chang Lu opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.

She remembered that she had told Li Chengming what Skynet was used for, and Li Chengming was precocious, and he wouldn't understand it.

Chang Lu didn't want to ask another reason, at least not now.

She pressed her temples with her eyes closed, and felt a dull pain in her head.

"You're not the same as you were when you were a kid."

In her memory, Li Chengming's eyes were gone, but the two dimples were particularly obvious.

There is a milky smell on the body, and when he speaks, he has a small milk cavity.

At that time, Li Chengming would have red eyes when he saw an injured little sparrow on the road.

"Mom, shall we take the little sparrow home and raise it?" Li Chengming blinked his big flickering eyes while using a small milk voice to coquetry.

After obtaining the consent of the original owner, he gave a small cheer, and carefully took the sparrow home and raised it in the highest pot of green plants in the house.

He talks to Sparrow every day and insists that Sparrow is a boy like him.

"Mr. Sparrow, you need to get well quickly." When it is time to end talking to himself, Li Chengming will always say this to the sparrow seriously.

Then he shook his hand again and said with a smile, "Mr. Sparrow, see you in a moment." ”

After Li Chengming heard Chang Lu's words, his eyes turned red.

Tears rolled in his eyes, but he didn't hold back.

"Mom, this is what I am now." His voice trembled, but he stood straight, "Mom, you are very unfair, why do you miss my former me in front of me now?" ”

His hands wiped away his tears.

"My grandmother always said that my mother had suffered a lot of sins for me, and I knew that my mother had suffered a lot of sins. But I, too, have suffered a lot. I wasn't trafficked voluntarily. He couldn't go on anymore, and he cried and sobbed.

It made Chang Lu feel distressed.

Chang Lu wanted to hug him, but he firmly pushed him away.

"Mom, you mention my old self. I know you've been comparing since you found me. ”

Chang Lu was speechless, and she did compare the changes in the past three years in her heart from time to time.

"I used to be pretty and white, and I always wore the right and clean clothes. Now I even have a scar like a bug on my face. But Mom - this scar was cut by the man who first bought me. Li Chengming pointed to the scar under his left eyebrow.

He remembered that that night the man came drunk and started beating the woman, saying as he beat him: "It's all your fault, I can't give birth to a child and make Lao Tzu embarrassed." ”

He shuddered beside him, trying to shrink his presence. But he was still dragged by the man's hair, and he bit his hand, but in exchange for a scar, he cut the wine bottle after breaking it. If he hadn't turned his head sideways, not a single eye would have been gone.

"I used to be polite and lively. Now I look like a bad boy. But my mother, both the first and the second, locked me up for a month because they were afraid I would run away. ”

The first time he was scared, he was always crying, and his parents were hoarse when they cried. The second time he was not afraid, he told the second buyer that he was homeless and would not run away.

"I used to be praised for being smart and speaking a few words of English. Now I don't even know a few words. But mom – I haven't been to school for three years. The first family believed that they could still have children, and it was useless for me to go to school. The second family was afraid that I would not be able to control it after I went to school. ”

"In the past, I was always praised for growing taller in the future, but now I haven't grown much in three years. But Mom - I haven't eaten enough for three years, and when I'm really hungry, I go to the kitchen and steal a little bun to eat. Don't eat too much at a time, just a little so that you won't be detected. ”

"I used to be simple and cute, but now I am definitely an unlovely child in the eyes of my mother. But my mother, the first family, treated me as an object to bring them children. As soon as he had an heir, he immediately sold me. The second family only used me as a nanny and raised me so that I could take care of her three children in the future. ”

Chang Lu burst into tears.

Every time Li Chengming said "but mother", Chang Lu's heart hurt a little more.

She now hated those who had treated her children badly, and she hated herself.

Li Chengming wiped his tears with his arm and continued: "Mom, I always thought you had given up on me. I thought I'd always be there. But here you are, and you have found me. It was the first time in three years that someone had hugged me. ”

"Mom, you and Grandma are so good to me. I'm afraid you don't like me anymore, I'm afraid you'll sell me again. Mom, if you don't come to pick me up, it doesn't matter if I get sold again. But Mom - you are so good to me now, how can I bear to go back to my life back then. ”

"What if those recovered children don't have a family to ask for them, and come and rob you from me? Mom, I'm such a bad boy now, how can I compete with others? ”

Chang Lu felt that she had left all the tears in her life.

Li Chengming's every word is poking a knife in her heart.

"You're not a bad bad boy." Chang Lu hugged him, feeling that his clothes had been soaked with Li Chengming's tears, "You are the best child, the only child of your mother." ”

Three years have passed, and he has been raised sensitive and paranoid.

But there is still a good place in the heart.

So he didn't follow Chang Lu directly at that time, but asked Chang Lu to go to his "adoptive mother" at that time, and told Chang Lu that she had three children with low intelligence.

"I'm sorry. It was Mom who did it wrong. Chang Lu held him tightly in his arms, and the bones in his body hurt Chang Lu, "Forgive Mom, okay?" ”

"Okay." Li Chengming burst into tears and laughed, "I also did something wrong, I shouldn't be so selfish." ”

Chang Lu touched his head, remembering what he said, his eyes were dim.

It's also time for her to get in touch with the authorities.