35 Still can't be a hero

The nursing home where Grandma Liu lives is not the kind of nursing home with complete facilities and abundant funds, and it is even a little depressed and ruined, and Jing Lin looks a little sad.

Grandma Liu's hair was gray, and her eyes were dull and she sat in a group of old people. She had Alzheimer's disease, which no one recognizes now.

Tu Mochu greeted him a few words, but his eyes were still cold. He picked up the broom and swept the surroundings.

The nurse looked at him in amazement, and the young man looked indifferent, as if he didn't dislike the filth at all.

Jing Lin couldn't do much for Grandma Liu, she sat with the old man for a while, leaving the things she brought.

Tu Mochu went to the only office in the nursing home, leaving a card.

The dean thanked him again and again: "Thank you, thank you." ”

Tu Mochu went to wash his hands, and there was a mockery on his lips, "You said them, what's the point of living like this?" ”

The dean suspected that he had misheard, "W-What?" ”

Tu Mochu did not explain. He looked at the girl waiting for him at the door, and thought to himself that he was not a good Samaritan in the mouth of the dean. What difference does it make to those who have seen the light and fallen into darkness whether they are alive or dead?

After visiting Grandma Liu, Tu Mochu and Jing Lin returned to the community, and this week happened to be a monthly holiday.

As soon as she arrived at the gate of the community, she saw her younger brother Jinghu and a few children squatting and digging earthworms.

The children dug hard, as soon as Jing Hu saw her, those eyes lit up, he shook his dirty little hands, rushed into Jing Lin's arms, and shouted crisply: "Sister! ”

Jing Lin squatted down and hugged him gently.

Jing Hu's little head rubbed in her arms, and anyone could see his liking and attachment to his sister.

Then Jing Hu looked up and saw her brother beside her sister. Tu Mochu was staring at him with a cold face. Jing Hu shrank into Jing Lin's arms, not daring to say anything.

Tu Mochu's gaze fell on the little black hand he had on Jing Lin's shoulder.

Jing Lin sensed her brother's fear, although Jing Hu was still young, she was usually not small, but for some reason she was timid when she saw Tu Mochu.

Jing Lin introduced: "He is Mo Chu's elder brother, has Xiaohu forgotten?" ”

Jing Hu closed her mouth tightly and didn't shout.

Tu Mochu didn't look at their sister and brother again, and went upstairs.

He hadn't hugged Jing Lin, not once, but he had received the same tenderness when he was a child. It's a pity that when she grows up, even if she is ignorant, she also understands the difference between men and women, and will keep her distance from him, just like the "Chu River Han Boundary" that she painted before, she will always inadvertently cross the line when she was a child, but when she grows up, she is also abiding by the boundaries between them.

Jing Hu leaned into her sister's ear and complained, "I don't like him." ”

Jing Lin smiled, "Then who do you like?" ”

"Brother Jun."

Jing Lin's eyes curled up with a smile, "Yes, Brother Mo Chu is so fierce." ”

"Is my sister afraid of him too?"

"Hmm."

"It's better to be a military brother, he will take us to play."

Jing Lin thought to herself, Tu Mochu was really born without children, he had no playmates when he was a child, and the children didn't like him when he grew up. Jing Hu didn't know this Mo Chu brother, and out of a child's instinct, he could also see that this fierce brother had a bad temper.

Lin Fangfei called the police two days ago, and the police did not find the dog that scared her daughter and son. As a mother, Lin Fangfei was still worried that she would personally pick up and drop off her son every day during this time, and she didn't see the dog again after a long time, so she was finally relieved.

Jing Hu holds a small sword every day, gesturing to the sky and the earth.

When Lin Fangfei was cooking and Jing Lin was doing her homework, he and his friends went to play by a few big trees near the community.

The trees are old, the community is old, and they are much older than a few children.

Jing Hu was the youngest, and he saw that several six or seven-year-old male dolls had climbed the tree, and he was still working hard with short arms and legs.

A boy sneered: "Hahaha, Jinghu, don't climb, you just watch from below." ”

Jing Hu was very aggrieved, "I want to play with you on the tree!" ”

"You play with your sword."

The laughter came to an abrupt end. A boy in the tree looked in horror at the wild dogs that were running in the distance, "Dog! ”

Jing Hu held the small sword and was stunned. It was like the wild dog he and his sister had seen before, barking wildly, and the toy sword in his hand was unstable.

The wild dogs pounced, and the children cried in fright, and no one in the trees dared to save the youngest brother. Everyone was terrified, and they heard that wild dogs would eat children.

Jing Hu's eyes were hazy with tears, and he was picked up by a strong and cold arm, "Shut up!" ”

Jing Hu was so frightened that she was silent, sobbing quietly, and she didn't dare to cry loudly.

Tu Mochu's brows tightened, he grabbed Jing Hu with one hand and put him on the tree. The dog had bitten his leg.

Jing Hu hugged the trunk of the tree and looked down. The young man's eyebrows were cold, and he punched and threw punches on the wild dog's head, then held it down and threw it hard at the stone.

Wild dogs struggle frantically. In the midst of the children's cries, Tu Mochu was ruthless, and the dog gradually lost his breath and fell under the tree with convulsions.

It's not far from the community, and the barking of dogs and the crying of children attract adults.

Jing Lin ran downstairs and saw a group of people surrounding there. Tu Mochu sat on his knees on the ground, his hands covered with blood, and the corpse of a wild dog lying beside him. Her younger brother, Jing Hu, cried heartbreakingly in the tree.

Lin Fangfei also ran over, her hands were still stained with oil, how could she not guess what happened when she saw this, she was so frightened that she hugged Xiao Jinghu from the tree.

Parents of several children also put their children next. The dog was most likely to have rabies, and the adults were frightened and hurriedly checked their children for wounds.

Meng Jiali came down to see the excitement, and saw her stepbrother sitting on the ground, looking as cold as the frost of the winter of Sanjiu. The dog's corpse was hideous, and its eyes were not closed, revealing Sensen's teeth. Where is this man, can a man beat a wild dog to the point of bursting his brain?

Tu Mochu sat there, motionless. There are several dog teeth marks on the trouser legs. However, everyone was checking on the child, and no one was lifting him up.

Jing Lin's heart seemed to be drenched with a bucket of ice water, she pushed away the crowd and ran over, with tears in her eyes, wanting to help him up, "Tu Mochu." ”

He looked at her in silence. It's been how many years she's been crying for him again. At this time, he had dirty blood on his hands, and the scene of him killing the snake during his childhood spring outing appeared in his mind again, and those innocent eyes avoided him like a snake and scorpion.

Tu Mochu gently opened Jing Lin with his elbow, and his heart was empty. It turns out that when I grow up, I have money, and my scheming is deep, but I still can't be a hero, I can only be an outlier.

Tu Mochu dodged Jing Lin's support and slowly got up from the ground by himself, but he fell back again. Only then did everyone realize that the boy's calf had been bitten off. The crying stopped for a moment, and there was an eerily silence around them.

He's not a normal person, so he's going to lose his balance. He never looked at Jing Lin, tried twice in embarrassment, and finally stood up with gritted teeth on the third time.

Everyone looked at him, but he lowered his head, with the last of his self-esteem, and dragged the scrapped stump home.

He passed by Meng Jiali, with a strong smell of blood on his body. Meng Jiali subconsciously took a step back and looked at him in horror.

He walked away. Jing Lin squatted on the ground, buried her cheeks in her knees, her body trembled, and her tears flowed. For the first time, she realized so deeply that some things were not Tu Mochu's fault.

It is difficult for her to be with her for more than ten years, and Tu Mochu still hasn't been able to become a good person, but she forgot that people's hearts have never changed for more than ten years. He didn't feel sorry for his parents for a long time.

The neighbors who watched him grow up all knew that he had a withdrawn personality. He saved their children, but none of them dared to help them.

The police came, and upon examination, it was indeed a rabies dog.

Lin Fangfei was frightened, and Zhang Luo wanted to take Jing Hu to check her body. After all, at the time of the incident, only Jing Hu was standing at the bottom of the tree. She is a strong and fragile mother, plain and kind, but when this happens, she is still afraid of losing her son who is ten months pregnant, so that no one cares.

Jinghu was also frightened and sobbed on the sofa.

And Jing Lin had tears on her face, and she didn't come to hug him this time.

Lin Fangfei hurriedly went out to find the children's uncle. Their uncle is a doctor.

Jing Hu cried and stretched out her hand, "Sister hug." ”

Jing Lin didn't move.

"Sister hug." He was unwilling, stretched out his hand again, and was swept away by Jing Lin.

Jing Hu was dumbfounded. He grew so big, Lin Fangfei would murder him, and Jing Zhenhao would scold him, but Jing Lin didn't say a word about him. This is the first time my sister has ignored him.

Then he saw that Jing Lin was crying more sadly than him, and tears rolled down his cheeks in large pieces. Jing Hu panicked, he went over to hug his sister and cry with her, although he didn't understand why his sister refused to hug him.

Jing Lin pushed him away and choked up: "I have guarded him for many years, but the first time he was injured so badly, it was you." ”

Jing Hu didn't understand and cried sadly.

Jing Lin whispered, "He shouldn't have gone through this. She knew that he was bad, he was cold-blooded, and if it wasn't for Jing Hu, he wouldn't have saved him at all.

The prosthetic leg under the hole in his pants, exposed in front of the person, he was crushed to the last of his self-esteem. She was even wondering, would he die? Everyone knew the danger of rabies, but Tu Mochu, who was the most injured, was ignored.

Jing Lin wiped away her tears, reluctantly called her father to ask him to come back, and then walked downstairs with weak steps.

The window opposite was different from the flower-filled window in her room, with gray curtains blocking out the sunlight from the outside world.

Tu Mochu took off his prosthetic leg and lay on the bed with his eyes closed.

He didn't even wash his hands when he came back, and closed the door with Tan Mengxian's frightened gaze.

After a while, Meng Jiali came back, and she asked in a trembling voice, "Mom, where is he?" ”

Tan Mengxian took off her apron, "Back to the room, what's going on?" ”

"I don't know, he seems to have been bitten by a wild dog, and the dog was so big, and he beat the wild dog to death. Do you know? That dog's brain was smashed out by him, he was a psychopath, do you think he will ...... one day"

"Shut up!" Tan Mengxian found that her voice was also trembling, she tried her best to keep her composure, but she remembered her stepson's pants that had been bitten through a few holes, no, she wouldn't be infected with any disease, right?

Even though Tan Mengxian is scheming deep enough in family relationships, she still feels weak in the face of this kind of problem related to human life.

The mother and daughter didn't dare to knock on the closed door, so Tan Mengxian could only call Tu Yiqian, who was still working.

Meng Jiali's teeth were chattering, "It's terrible, I don't want to stay with him, I'm going out." ”

Tan Mengxian pinched her hard and lowered her voice, "If your Uncle Tu comes back and sees you like this, do you still want to live a good life in the Tu family?" Drink the northwest wind, don't bother your mother and me if you are stupid! ”

Meng Jiali didn't dare to speak out.

At this time, the doorbell was ringed, and Meng Jiali was ordered to open the door.

The girl outside the door had the gloomy meaning of early autumn, and her small face was the moving beauty of Meng Jiali who gritted her teeth with hatred countless times. This little girl, with tearful eyes, was crying red.

Meng Jiali was stunned, she almost forgot to be afraid, this was the first time Jing Lin came back to their house after Meng Jiali's mother and daughter moved over.

Meng Jiali couldn't believe it, she thought to herself, this best-looking girl she had ever seen in her life, should it be, should it be...... Crying for her crippled stepbrother, right?