"What can you do? I inquired, your dream lover Zhuang Junfan is also there, he never participates in any activities in our class, this opportunity is rare, you take advantage of it! ”

Hearing her words, I immediately retorted angrily: "Don't talk nonsense, what kind of dream lover, am I the one who would have a crush on this kind of thing?" ”

"Guan Xiaoxian, I don't know about your little fancy intestines? The elective deliberately abandoned me, and took the same course as him, and you were like an emasculated eggplant in other classes where he was not there, and I heard that he liked women with shoulder-length hair, and you cut the long hair that had been left for four years the next day, I was originally not interested in your little fetish, but you also did it too obviously, right? I can't ignore it if I want to. ”

was told by Lingshan one by one, I know that it is useless to quibble, I met her in the vocal cram school in high school, and later entered the same art school, five years, it can be said that they are inseparable, so there are few things that can be hidden from her.

As for what she said about Zhuang Junfan, it is indeed the object of my secret affection.

He is my classmate, because he is handsome, has a very high musical talent, and is a natural star face, he was signed by a very good entertainment company when he first entered college, and he released his first album at the age of eighteen, and he became famous all over the world.

However, at the end of last semester, I heard that he was very close to Yao Keqin of the Dance Department, this girl is another soul figure in the school, the principal's daughter, studying classical dance, slender and graceful, with a refined temperament, and extremely peugeot, the first of the top ten school flowers selected by the Internet.

If the two of them are together, it is really a match made in heaven, and when I heard this rumor that day, the whole person was so distraught that after the final exam, I didn't participate in the group activities in the class, and went back to Baishan Town directly.

This is a kind of escape, and now that the whole summer vacation has passed, the secret sadness in my heart has resurfaced.

When I opened the closet, I kept changing several clothes, trying to dress myself in a stunning direction, but in the end I was not satisfied, and I changed them all again.

It's not that I'm not beautiful after dressing up, it's just that I know that no matter how beautiful I dress, people like Zhuang Junfan can't look at me more, I can't count the beautiful girls around him, I have been a classmate with him for three years, and I haven't said more than ten words, and he calls me 'classmate' affectionately every time!

Schoolmate! He doesn't even know my name! Even if he is willing to look at me today, even if he has a good impression of me in the water in his brain, what can I do?

Before this summer, I might still dream like a nymphomaniac that he would pity me one day, but after this summer, everything has changed!

I've died once, my life has been rewritten, and I have to remember how I survived.

Regarding the matter of spiritual marriage, the words of outsiders cannot be trusted, but my father's words have been firmly engraved in my heart.

In this life, except for the man who tied up the spiritual marriage with me, if other men dare to touch me, they will die.

That's it, I'm not destined to have my own love in my life!