After being taken away from this place by Mama Chen, the darkness in front of her eyes turned back into nothingness.

Unlike the first dream, if I was only a spectator in the previous dream, I am the witness in these two "dreams".

Fear, panic, despair...... I unconsciously put my thoughts and emotions completely into the dream scene, and even though I was just a child in it, this sense of authenticity did not diminish in the slightest—

It's like, that's what happened to me when I was a kid.

In the darkness, a female voice suddenly sounded, I couldn't find the source of the sound, it seemed to come from all directions.

Shen Bingran ...... "This voice is very similar to mine, but it sounds more ethereal and distant, but it also contains a kind of disgust with the world.

"You are very much like me, but you are not me."

"Maybe that's why you can help me do what I can't do."

"It's a pity that you have always resisted my fate, since you don't want to be me, then let me be you."

"I have left you what my wife has taught me, what I have learned over the years, and those memories that belong to me."

"From now on, I am you, and your choice is my choice."

"I'm so tired, eighteen years is enough for me, so I'm leaving......"

"I ...... Oh no, it should be that your memory will gradually recover from now on, and I hope you can accept everything that "you" have experienced as soon as possible......"

"Goodbye......"

“！” The blinding white light woke me up, and I blinked my eyes vigorously, only to find that the sky was already bright, and the sun was shining on my face through the window lattice.

I sat up, tapped my sleepy head, and got out of bed.

There were suddenly a lot of medical poison scriptures that I had never read before, and that sentence

I am you.

The original owner's soul has completely left, and all her memories have been left to me. But my soul is on her, and it makes sense to bear these past for her.

And those memories that already belong to me really make me empathize.

However, now that Xiao Qi is Shen Bingran, my choices and actions no longer have to be controlled.

Xiao Qi has lived for eighteen years and is already misanthropic of the world, but I am not.

I combed through my memories, who my original "parents" in this world were already vague, and the only thing I really remember was that when the whole family couldn't afford to eat, they sold me to the traffickers who collected "two-legged sheep" in exchange for two bags of rice.

But in the end, I didn't become meat on the chopping board, but was rescued by a grandmother named Chen Shu, who had a master named Jun Qinglan, who was called "Mrs. Qinglan" by her, so Mrs. Qinglan also became my "master".

This Jun Qinglan also has a daughter who is one year older than me, with small characters.

Combined with what I knew before, I should have lived with these people in a place called "Lan Yuan" for a few years, but I didn't live for long, and what happened in Lan Yuan, and why I came to Chenjia Village later, everything is still something I don't fully remember.

This missing memory showed signs of revival on the way back to the capital with Chenyi, but it is only today that it has finally recovered part of it.

When I was very young, China was in the midst of civil strife, and in the midst of war, the most bitter people were naturally the people of Limin.

I don't remember exactly where my first "home" was, or what it was like. All I remember when I was just three years old, I was given by the couple who gave birth to me to a trafficker named "Brother Biao" in exchange for two bags of rice.

And this Brother Biao, his livelihood is to let every Chinese village buy the children of those who can't afford to eat, and then send them to those black markets in big cities, where there is a special kind of "butcher", they don't kill pigs, cattle and livestock, and they don't slaughter chickens, ducks and poultry, they slaughter "two-legged sheep".

As the name suggests, the "two-legged sheep" are people, and there are usually two kinds of people who are reduced to food rations - traffickers buy children from poor parents that they cannot afford to raise; An adult who is cornered and deceived while looking for a living.

Eventually, the "two-legged sheep" will be killed and sold at a low price, becoming a "meal on the plate" of the bloodthirsty gangs in the city or the poor who cannot afford normal rice rations.

This is a product of the people's misery under civil strife, an ironclad proof that some people have lost their humanity in order to survive, and a desperate situation for others.

Originally, I was one of them, but I was rescued before I was put on the chopping board.

The one who saved me was a grandmother from the palace, her name is Chen Shu, and she has very profound martial arts. Her former master was the Qing beauty of the first emperor Li Yan, and when she met me, her master had become the sister of the Qing beauty, Jun Qinglan.

In my impression, Jun Qinglan has a very nice title, called Mrs. Qinglan, she also has a daughter, one year older than me, whether it is Mrs. Qinglan or Mama call her "Wanwan", I will call her "Sister Wanwan".

Mama Chen took me and her master to live in the mansion of Li Yan's fifth son, Prince Duan Li Su, this garden is called Lan Yuan, which was named by Mrs. Qinglan herself.

But my memory of why we ended up here is still a little vague.

Jun Qinglan, as the sister of the concubine of the first emperor, lives in his nephew's mansion, no matter how he thinks about it, it is a very magical thing, but I have not lived in Lanyuan for a long time, and I was too young at the time to never think about these things.

But now is not the time to think about these old things, today's first task is to pretend to be a doctor and Sun Jichen to enter the palace to ask for peace for the Queen Mother, and to make sure that the heads of the two of us are still on our necks when we leave the palace.

"Sister Bingran, why haven't you seen you for a day, you seem to have something on your mind?" After meeting, Sun Jichen glanced at me, and finally asked.

"After all, it's the first time I've entered the palace, and I'm always a little nervous when I'm still in disguise."

"Oh, then don't be nervous......" Although Sun Jichen didn't say anything on his face, his smooth pace betrayed him, "Although I only started to enter the palace last month to ask for peace for the Queen Mother, I am already used to it...... No, Sister Bingran, if you're nervous, then I won't even be able to walk. ”

I couldn't help but laugh, "It's okay, your sister Bingran is a person who has seen the world." ”

The Imperial City of Huaguo, the place where the Son of Heaven is located.

One hundred and fifty years ago, the wind and clouds surged, the heroes competed for the deer, and there were masters who said that the land of Yunjing was where the dragon vein was, and the king's qi was sufficient, so it caused many parties to fight.

In the end, the Li family stood out and settled here, establishing today's Huaguo, and Yunjing has become today's capital.

As soon as you enter the palace gate, it is as deep as the sea, looking at the towering palace walls and heavy palace gates, you know that this is true.

The colleague of Sun Jichen I replaced today is named Ren Dong. After reporting to the hospital, I sat down casually in the position of the man with great embroidery ideals and began to sort the herbs. In order to try not to let those who know him well notice that "his" appearance has changed, I deliberately lowered my head.

"Ren Dong's mind is all about those embroideries, he has to be on duty during the day, he can only get his embroidery at night, so most of the time in the Tai Hospital, he lies on the table to make up for sleep, and he doesn't deal with people. However, there are many doctors, and he can't manage the judgment and management of the hospital like this. Sun Jichen was copying a medical codex, and whispered to me while writing hard, "So he doesn't have any acquaintances here, don't worry too much." ”

I didn't answer, just nodded slightly, so as not to speak too sharply and expose myself.

"Sun Jichen, Ren Dong, half an hour later, follow Imperial Doctor Zhang to Cining Palace to diagnose the Queen Mother's pulse!" Tai Hospital has a special person who is responsible for informing each imperial doctor in advance of the matters that need to be prepared by the assigned medical officer or healer, and today is no exception.

"Sun Jichen/Ren Dong is here." Sun Jichen and I hurriedly got up to salute, and Sun Jichen deliberately raised his voice, "What do you need to prepare today?" ”

"Just as you normally would."

"No."

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