42 Without love, you can grow up
Fu Chengyao saw that Hua Yue was stunned and asked, "What are you thinking?" ”
Hua Yue lowered her eyes and told him the truth, "I was thinking, if only Auntie were really my mother." ”
She said this childishly, and looked a little pitiful. Fu Chengyao reached out and lifted her chin so that she could meet his gaze, "Then you can treat her as your mother." It's okay if you really don't want to, we were born in this world, no one loves us, and we can still grow up. ”
It's just that if there is no one to love someone like him, the relationship will be broken.
Fu Chengyao's eyes were black, and before he made waves, Hua Yue suddenly thought of him in his previous life. Fu Chengyao has always kept his mouth shut about his past, and at that time she avoided him, so naturally she would not ask, but at this moment, his words evoked the sporadic memories of Hua Yue's previous life.
It was a freshman year, and Fu Chengyao found her school, but she refused to leave the dormitory downstairs. On a cold winter night, he lit a bunch of candles downstairs, and the shape of them was unrecognizable, reflecting his surroundings brightly. In the dark, he is the most eye-catching.
The boy stood in the candlelight, lazily playing with a lighter, and looked in the direction of her dormitory.
Many girls poked their heads out to look at him, Hua Yue had no choice, and finally went downstairs.
At that time, Fu Chengyao looked at her with a smile and said coldly, "It's fun to lie to me, isn't it?" Although I have never been loved, but for the first time in my life, I learned to love someone, and I was tricked by others, you say, how should I be good to you? ”
The time coincides with the present, because of the two similar words: "If no one loves, you can still grow up" and "You have not been loved by ......".
Hua Yue's hand under the thin blanket clenched into a fist, remembering her previous decision, she mustered up the courage to ask: "Fu Chengyao, why do you say that no one loves you, and you can still grow up?" Can you tell me about your past? ”
Fu Chengyao was silent for a moment and pulled the corners of his mouth, "If I say it pitifully, will you fall in love with me because of sympathy?" ”
Hua Yue was speechless for a moment and glared at him.
"Oh, still won't, so what's there to talk about?" Fu Chengyao wanted to understate it, his past was not good, and he was slandered by Sang Rou's woman.
He doesn't care what others think of him, but Hua Yue can't, it's hard to chase, he's afraid that when he says it, people will dislike him even more, or he will simply be scared away.
Hua Yue didn't get an answer, and she was uneasy. Fu Chengyao has always refused to talk about his family's situation, but Hua Yue knows that he was in prison in his previous life, and she lost her life because of it, and it has nothing to do with the Fu family.
The more she thought about it, the more anxious she became, but Hua Yue couldn't behave too aggressively, and struggled in her heart for a long time before she said cautiously: "You can try to talk about it." ”
After saying this, Fu Chengyao didn't react, but Hua Yue herself turned red first. Fu Chengyao asked, I said pitifully, will you fall in love with me because of sympathy? Hua Yue replied, you can try it. Isn't that too obvious?
Fu Chengyao laughed out loud, his eyes shining, "What you said, don't regret it, then I'll ...... I'll tell you a part. ”
Fu Chengyao said lightly, "I am much worse than you, my mother died of hemorrhage due to dystocia in my life, and she was not in good health, so she could not be rescued." Then the Fu family thought that I had killed his wife, and he didn't wait to see me all the time, and threw me to my grandfather to raise. When he was six or seven years old, he didn't give birth to anything for him when he was a junior outside, and took me home again. ”
Hua Yue looked at the coldness on Fu Chengyao's face, and her palms couldn't help but sweat.
Fu Chengyao continued: "Later, he found another woman, and he loved me like a treasure, so he didn't care much about me, in short, I was free-range and left to fend for myself, anyway, I just felt like I was living a good life." ”
Fu Chengyao's words were out of tune, there were too many things to hide, and he said a general situation, which was basically inconsequential. He didn't mention the rest of the key parts, such as the conflict between him and the woman, and why he came to S City from K City to study.
Hua Yue didn't know how to comfort him, and said sneeringly, "Everything will be fine." ”
Fu Chengyao chuckled, "Yes, it will be fine if you love me." This topic is completely off track, and he has the ability to turn things around in an instant.
He didn't want to talk about it, the affairs of the Fu family were too messy, he felt disgusting himself, and he didn't want her to know at all.
Fu Chengyao got up and went to the kitchen, and after a while came out and warmed her a glass of milk. There was nothing in his house, the fridge was empty, and the milk was bought by the way from the small store just now.
Hua Yue took the cup and drank it in a small sip, Fu Chengyao couldn't help but smile, he was really good everywhere.
"If you drink it, go to bed early, the bed is left for you, and I have the sofa." Don't worry about dancing, it's not a big deal, get a good night's sleep, and it'll be over tomorrow. ”
Fu Chengyao is just an adult, and he is still immature, but there is an inexplicable power in his words to appease Hua Yue's heart.
Hua Yue is now entangled in her past life, and she is downplayed by the imminent things. She knows what Hua Junchuan's heart thorn is, her mother died because she volunteered, and this time it was a dance charity, so Hua Junchuan was so excited. It was a scar buried in everyone's heart, and now it was suddenly revealed, and no one could bear it.
Hua Yue thanked Fu Chengyao and prepared to rest. The corners of his mouth lifted and he said, "There is one thing you have to remember......"
When Hua Yue heard this, she thought that he had something important to explain, so she listened attentively.
"The things in my room, you can't just look at them, in case you see something terrible, it's you who is shy, not me."
Hua Yue nodded hurriedly, if she didn't look at it, she wouldn't look at it casually. She did what she said and went to bed obediently.
It stands to reason that such words are usually more arousing people's curiosity.
- Don't look at it, you must not look at it.
- What to do, I didn't want to see it, but I really wanted to see it.
But Hua Yue's curiosity is really not strong, and she is very polite, and she will never touch other people's things.
Fu Chengyao on the sofa tossed and turned, thinking: I have hinted so obviously, she will definitely go to see it out of curiosity, right? This stupid girl has no heart, does she really not see him as a man?
Sometimes, just because the heart's desire is unspoken doesn't mean it doesn't exist. The night was fine, and the person who was not happy was still Fu Chengyao.
The next day, Hua Yue insisted on going to class, but the difficult thing was that some of her books were kept at home, but she didn't want to go home now.
Fu Chengyao gave her his book, "I don't need it anyway." ”
The situation in the school was something Hua Yue never expected.
There are good things in this world, but most people will not be idle to maliciously attack others, and this matter does not seem to have spread completely at present, and only some people who know Hua Yue know.
Ye Tong shook her arm excitedly, "Oh my God, Yueyue, you're so good!" I thought you had given up dancing, and you didn't know how much I regretted it. When I was a child, I thought that you were the most goddess in our group, white, obedient and dancing, just like a little fairy. I was sad for a long time after you said you wouldn't dance, and now you've finally figured it out, and my little fairy is back. ”
Hua Yue was amused by Xiao Qingmei's friendliness. She dances in a very different style than usual, but to be honest, she is even more beautiful. When I saw that video, most people were amazed, and the occasional ridicule was only a few words of secretly jealousy and sour.
What's more, today's monthly exam results are out, and everyone is looking forward to it and apprehensive. Since there are other things worth caring about, there is naturally less attention to Hua Yue.
The head teacher Jiang Shihai usually doesn't smile, but when he announces the results, he rarely has a hint of a smile.
"In this monthly exam, the students in our class performed very well, there are a total of 50 students in the class, and the top 50 in the grade account for 45."
As soon as this remark came out, the whole class sighed, accounting for 90 percent! It is worthy of a class, and all the elites are full.
Jiang Shihai shouted quietly, "I hope everyone will continue to maintain, you are originally in the top fifty of your grade, so this level is normal, you can't be impetuous in the third year of high school, and only those who can calm down can win the final victory." ”
Then came the old rule, look at the transcript. Ye Tong has been sullen because of this, she has worked hard enough this month, but she didn't expect it to be the tail of the crane, the second to last. Hua Yue beside her is in second place.
The first classmate is a silent girl in the class, and she is also the most diligent person in the class, and she is obsessed with learning in and out of class. She is five points higher than Hua Yue and the first in her grade.
Ye Tong is heartbroken, she is not afraid of others being smart, what she is most afraid of is that people who are smarter than you work harder than you, and she simply won't leave her a way to live!
Compared to Class 1, Class 10 has a much heavier atmosphere. Probably after the exam of every poor class, there is no joy after the good children see the results, only a group of bear children are jumping hard.
The class leader of Class 10 is a lively and outgoing girl, and she has already distributed the report card to each student for the teacher, and everyone is wailing when they look at the miserable results.
After a long time of summer vacation, it is inevitable that you will not be able to take the first exam. Lin Liyan and the others had just come back from playing basketball, and they were also excited when they saw the situation in the classroom. Fu Chengyao didn't play with them for a while, and whenever he had time, he took out a book to read there, which became a great wonder for Class 10.
The three sweaty teenagers didn't care about their broken scores, and rushed to Fu Chengyao to see his results. The results of the bet are about to be announced, and that's how exciting it is.
Fu Chengyao glanced at them, pressed his backhand on the table, his eyebrows were lowered, his expression was cold, and his face was not very good-looking.
Lin Liyan snickered in his heart, but he didn't dare to be presumptuous on his face. Brother Fu, who was still talking cruelly a few days ago, has a dark cloud hanging over his head today, which shows that it is better to be low-key. He leaned over and said, "Brother Fu, give me a look at your achievements." ”
Fu Chengyao replied coldly: "Look at a ghost." ”
Listening to this tone, they all knew that Fu Chengyao did not do well in the exam.
Xiao Shujing also began to get nervous, the best score of 36 was his guess! If Lin Liyan, who guessed 49, wins, he is estimated to be played badly.
Xiao Shujing couldn't help but ask, "Ah Yao, how did you do in the exam?" ”
Fu Chengyao frowned, and said, "It's rubbish." ”
The three teenagers couldn't help but wonder how rubbish it was. There are a total of 55 people in the 10th class, and the extent of the tragedy is yet to be confirmed.
Fu Chengyao's mood was depressed for a while, but he was not the kind of person who was secretive and threw his report card to them.
Lin Liyan, "......! ”
Xiao Shujing, "! ”
Meng Cheng, "Hahaha! it! Anyway, he is the one in the middle who guesses 43, and he will not lose no matter what, when he saw the results, he was simply stunned, and gave Fu Chengyao a thumbs up, "Amazing, my brother Fu is worthy of being a high-IQ talent, and his grades have improved so much in just one month." ”
Fu Chengyao's ranking is 40, which is the forty who were completely tested by his own strength.
Lin Liyan, Meng Cheng, and Xiao Shujing predicted 49, 43, and 36 respectively. So in the end, it was Meng Cheng who won the third difference, Xiao Shujing almost won, and Lin Liyan lost.
Lin Liyan thought about the terrible bet he proposed, and trembled, "Brother Fu, you are too modest, you are so good in the exam and say that you got rubbish, I was miserable by you." ”
There's no way, for people like them who are at the bottom of the class all year round, it is really against the sky to be able to take the 40 test.
Fu Chengyao was in a depressed mood, he was really unhappy and irritable.
Xiao Shujing glanced at Fu Chengyao, faintly understanding his thoughts. Meng Cheng and Lin Liyan didn't know, but Xiao Shujing knew the situation, since before the start of the summer vacation, Fu Chengyao had been working hard to learn the basics, and it had actually been more than two months.
Fu Chengyao has been working silently for so long, but few people know about it.