No one knows what kind of mentality Gu Chenyi had when he returned to his yard.

If what had happened a few days earlier at the British Mansion had been a great blow to him, what his father had said to him tonight was a thunderbolt that shattered all his fantasies.

"You're checking on me?"

"What did you do when Cao Yu was beating someone? Stand still! ”

"Your son, Gu Chenyi, is the person I love with all my heart."

"Chenyi, call me again."

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"Yes." He whispered, as if she were standing in front of him with a smile, every move touched his heart, and every smile made him fall in love.

But the more he thought about her, the more his heart hurt.

He didn't want to hurt her, and he didn't want to let her go, but he couldn't be sorry for his parents and couldn't let down the Gu family.

"Yet, what do I have to do so that I don't hurt you?" Gu Chenyi thought bitterly, trying his best to suppress the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes.

"It's too bitter...... I poured the dark medicinal soup in one go, and the bitter taste made my hand tremble even holding the sugar cube, "I found out for the first time that my decoction technique can also make such a bitter medicine." ”

"Good medicine is bitter." Chen Shu, who had just finished breakfast, also took a piece of candy with his hand, "Besides, recovering memory is much more difficult than recuperating from ordinary injuries." ”

"Yes." I said, "But the effect is still there, at least I can remember Mrs. Qinglan and Wanwan, and the two grandmothers." ”

"That's good, keep up the good work."

"However, it is still vague why Mama Chen Xian left with her family back then, and how Mrs. Qinglan and Wanwan disappeared later." I shook my head, "But my gut tells me that these must be I don't want to think about." ”

"So I say, why are you in a hurry to drink medicine? It's easier to accept it gradually. ”

"The sooner you think about it, the sooner you can find a solution and resolve the misunderstanding. There are pros and cons to everything. ”

"Hey, don't prevaricate the old woman with big truths, you just say that you want to take care of that kid from the Gu family!"

I touched my flushed face, "I'm going to the Tai Hospital, you can go shopping in the capital by yourself." ”

Chen Shu was very disdainful, and she didn't know if she was disdainful of me or the word "reasonable".

After visiting the palace at night, I made an agreement with Mama Chen and the official family that I would continue to work as a healer in the Tai Hospital under the name of Ren Dong - although it was the same for the previous days, it was now justified; Ren Dong took my name and went to the skillful workshop as an apprentice, and the only thing he couldn't accept was that he had to wear women's clothes for a while.

I've been drinking a prescription that helps me recover my memory for the past few days, and although this prescription can probably be classified as the most unpleasant in my prescription, the effect is still good.

Mrs. Qinglan's teaching to me in medicine and poison, as well as the memory of her daughter Li Wanwan playing with me have basically recovered, and I have to say that Mrs. Qinglan has some unique wisdom in educating future generations, and she will not be a formidable strict teacher.

And "Mama Chen" actually has two - one is Chen Shu, who lives with me now, and the other is her twin sister Chen Xian. The two of them are on par, and everyone in Lan Yuan, including themselves, is too lazy to make a detailed distinction, so they invariably use the title "Mama Chen" to confuse it, as for who they are calling, it is all based on their free mind.

Judging from the communication with Mama Chen Shu, she is a very successful person who implements celibacy to the end, but Mama Chen Xian is a person who has a son, daughter-in-law and even a granddaughter, and her daughter-in-law has appeared in Lanyuan with her daughter a few times, and I can't remember their appearance clearly.

These memories should be important and light-hearted in my life experience, but in the light of how we end up or the situation we are in now, these beautiful memories seem a little ironic and ridiculous.

Although the identity is fake, the work I do is real, and after another day of pharmacy and copying medical scriptures in Tai Hospital, I even have a heavy step to go home.

I live in a secluded place, and I don't usually have anyone walking here, so I beat my waist and move home, only to find a familiar person standing in front of my house.

I didn't tell him the address of where I lived when I came to the capital, but I wasn't surprised that he found it. After thinking about it for three seconds, I decided to forget everything that happened in the British Mansion a few days ago, and walked forward with a normal expression, laughing and saying, "How did you find this?" ”

Chen Yi didn't answer, and his face was unusually serious. I don't know if it's because he's been too tired lately, but I always feel that his eyes have lost their previous sparkle.

He handed me a stack of papers, "Take it." ”

I thought about it and didn't immediately reach for it, "What is this?" ”

"Title deeds and title deeds."

"Where is this the title deed and title deed, and why should you give me this?"

"You once said that you intend to open a medical hall, and almost all of the best shops in the capital are in the hands of the Yun family." Chen Yi said calmly, "Yunxiao, the head of the Yun family, has a good personal relationship with me, so I left a good and spacious shop, and I bought it." ”

"I didn't expect you to be quite business-minded," I said with a smile, "but why should you give me the title deed and the house deed when you buy the shop, is it possible that you are afraid that it will be stolen in your house?" ”

"I've given it to you. I also enclosed three hundred taels of silver tickets, which should be enough for decoration and furniture. ”

I was confused, "Chenyi, do you have a lot of money and have nowhere to spend it?" ”

"You saved my Gu family soldiers, this reward is not excessive."

"I'm not a saint who doesn't care about anything in return, but you're too sudden." I said, "I feel like you have something to say to me, and I'll consider whether or not to accept this payment when you're done." ”

Chen Yi sighed as if he didn't have it, but there was a hint of coldness in his voice: "Seven days ago, my father offended you in his words, and I am here to make amends to you." ”

My hands suddenly trembled unconsciously.

"Your three friends, the Gu family will be rewarded in the future. But I'm sorry," Chen Yi said word by word, "You and I have no chance in this life." ”

"......" After ten seconds of froze, I realized that I was ...... Suddenly dumped by him?

I didn't have time to think about his sudden 180-degree turn, and after ruling out a series of options such as crying, making trouble, and hanging himself, I asked him, "What is your reason?" ”

When he didn't answer, I said tentatively, "So you decided to listen to your father?" ”

He nodded, silent.

I felt the bitter medicine I had drunk in the morning rush to my head in an instant.

"I ...... I really don't know enough about your family's concern about my background. "But I hope you and your father don't question or judge me for my sake." ”

He looked away, as if impatient, and looked at me again, "I'm sorry, I really can't convince myself." ”

I said, "Indeed, with your identity, even if I don't show up, I will be given a noble daughter to marry, even a princess." ”

His body seemed to shake, and I continued, "In this case, it is difficult for you to convince others, let alone yourself to overcome them. ”

"You can actually tell me plainly, I won't accept what you send, which obviously means compensation, but I don't need you to compensate for it." I said, "But I also want to ask you, what are your feelings for me now?" ”

"Does it matter?"

"It's important."

Chen Yi paused, but the words he finally said were as cold as ice, "You are not compatible with me, but it is just my leisure pastime, do you still think that I will really be serious about you, right?" ”

It wasn't even like he would have said it, but I knew it wasn't an illusion.

I think I know a lot about each other with him, it's not that he doesn't know my concerns, and he knows where my bottom line is, but he tells me the things that hurt me the most.

I looked at him, and it turned out that when he didn't have a smile in his eyes, it was like this.

That's how it is when he's not gentle.

"Is that absolutely true? It's good, it's good, it's called me to die once, although I love to read books, but I never do the things that the female characters in that play are pretentious and mournful. ”

I turned around and walked into the door quickly, "Wait, I'll take all the things you gave me, and then you can get out!" ”

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