Chapter 45: Unspeakable Love
After Anxi finished speaking, there was still silence over there, and after waiting for a long time, he didn't hear an answer, Anxi thought he was angry, and just wanted to explain, her familiar voice came from there.
"Well, remember to eat something, Auntie said you didn't eat breakfast. Okay, I'll go to class first. β
After Si Nian finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly without waiting for Anxi to answer.
The sudden busy sound from the mobile phone made Anxi's heart 'chuckle', was he angry?
But when I looked at the time, it was indeed time for class. Anxi breathed a sigh of relief, she should have thought too much!
After Anxi installed the phone, he took a deep breath, then exhaled again, took a deep breath, and then turned his head to Zuo Zhe and showed a big smile.
"Brother Azhe, you see how good I am, I know that you are in a bad mood, so I specially asked Teacher Si for leave, and I will accompany you today."
Seeing Anxi's smiling face and listening to what she said, Zuo Zhe suddenly felt content.
Actually, he still has a lot of status in her heart, doesn't he? Although he deliberately stayed away from Anxi just now, avoiding their conversation, he still clearly heard what she had just said to Si Nian.
The next moment, Zuo Zhe showed a sincere smile and told her sincerely, "Girl, you must be happy!" β
"Huh?" Zuo Zhe suddenly said this, which made Anxi confused, and looked at Zuo Zhe with a puzzled face, not understanding why he suddenly said this.
Looking at An Xi's puzzled look, Zuo Zhe smiled, forget it, as long as she can be happy, it doesn't matter if that person is not herself.
Suddenly, Zuo Zhe figured it out, slowly approached Anxi, stopped in front of her, and pretended to be complaining.
"What to do? I feel very sad. Falling in love is such a big thing, the girl didn't tell me, I still heard it from others, it seems that now the girl is really estranged from me! β
In love? He got it? Is he just angry about it? After Anxi reacted, he hurriedly explained to him, for fear that he would continue to misunderstand.
"No, Brother Azhe, you believe me, I didn't mean to hide it from you, you haven't come back at that time, I"
"Flutter", seeing her anxious to explain, Zuo Zhe couldn't help laughing. And his smile also made Anxi breathe a sigh of relief, he shouldn't be angry, right?!
"Brother Zhe, are you angry because I didn't tell you about my relationship? Then you're not angry now, are you?! With a little uncertainty in his tone, Anxi asked cautiously.
Seeing her so careful, Zuo Zhe didn't know what it was like in his heart, and he didn't know how to speak for a while.
"Brother Azhe, are you still angry?" Zuo Zhe didn't speak, and Anxi thought he was still angry. As if she had made up her mind, Anxi stretched out her hands in front of Zuo Zhe.
"Brother Zhe, if you're still angry, hit me! I'm sorry I didn't tell you about it in the first place. β
After Anxi finished speaking, he immediately closed his eyes, not daring to look at the next scene.
But after waiting for a long time, there was no expected pain, so Anxi slowly opened her eyes, and found Zuo Zhezheng looking at her with a smile on his face, "Brother Azhe, aren't you fighting?" β
"Okay, I'll forgive you this time, and I'll not take it as an example." Zuo Zhe stretched out a hand to pull her hand down, and continued.
"Let's go, I'll take you to school. Otherwise, when Auntie comes out and sees that you haven't gone to school yet, you should blame me for abducting the runaway girl. β
After Zuo Zhe reminded her, An Xi realized that they were still outside her house, so she was sure that it was easy for her mother to see.
But on second thought, she had already asked Si Nian to help her ask for leave just now, so she was not afraid.
"It's okay, Brother Azhe, I already took a leave of absence just now, and my mother won't blame you. Otherwise, let's go in now, my mom was still talking about you the other day! β
"I still won't go in today, I'll come to see my uncle and aunt another day, and now I'll send you to school!" Seeing that Anxi wanted to say something more, Zuo Zhe spoke before her.
"Girl, I wanted to send you to school for your sake. Of course, if you really want to stay with me, I won't mind. β
Zuo Zhe said, suddenly sighed, looking very worried, "Alas, I just don't know if your teacher Si will think too much, a lonely man and a widow, but it's easy to misunderstandβ’β’β’β’β’β’"
Anxi originally wanted to say that Si Nian would not be like this, but when he thought of the phone call just now, and Zuo Zhe seemed to be fine now, he didn't continue to insist, but was a little embarrassed, revealing the shyness of a little girl.
"Brother Zhe, you're going to make fun of me."
"It turns out that the girl will be shy, haha! Let's go, the car is in front and I'll take you to school. β
This time, Zuo Zhe stopped when he drove the car to the school gate and did not send her to the classroom as usual.
"Girl, there are some things that need to be solved in the company today, I won't send you to the classroom, you can go in quickly, it's late now."
"Well, then I'll go in first! Brother Azei, goodbye! β
Anxi looked at his watch and found that he was already more than half a class late, so after saying goodbye to Zuo Zhe in a hurry, he rushed away.
Through the car window, looking at Anxi who was trotting all the way, Zuo Zhe smiled silently.
Girl, you must be happy! Take care of yourself!
Seeing Anxi's figure becoming more and more blurred, until it disappeared, Zuo Zhe's heart became more and more painful.
He has always liked Anxi, and he believes that he must be by her side in the end. So, he has been choosing to wait, waiting for her to find out his love.
However, in the end, he waited for the result of her being with others, which made him so willing.
So when he learned the news, he couldn't accept it. Unable to accept it, he began to drink again the wine he had been abstaining from for a long time.
Why do you quit? It's just because she said she didn't like him to drink, so he quit, but now he wants to drink because of her. I originally wanted to get drunk to numb my nerves, but the more I drank, the more sober I became.
Eventually, he had a glimmer of hope and wanted to hear the answer from Anxi in person, so he went to her house and waited for her.
After waiting for a long time, he finally waited for her, only to see the scene where she was separated from him. Anxi, who looks so shy, has never seen it with him.
He wanted to step forward and separate the two of them, but what little sense he had finally pulled him back in time.
But he was still very unwilling, so after Anxi left, he couldn't help but talk to Si Nian, and it was only after talking to Si Nian that he found out the gap between him and him.
Perhaps, he is the one who should be by her side!
Over the years, he has always thought that Anxi is still young and doesn't understand what love is.
So he never dared to tell her because he really loved her so much, and he was afraid that he would scare her away if he suddenly told her about it.
Therefore, he has been waiting for her to know, for her to know what love is, for the day when she likes himself.
But β’β’β’β’β’β’ it turned out that she didn't know what love was, but the person she liked was never herself.
She is actually very clear, from the very beginning, she really just regarded him as a good friend and treated him as a brother to get along with, and never thought about the relationship between men and women.
Perhaps, at the beginning, he told her that he liked her and that he would get along with her as a suitor, which might be a different situation!
If she had known early on that he liked her, maybe he would have had a chance. However, if there would never be an if, it would be too late now, and he had lost the opportunity to love her.
Although he had only talked to Si Nian once, he knew that Si Nian was definitely not a person who let go easily, so he had lost the opportunity.
Girl, Zuo Zhe muttered softly, and after a long while, he drove away.
Anxi was still thinking about it on the road just now, after arriving at the classroom, whether to go in directly, or say hello and go in again, because the first period is Si Nian's class.
But when she arrived at the classroom, she found that Si Nian was not in the classroom at all. And her sudden arrival attracted everyone's attention to her.
So, Anxi was instantly embarrassed, immediately lowered his head, and trotted back to his seat.
"Xiaoxi, why are you here now, we are still going to call you after class! You can't be oversleeping, are you? β
As soon as An Xi sat down in her position, Lin Mu moved next to her and asked in a low voice.
"Wronged, I didn't have it!" Although Anxi said so, Lin Mu didn't believe it! "I also said that it was not a bed, you didn't bring any books."
"What? My book is in As" Speaking of Si Nian, Anxi remembered that she didn't see him after she entered the classroom, "By the way, what about Mr. Si?" Isn't this his lesson? Why isn't he here? β
"Teacher Si? I don't know, he just went out after assigning a task, it seems that something is wrong! β
Speaking of this, Lin Mu moved closer to An Xi again, and deliberately lowered his voice a little more, "Xiaoxi, did you make your teacher angry yesterday?" Your teacher looks very unhappy today! β
"you, what nonsense, hurry up and write your homework!" Hearing Lin Mu making fun of her in the classroom, Anxi pushed her aside a little and kept a certain distance from her.
"Tsk, sad!" Seeing her like this, Lin Mu shook his head and deliberately pretended to be heartbroken.
"Okay, Mu Mu, don't tease Xiaoxi." Chen Jing, who was sitting next to her, smiled when she saw them like this, and then handed Anxi an English information book.
"Look, it's better to be quiet!" An Xi took the book, and after making a grimace at Lin Mu, he looked down at the information book in his hand.
When Lin Mu saw her like this, he knew that she was shy, smiled, and didn't say anything more.