After listening to my words, a trace of heartache appeared on Jun Fan's face, he hung his head and asked me in a low voice: "Xiaoxian, why do you want to hide your own heart?" ”

I was stunned, and I wondered why he suddenly asked this. I explained: "I didn't hide anything, I said everything I said to ......"

"Are you anxious to disassociate yourself with me because you are afraid that I will be implicated?" He looked up forcefully and asked with the kind of firmness I'd never seen.

It may be that my acting skills are really bad, so easy to be seen through by him, sighed, I changed my tone and said: "Jun Fan, you have also seen it, I am not the same person as you, we are too much different, so you don't do anything for me anymore, if you are really good for me, go and live your own life!" ”

I didn't dare to look into the other person's eyes, I thought I must be looking like a child who was endorsing a book.

After hearing this, Zhuang Junfan asked me: "Then that Yanyan, is he the same person as you?" ”

I nodded, I didn't plan to say much about Shu An's identity.

He took a deep breath and learned to accept the fact and said, "Actually, when we got lost in that one-way street that night, I thought that he was not an ordinary person! ”

I listened, and there was no response.

The other party whispered my name and asked, "Xiaoxian, maybe I can't protect you like him, but I can still be your friend, right?" Like Lingshan? ”

I lifted my eyes and saw the sincere and expectant light in his eyes, and my heart softened, but soon, I was more determined to be in my thoughts.

"I don't need you to be my friend, you don't understand what I'm facing, you can't help at all, and it's likely to hold me back, so for the good of all of us, it's best not to have any contact!"

He didn't expect that after I fell silent, I was still so iron-faced and selfless, stunned for a moment, restrained my loss and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I've caused you these troubles, I'm sorry!" ”

I stood there and looked at him with a blank face.

Lingshan has now been targeted by a Yin Qi, I don't know how to end it yet, Zhuang Junfan almost died for me, I can't be selfish just for this moment.

Of course I need friends, but because they are my friends, I have to protect them.

I took another deep breath and said in a frighteningly calm voice, "From now on we are passers-by, which is your best sorry for me!" ”

After hearing this, Zhuang Junfan slowly stood up and walked towards the door, he stopped when he walked to the door, and said to me sadly: "Take care of yourself!" ”

The door to the room was closed, and I subconsciously looked up at the ceiling above me, I thought that this sad picture would only appear on TV, but I didn't want to, I experienced it myself.

The unprecedented feeling of loneliness instantly filled my whole body.

Because of this moment, I realized that I can no longer drink ordinary people as friends, and the world I used to take for granted does not belong to my world.

I will be alone, facing the evils of this world......

Alone? I suddenly thought of someone, Shu An!

Has he ever felt as lonely as I did, and is he the one who can give me some warmth?

As he pondered the question, the phone rang.

"What did you do?" I picked it up, and Shu An's cold voice came from the other side of the phone.

I really wanted Cao Cao, so Cao Cao called.

He asked me what I had done, apparently already knowing what I had done, and I held my phone numbly for a few moments.

I blame this man, he faces me so cold every time, he tries to make me a cold person like him, but I hate to be like that, am I wrong?

At this time, I asked him confidently: "Zhuang Junfan's evil and evil into the body, does it have anything to do with you?" ”

When Shu An heard me ask, he didn't answer my question directly, but asked me, "Who told you what?" ”

"You answer me first!"

He still ignored my question, and directly called out my name and said, "Guan Xiaoxian, you took out that cane!" ”

"Yes, that's right, that's my grandmother's ......"

"That's a stick I paid for!" Because I questioned him, he directly interrupted me angrily.

I gritted my teeth in anger and scolded: "Shu An, you bastard! ”

"Did you know that you were selfishly putting us in danger when you took your grandmother's cane and ran out to use your abilities on others?"

His voice on the phone overshadowed me, and I wiped a handful of tears from the corners of my eyes.

Immediately, I admitted without remorse: "Yes, I did this without consideration, if I want to die, then die, I'm not afraid of anything now, but I'm sorry for pulling you on such a back, you also accept your fate, who let you put your soul on me, who can't help Adou?" ”

With that, I hung up the phone!

All the while, I never felt like I had done anything wrong.

If God has given me the power to heal, but I have hidden it for the rest of my life, then have I not failed the gift that God has given me? So watching Zhuang Junfan die because of me, I definitely can't do it!

Not long after, I hung up his phone, Shu An called again, I lay on the bed and picked it up impatiently, and asked, "What else does Commander Shu have to command before he dies?" ”

"You'll be right back for me now!"

His arrogant tone made me even more disdainful, I didn't answer this time, I hung up the phone directly, and then blacklisted his number!

I was stuffy in the hotel until late in the evening, I didn't eat lunch, and my stomach was still full.

Because Shu An didn't come to look for me, and I didn't plan to go back, this area was far away from the area of our school, so I wasn't afraid of meeting acquaintances here, so I walked along the road with nothing to do.

I walked to an intersection and watched the cars come and go, and the feeling of not being able to find my way filled every corner of my body.

At this time, the phone that had not been ringing for a day rang at this time!

When I took it out, it was Sister Youyou calling.

I hesitated for a long time to pick it up, because I was afraid that after picking it up, Shu An's cold voice would come from there.

But in the end, I picked it up.

"Fairy."

It's Sister Youyou, I don't know if it's easy or lost, and I feel a little contradictory.

"Well, Sister Youyou!" I casually called each other's names!

The other party said straight to the point: "The information of the young man you asked me to check yesterday is already good, I just sent it to your mailbox, you take a look for yourself, this person is a little abnormal!" ”