Chapter 13: Figure it out
After Anxi left, Si Nian did not go upstairs, but sat alone in the living room, drinking red wine while falling into deep thought. In fact, when he went to the United States this time, he was indeed deliberately avoiding Anxi.
The words Ye Yu said that day had a certain impact on Si Nian and made him realize some problems.
Si Nian has always hated women. This is because when he was young, women made him a shadow.
Si Nian's father Si Hao is not only handsome, but also worth more than 100 million, so even if he gets married and has children, there are still many women around him who are trying to get to Si Hao.
Although Si Hao and his mother Lin Wan love each other very much, they still can't resist the fact that some women will get in the way and deliberately instigate Lin Wan, and Lin Wan also shed a lot of tears because of this.
The most serious thing is that when Si Nian was seven years old, a woman kidnapped Lin Wan and Si Nian because she was jealous of Lin Wan and wanted to rob Si Hao, and finally even wanted them to die with her.
Fortunately, in the end, she didn't succeed, and she received the punishment she deserved.
But that incident frightened Si Nian a lot, and it was then that he began to make up his mind to force himself to be strong, because he didn't want to hurt the people around him anymore.
It was from that time that he began to hide his joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and became a person who did not smile. Because of this, he began to hate women and stopped having contact with women.
Because in his eyes, many women are hypocritical, and what they value is nothing more than his money, status, and his appearance. At the same time, he also believes that women are crazy and can do anything.
So he never acted on the spot, and he never approached women. From a very early age, he made up his mind that he would only love one woman in his life and would not let her be hurt in the slightest.
When Si Nian and Anxi met for the first time, Anxi looked at him, and he was disgusted, because he had seen that kind of gaze in the eyes of many women.
But what he didn't expect was that she would suddenly kiss him and say something like that, so he would be there for a while. He didn't react until she shouted at the person behind her, and Anxi had already run away by then.
Later, when he knew that she kissed him because she lost playing a game, he didn't know why he was angry at the time, angry at that girl's casualness.
Later, after hearing her friend say that this was her first kiss, his mood improved a little. After knowing that she was a student at Fu Hua University, he still thought about checking her up after going to school.
Unexpectedly, she happened to be her own student, and she was 'exposed' by herself.
So he kindly called her to the office to educate her, but what he didn't expect was that she was responsible for him and said that he must chase him.
He was frightened by her 'shocking words' at that time, and he was afraid that she would say something shocking, so he let her go back.
I didn't expect her to invite him to dinner the next day, in fact, he didn't want to go at the time, and the company happened to have some things that he needed to deal with, and by the time he finished dealing with it, it was already late.
Thinking that the girl didn't seem to give up so easily, I thought about going over and taking a look, but I didn't expect that she was really still there.
Because of the guilt, when she said that she wanted to go to his house to cook, he didn't refuse too much.
Originally, he didn't have any hope for her cooking skills, but he didn't expect that the food she cooked made him, who has always been very picky, feel good, so she greatly surprised him.
What I didn't expect was that after eating, this girl still wanted to live here, and he agreed softly.
I originally thought that I would take it in, but I didn't expect her to have an oolong incident with Ye Yu again. After Ye Yu asked him, he realized that he couldn't bear to refuse every request from Anxi.
Ye Yu asked him if he was tempted by Anxi? Tempted? He didn't know either.
But he knew that he was her teacher, and that he was eight years older than her.
Because he couldn't figure it out, he didn't know how to face her, so he chose to escape for the first time in his life.
During those days in the United States, his heart was still very messy. In his opinion, Anxi is still a child, maybe her feelings for him are just because of freshness, and when the freshness period passes, she no longer likes him.
So in the end, he took her for a child's temperament and decided to ignore her.
When he returned, he found that she was not there, and went to her room, where he found that she seemed to be packing her luggage, and that her things were half organized.
He thought she was leaving, so if she was leaving, let's go!
She was really just a momentary novelty, and she felt ridiculous when she thought of her original entanglement.
Who knew that when he went to class, Anxi wasn't there, maybe he asked for leave for something! Si Nian has never been a nosy person, so he didn't ask.
Unexpectedly, when she got out of class, her two friends told him that she was hospitalized because he was sick, and said that if his friends hadn't found out, the consequences would have been unimaginable.
So, at that moment, he was angry and angry, but more of a guilt.
After asking Ye Yu for the address, he hurried to the hospital.
He was relieved when he heard Anxi cheating over there. At that moment, he realized that he was so nervous about her.
Later, he heard Lin Mu's conversation again, and he realized that he had misunderstood her. She's not a casual person, and she's not new to him.
"Since you don't resist, then try to accept it!" After drinking the last sip of red wine, Si Nian also figured it out.
In fact, after listening to Chen Jing's words today, he still went to the hospital to see Anxi, which is enough to prove that he also has feelings for her in his heart, otherwise he can be like Chen Jing said, don't give Anxi a little more hope.
So since he doesn't hate Anxi, he also seems to have some crush on her, and she's serious. In that case, give it a try!
Anyway, in Si Nian's eyes, age, identity and anything are not a problem, he never cares about these things.
And Anxi has already slept at this moment, if she knew what Si Nian was thinking at the moment, she would definitely be so happy that she couldn't sleep all night.
"Teacher Si, morning!"
Just like that day, when Anxi got up, Si Nian had already prepared breakfast.
But the difference is that Si Nian was reading the newspaper this time, and when he saw Anxi coming down, he put the newspaper on the table.
"Morning, let's eat!" Si Nian didn't eat breakfast in advance this time, but ate it with Anxi.
Anxi felt something wrong while eating, and she couldn't say why, but she always felt that something was different today.
"What? Do I have something on my face? Si Nian saw that Anxi had been staring at him, so he asked funny.
"Uh, no, no." Anxi hurriedly waved his hand to deny it, but the next second he seemed to have discovered the new continent and shouted.
"Teacher Si, I seem to have seen you smiling just now, are you laughing?"
"Hurry up and eat! Otherwise, you'll be late for school" Si Nian didn't answer her question, but immediately regained his serious face.
Anxi said "oh", and hurriedly lowered his head to eat, still wondering if he was dazzled just now?
From an angle that Anxi couldn't see, Si Nian chuckled again. He found that after he figured it out, his heart relaxed a lot.
Perhaps, he made a good decision! Si Nian thought secretly in his heart.
After breakfast, it was still Si Nian who sent Anxi to school. However, today Anxi can vaguely feel that Si Nian seems to be in a good mood.
So, Anxi asked tentatively, "Teacher Si, you seem to be in a good mood today, are you happy?" ”
"Well, nothing, just suddenly figured something out."
Anxi found that when Si Nian said this, there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, and his heart was like a cat scratching, very curious, but also very interesting to continue to ask.
"Seeing Teacher Si so happy, those things must have bothered Teacher Si before, it's great that you can figure it out."
Si Nian nodded, "Indeed, otherwise you might have to miss it." ”
Si Nian's later sentence was very quiet, Anxi didn't hear it clearly, and just wanted to ask him, he arrived at the school gate.
"You go in first, go to the office to find me after school, and we'll go home together."
Hearing this, Anxi suddenly stopped worrying about the question just now, and nodded happily, "Okay, Teacher Si, we'll see you later!" ”
"Xiaoxi, what the hell happened yesterday? Why is Mr. Si in the hospital? As soon as An Xi arrived in the classroom and sat down, Lin Mu pulled her and asked.
"Actually, before you went, Teacher Si went. When you arrived, he was out to buy food. ”
"Oh, he must have gone to the hospital to look for you after we left! I knew that I wouldn't look away, and Mr. Si really didn't disappoint me. ”
After understanding the situation, Si Nian's image in Lin Mu's mind immediately improved again.
But Chen Jing was a little worried after hearing this, I don't know if Si Nian listened to what she said yesterday, would he go to the hospital to find Xiaoxi to make it clear?
Thinking of this, Chen Jing asked tentatively, "Xiaoxi, Teacher Si went to the hospital to look for you yesterday, did you say anything to you?" ”
"Don't worry, Mr. Si didn't sue you." Anxi said and looked around cautiously, and saw that no one was paying attention to them, so he whispered to Chen Jing and them.
"And I think Mr. Si is much better to me now than before, and I saw him smile this morning."
Chen Jing was a little strange when she relaxed after hearing this. If Si Nian didn't say anything and his attitude towards Anxi was better, did that mean that he was not completely indifferent to Anxi.
Chen Jing was thinking about it, when she was pushed by Anxi, "What's wrong?" Something seems wrong with you! ”
"It's nothing, I just suddenly remembered that Mu Mu was so fierce to Teacher Si in the office yesterday, will he be angry?"
"It's not because I don't know, when we went to look for him yesterday, he didn't react at all, so I'm angry!"
"But he kicked us out yesterday in a fit of rage. Oh no, what if Mr. Si is really angry with me and deducts my credits? ”
Lin Mu remembered her offense to Si Nian yesterday, and she began to worry, she had scolded Si Nian several times in private yesterday!