Chapter 112: The Impossible to Redeem
"The gymnasium where the army is located, we are safe."
Hearing the word safety, Su Zuo breathed a sigh of relief, sat up slowly, leaned on the head of the bed, and felt very thirsty, he tried to stretch out his arm to get the water cup on the table next to the bed, it seemed to be a problem of eyesight, he couldn't grasp the distance between objects accurately, and his hand kept shaking.
Zhuo Qian couldn't look at it, stepped forward and pushed the cup to his hand.
Finally got the cup, Su Zuo slowly drank two sips of water, and smiled bitterly.
He was in a very bad mood, full of pain and decadence, with a choked voice, and said in a hoarse voice: "I am a waste now."
"It's just an eye, it's not too bad." Zhuo Qian pursed his lips, and spoke heartlessly.
She took out two servings of hot soup from the bracelet, and some hot food, her stomach was rumbling, she had been in a coma for so long, she had been eating, and now that it was this point, no one had brought them any food.
"Would you like something to eat?" Looking at Su Zuo, Zhuo Qian's eyes were full of indifference, and her tone was very different from before, if she would still persuade Su Zuo to eat in the building, as long as Su Zuo refused now, Zhuo Qian would definitely withdraw his hand without hesitation.
This made Su Zuo's decadent mood that had just brewed washed away, the seriousness in Zhuo Qian's eyes scared him, afraid that Zhuo Qian would really ignore him, Su Zuo had to endure the pain and nodded, and asked for a hot soup, his hands were inconvenient, trembling hands slowly held the bowl to his mouth, and drank it in small sips, the hot soup flowed down his throat into his stomach, and when it flowed through his throat, it stimulated a hot pain, which made Su Zuo swallow very painfully.
In the quiet room, there was only the sound of rain banging on the glass and chewing food, Su Zuo felt that the atmosphere was very awkward, although he and Zhuo Qian were not friends before, they could be regarded as helping each other and supporting each other. They have come to the present together, and they have shared life and death in the middle, but Zhuo Qian is now alienated from top to bottom.
Su Zuo was the first to break the silence and tried to speak: "That...... Yin Mingyang, he ......"
"Dead!"
Su Zuo swallowed his saliva and said stiffly: "You went out together that day, what happened?" You seem to have brought me out with another person. ”
After drinking half a bowl of hot soup, Su Zuo put the bowl aside, although he was very hungry, but in addition to his left eye infection and facial disfigurement, his throat was also slightly corroded, fortunately it did not hurt his vocal cords, but swallowing it made him feel a hot pain in his throat, and he didn't want to eat it anymore.
Zhuo Qian glanced at him, looked away, concentrated on stuffing the food into his mouth, and said while eating: "I acted separately from him, a large number of zombies suddenly appeared in the building, I escaped, he didn't."
Zhuo Qian paused and said, "Yan Shao told me, you are the Su family, the Su family in Liangyun City?"
Speaking of Qinyan is a national enterprise, the family that manages Chinese and Western medicines in various regions, originally Qinyan's family was born in the pharmaceutical business, and later belonged to the state agency.
And the Su family's reputation is even more famous than that of Qinyan's drug family, basically 70% of the daily necessities, the design of the house where they live, and all kinds of furniture products will be labeled with the Su family.
The influence around the world is very amazing, compared to the Su family, the Qin Yan family is just a supplier.
Now zombies are rampant, and mourning is everywhere, but those military, state-owned enterprises, and some people with connections and abilities are living a better life than before the apocalypse.
After all, the fall and decline of the world has not been so fast!
"No, my father was expelled from the Su family, not a member of the Su family, why did you suddenly ask that? Who is Yan Shao? ”
Zhuo Qian's hand holding chopsticks paused, the Su family can invite people from the ability group, and Yan Shao's attitude towards the Su family is full of jealousy, which shows the great ability of the Su family, why did they suddenly want to save Su Zuo?
Of course, Zhuo Qian would not think that it was the conscience of the Su family who discovered it, because of the bloodline of Su Zuo's Su family, he went to save Su Zuo, if the Su family had benevolence and righteousness to Su Zuo's family from the beginning, they would not let them die!
It wasn't that simple, she smelled something different.
If that's the case, she can't leave Su Zuo here alone, but why should she run around with a seriously injured person?
At first, she thought that if she wanted to live better, she needed to find some teammates to work for her, but now Yin Mingyang's life and death are unknown, and Su Zuo is half dead, which makes her deeply realize that her teammates are trouble, which can only hasten her death.
Zhuo Qian swallowed the food in his mouth, stared at Su Zuo and said seriously: "Su Zuo, I will leave tomorrow."
Su Zuo's heart was sudden, and he didn't answer in half a ring, Zhuo Qian himself was seriously injured, and it was even more difficult for him to move, if Zhuo Qian wanted to leave, he would definitely not take him.
Su Zuo suddenly felt very desolate, at this moment he thought of Yin Mingyang, maybe in the classroom at that time, Yin Mingyang was so desperate, his parents were dead, he didn't have any relatives, he was surrounded by indifference and conspiracy, in this dangerous and cold world, they lived as a superfluous person.
Yin Mingyang didn't die at that time, on the one hand, because of hatred, and on the other hand, because of Zhuo Qian, right?
When people live, they always need to give themselves a goal and a sustenance.
"Zhuo Qian, can you wait a few days before leaving, and ...... when I get better" a little, so that we can leave together.
"No, I need to block Qin Yan before the army leaves, and let her take me to the medicinal herb warehouse."
Before Su Zuo finished speaking, he was interrupted by Zhuo Qian.
Su Zuo's face wrapped in gauze couldn't see his emotions, and his words just now had a pleading, but they were interrupted by Zhuo Qian.
Indeed, Zhuo Qian still has his own things to do, and he has become a burden!
Zhuo Qian finished packing up the lunch box, threw it in the trash, then went back to the hospital bed and lay down, looked at the snow-white ceiling with his eyes and muttered: "It's good now, you don't have to be so sad, you can leave with the army, they will take good care of you, it's better than outside, don't worry about when a zombie will jump out of somewhere to kill you, no need to be hungry and full, no need to tremble and have nightmares, you are safe." ”
"yes, yes, it's safe."
Su Zuo took the words, suddenly he thought of something, and said excitedly: "Why don't you go, leave with the army, as long as we can go out, food and medicine will be guaranteed, and we don't have to get those medicinal materials......"
Zhuo Qian did not speak.
This silence has basically confirmed the fact that Zhuo Qian is leaving, but Su Zuo still said with fragmented hope: "Right?"
When Su Zuo's words fell, the ward fell silent, and the sound of rain hitting the glass ticked and touched the heartstrings.
He is still waiting for Zhuo Qian's answer, he is now alone, if Zhuo Qian is allowed to leave again, they will not have a chance to meet again in this vast apocalypse.
In that case, what's the point of living alone, dragging a crippled body, dying and struggling?
Now that Zhuo Qian has not left, he still has hope, if he can be with Zhuo Qian, even if he is used by Zhuo Qian, at least he can prove that he is valuable.
For a long time, Zhuo Qian's voice came from the space that was so silent that it was about to condense, very soft and firm.
She was saying, Su Zuo, I can't redeem you!
A flash of lightning streaked across the sky, and it poured rain.
Su Zuo took two deep breaths, his whole face was wrapped like a zongzi, and there was a faint pain all over his body, and the dripping of rain was the easiest to make people fall into contemplation.
He still remembers the scene when his father was kicked out of the house by the Su family, it was also such a heavy rain that day, he was sitting in the car, and his parents were kneeling in the rain, they were very fragile, very sad, and wailing!
All day long, most of them are the never-ending quarrels of the parents, the two people who seem to be in love, and the seemingly warm home, in fact, is extremely cold, and they don't need to be touched, as long as a gust of wind blows, it will be shattered.
Since then, he has become more and more autistic, immersed in his own world all day long, even if he is known as a genius boy, even if he has won numerous awards, his heart is still empty, and he doesn't know what he needs at all.
The exterior is neat and decent, but the inner world is endlessly confused, lonely, or even more aggressive!
discovered that the dark side of himself was unknown from the beginning when he came into contact with violent movies, paranoid themes, violent actions, and dark plots made him particularly obsessed, but in front of others, he hid these very well.
Su Zuo also studied the subject of "Resident Evil" very thoroughly, so when he was in the classroom, he was shocked when he heard Zhuo Qian bring it up for the first time, but he didn't expect that after such a long time, in addition to himself, there were other people who knew about it.
Zhuo Qian!
Her name was displayed on the computer screen, a very indifferent person, and the coldness in her eyes was somewhat similar to her own, which was also a loneliness in depression.
It's like finding the same kind!
There was thunder and lightning outside the house, and there was silence in the house, and the shallow face in Su Zuo's mind kept lingering, rippling like water ripples, teasing his heart and making him hurt sharply, but she was going to leave after all.