Chapter 181: Jin Enpei's Diary

On March 15th, it turned cloudy to light rain.

As the raindrops fall from the gloomy sky, the breath of spring also quietly descends with the gathering of rain, five days have passed since Xu Lang received the express package, and half a month has passed since Jin Enpei's disappearance, and the police still don't have too many clues and gains for the time being.

Although the police conducted a routine investigation and visit to Jin Enpei's relatives and friends, they also knew very little about Jin Enpei, Jin Enpei rarely talked about his family situation with others because of his mother Yu Duyun, Xu Lang They also learned all this with the in-depth investigation of the police, Xu Lang stood by the window of the detective agency, condescendingly looking at everything outside the window.

The window was not closed, and a slightly cold wind poured in from outside the window, blowing the hair of Xu Lang's sideburns, his black and slightly long hair fluttered in the cold wind, and the raindrops outside also entered the office together under the cold wind, and the raindrops gently fell on the window, splashing a puddle of water, and then the raindrops slid down with the lines of the window, and finally gathered together and flowed down with the cracks in the window.

Xu Lang put his hands around his chest, touched his chin with one hand, looked at the gloomy sky outside, and the sound of raindrops crashing down the window sounded in his ears, as well as the sound of Xu Lang's clothes hunting in the cold wind, and the thick diary he put on the desk, the diary was opened, with juanxiu handwriting on it, and the pages of the book involuntarily began to turn with the wind, perhaps, this is the so-called book turning wind.

Shu Yue didn't know what to come to Xu Lang's office, she was holding a cup of teacup with tea brewed, looking at Xu Lang who was standing motionless by the window, Shu Yue's good-looking brows couldn't help frowning together.

The office, which was very messy five days ago, has been renovated under Shu Yue's tidying, it has been cleaned up neatly, the broken computer monitor has also been replaced with a new monitor, and the phone has also been replaced, as for the other things in the room, Shu Yue has not moved.

Xu Lang returned to the detective agency from the Public Security Bureau yesterday, the reason why Xu Lang came back is that the police have not found more useful clues for the time being, Ning Yanran When they tracked down to the outskirts of the city according to the surveillance video, they lost Jin Enpei's clues, as for the taxi driver, he also disappeared with Jin Enpei's disappearance, and secondly, when Shu Yue was sorting out the detective agency, she accidentally found a locked diary in the drawer of Jin Enpei's desk, and she read it roughly, so he told Xu Lang about it and asked him to come back.

Shu Yue looked at Xu Lang's back, did not bother him, but gently put the brewed teacup on the desk, next to the diary that was still turning pages, Shu Yue looked at the juanxiu words on the diary, thinking of the bloodless human hand she saw before, Shu Yue pursed her lips, and finally, sighed, closed the diary, next to the open diary, there were two thick notebooks, Shu Yue walked to the window and closed the window that was not closed.

As Shu Yue gently closed the window, the sound of the wind that was hunting just now suddenly disappeared in an instant, and the sound of raindrops hitting the window glass became more and more dull and loud, Xu Lang also came back to his senses in an instant, when he saw Shu Yue standing in front of him looking at him with reproachful eyes, Xu Lang looked at Shu Yue apologetically, and smiled helplessly.

Seeing Xu Lang like this, Shu Yue became more and more helpless, she just glared at Xu Lang fiercely, and accompanied Xu Lang to look at the scenery outside the window, listening to the sound of wind and rain outside the window.

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September 3rd, yin.

I'm so happy, I've finally started school, I've got my own school bag, and I've met a lot of friends.

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September 23, fine.

Today, the teacher taught us the pinyin table, and I can know more words.

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October 13, fine.

I can finally write my mother's name, so happy, my mother's name is really hard to write, Yu Duyun, it's too difficult, but I still learned how to write, my mother saw it and praised me, and my father laughed.

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November 3rd, cloudy.

Xiaomi Mimi doesn't play with me anymore, I'm so sad, she bought a new toy, I envy her, but why doesn't she play with me?

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November 5th, fine.

I became good friends with Xiaomi Mi again, and she also gave me her new toys to play with very much, I like her more and more, and we want to be good friends for life.

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December 23rd, cloudy.

The weather is so cold, I really don't want to get up, I don't want to go to school, I don't want to go out, I want to lie in the bed and sleep, but, under my mother's repeated urging, I have to go to school, I taoyan go to school, I want to grow up quickly.

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On January 5th, it rained lightly.

It's so cold outside, the teacher said, we're about to have a holiday, it's really fun, and we can play again.

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January 12th, cloudy.

It's finally a holiday today.,I can have a good time.,There's absolutely no one to guan me.,It's just,The teacher left a lot of homework.,It's a little annoying.,But,It's still very happy.,Because,Mom and Dad are here to pick me up today.,I'll be able to eat delicious food right away.。

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January 20th, fine.

Chinese New Year, New Year's Day, wearing new clothes, wearing new hats, everything is new, so happy, I'm finally a year older, I'm finally six years old, no longer a child.

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April 13, cloudy.

After school today, no one came to pick me up, my mother didn't come to pick me up, my father didn't come to pick me up, I stood alone at the school gate, still scared, still lonely, so sad, in the end, it was Teacher Li who took me back to her home.

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April 18, fine.

Recently, there have been a lot of strangers in the house, some of whom I have seen before, who are relatives of the family, some of whom are fathers at the same time, and some of whom I don't know, and my mother has not smiled at me for a while, she seems to be very sad, I don't know what happened to her, and I haven't seen my father for many days, I don't know where he went? My birthday is coming soon, will Dad forget my birthday?

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April 27, light rain.

It's my birthday, I'm looking forward to it, but where did Dad go? What gifts will it bring me? Is it the little toy I want? Or is it my favorite white rabbit toffee?

It's dark, Dad still hasn't come back, I want to wait for him to come back and eat together, Mom has made a lot of delicious food, I'm so hungry, why hasn't Dad come back?

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April 28, light rain.

I woke up very early in the morning, I opened my eyes, got out of bed, and looked around the room for my father's traces, but I didn't see my father's figure, but I saw a small box next to my pillow, and there was a watch in it. I'm going to ask my mom.

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May 1st, fine.

Today is Labor Day, the teacher asked the parents to take us out to plant trees, I also prepared the tools early, looking forward to my father and mother taking me out to plant trees, however, I have a hunch, my father seems to have gone to a far place, my father has not been home for a long time, my mother has been crying alone recently, I don't know what happened to my mother, where did my father go.

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May 8th, cloudy.

Today, I finally couldn't help but ask my mother, where did my father go, what I didn't expect was that my mother actually cried, crying so sadly, my mother told me, my father went to a far, far away place, and couldn't come back to see me for the time being, my premonition was fulfilled, I was a little happy, and a little unhappy, why did my father go so far away? Doesn't he like me?

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October 1st, fine.

Today is a holiday, I am finally in the second grade, the school is on vacation, my mother promised to go out with me to play, but, after doing my mother came back so late, the smell of alcohol, I haven't gotten up until now, hey, why do adults like to drink so much?

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January 18, cloudy.

Today is Chinese New Year's Eve again, this is the first time that my mother and I have celebrated the Spring Festival together, and my father still hasn't come back, in fact, I know that my father may never come back.

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On January 20th, light rain.

Today there are two uncles and aunts in the house that I didn't know before, my mother seems to be very unhappy when she sees them, that aunt is so beautiful, when I see her, there is an inexplicable warmth, I want to go back to her arms.

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February 10th, fine.

Mom's spirit is getting more and more unstable, especially after seeing the pair of uncles and aunts.

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March 15th, cloudy.

Lately, I always feel like someone is following me, as if someone is watching me from behind, is it Dad? Or what about the pair of uncles and aunts?

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June 18, fine

I'm about to graduate from elementary school, I feel happy and sad at the same time, originally my father didn't go to a distant place to work, but went to heaven, no wonder my mother is so sad, Mom, I'm twelve years old, I can take care of myself, and I can take care of you.

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April 27, fine.

This is my fifteenth birthday, and every year I receive a small gift, I used to think that my father gave it to me, but now I know that my father died when I was seven years old, and these are not given to me by my mother, so who will give it to me? Could it be them?

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July 8th, fine.

Mom's spirit is getting worse day by day, I can't take care of her when I'm not at home, I know, Mom is crazy, what should I do? What should I do?

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July 10th, fine.

They showed up again, they came to the school to find me, let me go to school with peace of mind, my mother's affairs they will take care of for me, I don't know whether to believe them or not, but I have no choice but to choose to believe, who are they?

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July 13th, cloudy.

The results of the college entrance examination came out, I got my wish and got on S University, I was very happy and excited, I wanted to tell my mother the news as soon as possible, but when I came to the hospital with the report card, I saw my mother's sluggish expression, no focus of sight, I didn't know what to say, in the end, I still didn't say anything.

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July 14th, cloudy.

Choosing to sweep my father's grave at this time, the time should be a little wrong, but I want to tell him the news that I was admitted to S University, but what I didn't expect was that there were people with flowers in front of my father's grave, who would it be? Did mom do it? Shouldn't it be? Could it be them again?

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September 20th, fine.

S University is much bigger than I thought, and the painful military training is finally over, during which I met a lot of new classmates, but why did they appear again?

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May 17th, fine.

There was a homicide in the school, I heard that it was a senior who died, the death was really terrifying, I didn't dare to look at the body, however, I couldn't help but come to the periphery to look at it for a while, I saw a good young policeman, they all called him Brother Lang, but, he was too young, but, he frowned and thought about it is still quite handsome.

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May 20th, fine.

I heard that the murderer of the senior has been caught.,It's the senior's roommate.,And the one who cracked the case was the policeman named Brother Lang.,I heard from my classmates.,He's the youngest criminal investigation captain of the Public Security Bureau of S City? Really, if that's the case, he's really good, and I admire him so much.

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December 3rd, cloudy.

I'm about to graduate from college, where do I look for a job? It's hard to find a job in psychology, hey... What should I do?

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On December 25th, it rained heavily.

They actually showed up again, and she told me to apply for a job at a detective agency, and although she was really beautiful and gave people a warm feeling, I didn't feel the slightest warmth in her, and I was disgusted that she spoke to me in such a commanding tone, if, if she wasn't......

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July 23rd, light rain.

I came to this detective agency to apply for a job according to their requirements, but what I didn't expect was that this company was actually opened by a policeman named Lang Ge, why was he here? Isn't he a policeman? Can a police officer still have a side hustle?

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July 25th, fine.

It turns out that his name is Xu Lang, he is no longer a policeman, but a detective, I don't understand, why do they want me to work here? Does this have anything to do with my major? I wanted to go to work in the hospital and get my mom cured sooner.

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August 10th, fine.

It's been a long time since I've been in this detective agency, and I haven't seen him again except for the interview, he's actually injured and in a coma, he's not going to die, right? I'm a little worried.

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August 11th, fine.

I didn't expect that he already had a girlfriend, and he was also a psychiatrist, she was so beautiful, I hope he is okay in the hospital.

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August 20th, fine.

I still don't understand, what did they do when they asked me to come to Xu Lang's detective agency? Did they know Xu Lang before? What do they want to do?

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September 22nd, fine.

The first time I handled business with him, I found out that it is said that men at work are the most attractive, he is indeed like this, yes, I am a little curious, with such a smart brain, why not continue to be a policeman? Instead, they chose to leave the public security system?

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September 25th, fine.

There are so horrible photos on his computer that scare me to death, but who is the woman in the photo? Why does he look so similar to him? Could it be his relatives? If this is the case, why did he die so miserably? Did the killer get caught?

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December 7th, cloudy.

He chose to go undercover to the group of criminals who were crazy about reselling human organs, and I was worried about him, but why should I worry about him? Is it because last time, I told them what I saw?

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December 20th, cloudy.

He finally came back safely, and my heart finally landed, every time I saw the happy smile on his face after solving the case, I couldn't help but feel happy for him, should I tell him about it? Should I tell him?

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January 15th, fine.

I thought about it for so long, and I finally decided to tell him everything and let him help me investigate my background, what is the relationship between me and them, who are they? Will it be my parents? If so, why wouldn't they admit it to me? However, when I decided to tell him about it, he received a new case, and it was related to a murder case eleven years ago.

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January 20th, cloudy.

Lately, I always feel like someone is following me and watching me from afar, could it be them? But it doesn't feel like it's them, so who could it be?

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February 5th, fine.

It's a holiday.,I'm leaving S City.,Back to T City.,But,The feeling of being watched is becoming more and more obvious.,I'm very uneasy.,It feels like something is going to happen.,I hope this is what I'm thinking about too much.。

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February 13, cloudy.

Tonight was Chinese New Year's Eve, and I wanted to tell him everything, but they found me and told me that it was better not to do anything, and I had to choose to do nothing.