Chapter 187: Break (2)
When I first saw you, your innocent face was full of confidence and joy, and you somehow knocked me to the ground, staring at my face with a pair of innocent eyes. Although I was only ten years old at that time, I didn't like the proximity of people at all, but when I saw you faint, I was worried about you. I guess I started to care about you at that time. The low narration and clear voice seem to contain all the beauty of the past.
"Later, you always tried to get close to me, saying your name and your hobbies in front of me again and again. From time to time, I would sneak into something that I had never played before, and at that time, I suddenly discovered that your world was always amazing! ”
"But I don't know why, slowly you began to change, words became less and less, the whole person gave me a very strange feeling, at that time, I was thinking, it's okay, you talk less, you can't talk more!" Speaking of this, Xiang Chenyu looked at Yuan Zhi, who was already crying, expressionlessly, and spit out a few cold and hard words gloomy and powerful, "Before I met you, I was a taciturn person, but after I met you, in front of you, I became a chatterbox!" ”
As soon as Xiang Chenyu's words fell, everyone began to look at Yuan Zhi with an extremely incredulous gaze, and then discussions followed.
"I'll just say, how can my nephew change, it's because of you!"
"And Brother Chenyu's favorite little sunspot, the little sunspot he cherishes the most and doesn't allow others to touch it, he gave it to you!"
"That time my brother told me that he wanted to take Chenyu to study in the city, but Chenyu disagreed, and finally had no choice but to go to the city for two years, it turned out that at that time, Chenyu wanted to be with this girl!"
"Who's to say it isn't! Chenyu, this kid has already put this girl in his heart! ”
“.......”
The people of the Xiang family couldn't stop discussing at this time, the voice was getting louder and louder, and the noise in Yuan Zhi's ears kept coming, but what Xiang Chenyu said just now made her feel a sense of weightlessness that she had never felt before, a little weak, and she wanted to grasp something to stabilize her body, but the surroundings were empty, clear and cold.
Yuan Zhi suddenly felt that she was really a femme fatale, and the harm and torture that she brought to Xiang Chenyu had never been endless. He still resents his departure and the pain he brought to her. A few years ago, fortunately, he and she both had amnesia, otherwise in the past few years, she would not have dared to imagine how hurtful the pain would be for him.
It turns out that she has always been an unlucky person, and whoever gets close to her will bring him endless harm.
Yuan Zhi has always been reluctant to admit that she is a person with bad luck, when she was a child, she often injured her little brother, her best friend was in a car accident, and her family conditions were not very good. She was so scared, afraid that if they continued to be entangled like this, she would hurt him even more, she couldn't do that!
For the first time, Yuan Zhi felt an invisible and illusory thing, very cold and cold, and oppressing herself would make her feel helpless and frightened, making her always feel that she was the only one in this world who was losing her most important person.
At this time, her heart was torn apart by countless pains and inexplicable things.
The corners of Xiang Chenyu's lips rose palely, and a subtle smile contained countless determinations, he looked at Yuan Zhi lightly, and only spoke softly for a long time, in the same tone as usual, "Yuan Zhi, I want to ask you a question!" ”
Yuan Zhi's face was calm and a little cold, she didn't expect that things would come to such a situation, he would have such an attitude, panic, collapse, and the humiliation he suffered, he would be suppressed by him like this, but spoke very calmly.
Yuan Zhi ignored him, and continued to speak to Chenyu, her voice still very soft, "I have no place in your heart, don't I have any place at all?" Now she still holds this hope, he just wants to know if there is a place in her heart if there is a little place left for him.
"Never, if we could, I wish we had never met!" Yuan Zhi's unwarm voice hurt people as much as it hurt at this time, "We don't have a relationship in the first place, we didn't have it before, we don't have it now, and we won't have it in the future." ”
Xiang Chenyu smiled lightly, turned around and walked to the villa, he looked at the door of his house, under his peaceful face, his teeth were clenched, and his sour eyes were tightly closed with tears that were about to be extinguished.
It turns out that people who have been liked by themselves for many years can say this and it hurts so much.
"Okay, let's never see each other!"
Yuan Zhi looked at Xiang Chenguang, who was a little lonely at this time, and felt a lot of pain in her heart. It took a long time to hear his words, like an inflatable doll that had lost its breath, and fell to the ground for a while. Now she really should go, she should leave him forever, but why, at this moment, she was suddenly extremely reluctant and her heart was extremely painful.
Xiang Chenyu's face became more and more pale, he walked without any reaction, his steps were still very steady, and he walked towards his room little by little.
Yuan Zhi looked at Xiang Chenyu's lonely back slowly disappearing, and felt that a wall in her heart was slowly collapsing, as if a small stream of hot magma flowed into her heart, and her whole body tingled.
It's a pity that the words have been said and the things have been done, so they are destined to not be recovered......
Yuan Zhi was also inconvenient to stay here for a long time, she looked at the figure that had long disappeared, and in a trance, she had already walked away. From time to time, there were insults to her, but none of them could compare to the pain in her heart.
What Yuan Zhi didn't know, at this moment, Xiang Chenyu was watching her departing back in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and finally when she walked away, hot tears were falling from his eyes one by one....
……
"What did you say?!"
Wen Mu, who was dealing with official business, received a call from his friend Lin Zichen at this moment, and after listening to Lin Zichen's words, Wen Mu ran out on the spot, leaving everyone in a daze.
"You heard that right, so much has happened since you left!" Lin Zichen on the other end of the phone said a little angrily, "I just learned about it, who knew that Lu Yuanzhi was such a ruthless woman!" ”
“……”
"That, boss, I'm wrong, it's Miss Lu......"
"Where is she now?" Wen Mu's eyes were red for a rare time, he was holding his mobile phone, and he couldn't wait to cut the metal in his hand in two, "Find out for me immediately, or you will wait for a year of overtime!" ”
"I'm ...... Is there such a thing? Lin Zichen on the other end of the phone seemed to be stunned, and quickly replied after a few seconds: "Don't worry, I will find out for you!" ”
"Immediately, immediately!" Wen Mu said quickly as he picked up the car keys and quickly left the company.