Chapter Twenty-Six: The Past

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&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&At this time, a figure jumped into the river quickly, and after a while, Xiaobei was rescued, all this happened in less than ten minutes, seeing Xiaobei was rescued, the students came back to their senses and found that it was Xiaobao who saved Xiaobei.

It turned out that Xiaobao also came to the riverside to play with a few friends who knew outside, because they came early, so they occupied the best position on the riverside, and they could see all the places by the riverside.

Both brothers and sisters are in the same class of the same school, he saw a group of familiar figures there from a distance, and when he looked closely, it turned out to be his classmates, and his sister was also among them, Xiaobao paid attention to them and kept paying attention to them.

I didn't expect it to be a real accident, when he saw the lewd man in a windbreaker, and saw this person following the group of girls from time to time open the windbreaker, he knew that it was definitely not a good thing, Xiaobao called his friend to go this way, ready to teach the rascal a lesson, when he was about to walk to their side, he suddenly saw his sister fall into the river with a crooked foot, Xiaobao was anxious, and then jumped down.

Murong Xiaobao seems to be born to be Murong Xiaobei's protector, especially later, because of his father, the Murong family fell into the middle of the road, and Xiaobao had to drop out of school, stepped into society early, and did everything in order to make money.

Speaking of this, Murong Xiaobei couldn't cry anymore, for so many years, she has been gritting her teeth and persevering, accustomed to hiding all the pain and pain in her heart, like a snail, she would rather hide in a heavy shell than be honest with anyone, because she knows that this society is too indifferent, no one will sympathize with the tears of the weak, and will only blush the success of the strong.

From my father being framed and expelled from public office, unable to withstand the blow, unable to stand the blow and paralyzed in bed, to my mother who couldn't stand the days of poverty and left their brothers and sisters to run away with others, and then to even her and her brother are facing dropping out of school because they have no money to pay tuition, it is the elder brother, in order for her to successfully complete her studies, after both brothers and sisters graduated from junior high school, they were admitted to key middle schools, he insisted on no longer studying and had to find a job, so that his sister could study hard.

She couldn't help but think of the first job her brother was looking for, it was to help people deliver goods, he was only fifteen years old, and his body and bones were not fully developed, at that time his brother was not as tall as her, it seemed to be only one meter and six, she remembered that it was Sunday, she woke up from her sleep and didn't see her brother, so she went to the freight company where he worked to find him, and casually saw what she could do for her brother.

Unexpectedly, when I walked to the address that my brother said, I saw a thin figure carrying a big bag out of the gate from a distance, and he staggered, and the bag pressed on the person like a mountain, almost burying the person.

Murong Xiaobei was afraid that the person would fall down and hit herself if she couldn't carry the bag, so she hurriedly gave way to the side a few steps, and when the person approached her leisurely, she found that the person who was carrying the bag was so pressed that she couldn't see the figure was her brother.

Her tears flowed like this, even the placket on her chest was wet, Yang Zi handed the extractable tissue box on the coffee table to Murong Xiaobei's face, Xiaobei took a few, looked at him gratefully, and carefully wiped the tears on his face.

Yang Zi didn't speak, and he knew that sometimes listening was far more problematic than preaching. Stand in the other person's position and use your heart to understand all the messages that the other person's verbal and body language wants to express, not only listening to what the other person says, but also observing the meaning of the other person's body actions, and noticing their gestures, expressions, demeanor, tone of voice, and body movements. When a person's heart and mouth are different, they can often see the real meaning from the body language information, can feel the strong demands and dissatisfaction of the other party's heart, and give an appropriate and brief response to what they hear and observe, so that the other party knows that you are listening, and you are listening attentively, so that the other party can feel respect. Being aware of a kind of respect has a good introspective effect on relieving the other person's emotions.

In fact, Yang Zi knows this, Murong Xiaobei knows more than him, but there is no way, who said that psychiatrists don't have things to talk about? People who often play the role of listeners in the role of interacting with others are more likely to have psychological problems than ordinary people, because when they communicate with people, they hear and see negative emotions, and these negative emotions have accumulated in their hearts for a long time, and if they are not adjusted, it is easy to cause their own emotional depression, which will cause psychological problems.

Maybe no one has ever been able to hear these things that Xiao Bei has hidden in her heart, and no one has been able to break through her defenses and become her listener, so when Yang Zi was fortunate enough to be this person, Xiao Bei confided in him his dusty past for many years without any scruples.

In order to allow his sister to successfully complete her studies and support the family, Murong Xiaobao has had to work several jobs every day since she was fifteen years old. First for the freight company to deliver, every morning before four o'clock to get up, first to help his sister make breakfast, and then he himself to eat a little bit to go out, the company's goods must be delivered to the various yards before seven in the morning, so every day to go early.

After sending the goods of the freight company, it is often less than seven o'clock, at this time Xiaobao has to rush to the newspaper distribution point, get back the newspaper of the day, and send it to others door to door, this work is not tiring, but it takes more than an hour to complete it every day by riding a bicycle.

After the newspaper was distributed, the time was already half past eight, Xiaobao rode a bicycle and hurried to the small commodity wholesale market not far from home, here, he found a job to help people carry things, put on a yellow vest, it means that the numbered porters belong to the market, pay a little management fee to the market management office every month, and earn a little hard-earned money by selling their labor under the unified dispatch of the market.

It was already five or six o'clock in the afternoon after these three jobs were completed, and Xiaobao was so tired that his legs were as heavy as lead, and he dragged his tired body and pedaled his bicycle home, and when he passed by the vegetable market, he bought some cheap vegetables and brought them home to prepare dinner for his sister.

When he got home, Xiaobei had already finished school, she had already obediently helped her father clean up the incontinence and urine, and also cooked the rice on the fire, doing her homework in the room, and waiting for her brother to come back to cook and eat.

This kind of day lasted until the death of my father, when my father was alive, I could still subsidize the family with a pitiful amount of welfare from the street every month, but when my father died, this benefit was gone, and I relied on my brother to work three jobs a day to earn money to support the family and provide her with education.

Every time I see my brother holding his textbook and reading greedily, Xiaobei's heart is not a taste, my brother's previous grades were among the best in the class, and many things I didn't understand were patiently taught by my brother, but now, for her sake, my brother can no longer enter the classroom.

For his own inability to study, Xiaobao has no superfluous thoughts, the burden of life is all on him alone, seeing that his sister who was born in the same year, month and day has grown into a big girl, he has to find a way to get more money to increase her nutrition, now his mind is full of money, as long as he can earn money, Xiaobao feels that even if he asks himself to kill, maybe he will be willing.

Xiao Bei cried softly again, as if remembering some painful past, Yang Zi couldn't be silent anymore, he stood up and took the teacup that belonged to Murong Xiaobei on the desk at the other end of the room that he knew, handed it to Xiao Bei, and asked her to drink some water to calm down.

There was so much pain that Murong Xiaobei couldn't help crying, she couldn't remember how long she hadn't cried, five years or ten years, or fifteen years? She had forgotten the feeling of tears, and the sorrow in her heart was like a volcanic eruption, and the churning flame finally found a breakthrough and flowed outward.

Yang Zi looked at her quietly, it was not uncommon for a woman to cry so sincerely in front of him, but Murong Xiaobei touched him too deeply, because before this, she was so calm, she seemed to see everything too clearly, which made people have the illusion of not eating the fireworks of the world, but now she is crying so sadly, these past events must have tormented her enough.

I don't know how long she cried, Murong Xiaobei was finally tired of crying, and after she stopped her sadness, she said to Yang Zi in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, I'll wash my face." ”

When she came back, she had regained her usual calm, sat gloomily for a while, and then continued to tell Yang Zi: "At that time, my brother worked hard every day for me, in order to earn more money, he was willing to try whatever others said, and I felt really uncomfortable watching him like this." But no matter how I persuaded him, he didn't listen, and always smiled and said to me, sister, I'm fine, I'm not tired, you just need to study hard. ”

In order not to make her brother too tired, although Murong Xiaobei is in high school, it is the girlhood that is waiting to be released, other classmates dress up every day, hot days and cold drinks and winter meals, but Xiaobei can't do this, she is barely wearing a few clothes left by her mother in addition to the school uniform, as for eating, breakfast is eaten at home with her brother, Chinese food is ready and brought to school, either steamed buns or a little rice, just order pickles, every time her brother says that he wants to make meat dishes for her, she is reluctant to eat, always push and let.

In her third year of high school, life at home suddenly became better, although her brother still went out early and returned late as before, but what he did was no longer the same as the original work of delivering goods, delivering newspapers and being a porter, and it could be seen from his clothes and the smell of sweat on his body that my brother was no longer doing the same job. She didn't know what her brother was doing, but she knew that his brother had changed, and he was not the same as before.