Chapter 2 Cool
The second brother was ready to leave for Chang'an, and others said that he would be there in mid-April. The old lady was even happier in her heart, and she was finally able to be lively.
The servants outside were busy and dizzy, but the people inside were still living in a quiet room. Sewing and mending, chanting sutras and worshipping the Buddha, there is nothing to play anymore.
In his previous life, he could still draw leisurely, one stroke at a time, and a few months passed. At that time, her landscape could be described as a unique treasure in the palace, and it was a treasure that the prince could not get.
It is difficult for the paintings in the palace to flow out easily, and even if they are greedy, it is difficult to look at them once in their lifetime. What's more, when those paintings were sent to Chang'an, they should have been burned or taken away by someone. At this moment, it is difficult for her to be a talented woman who is leisurely and pens and concentrates on ink.
Now she can't draw a single stroke, or she doesn't have that state of mind anymore.
The woman's boudoir has always been fragrant, and Linlang gave her all the agarwood incense she received in the past.
In fact, she doesn't like vulgar incense, and every time she smokes incense, she only smokes for a while and feels uncomfortable. The incense I ordered today has a different charm, no matter how I smell it, it doesn't rush to my nose, and it is surprisingly calming.
The tea served by the girl today is very different, and the taste is a little familiar.
"This tea is so fragrant, much better than the one delivered a few days ago."
The girl smiled and said, "The girl smiled, this was sent by the bachelor to relieve the girl's boredom." ”
The second elder brother, Han Zhen Jinshi and the first, was just awarded the bachelor of the Chongwen Pavilion of the East Palace, and only received the official letter from the Ministry of Officials, but he has not yet taken up his post.
Yun Zhao smiled: "Thank you, Bachelor." She looked at the girl's appearance, and there was still some delicacy in her whiteness, "You weren't the maid of the inner house before, you don't seem to have seen you." ”
The girl smiled: "Of course the girl has never seen me, I used to help the embroidery girl, and the housekeeper saw that I was still useful, so he bought it to be a maid." "This girl is more than ordinary in aura, in the past, the people around her were hard, either difficult to socialize, or unable to say a few words.
The sweet smell is quite pleasant, "I am short of a lovely person, you can wait for me in the future." ”
Her side has been empty, and her maids for dowry at that time were all in a hurry, and she hadn't said a few words. can't talk about doing their best, most of them are messing around, and then only the big girl is painting Dai, who is loyal to the Lord.
"Girl Liudan, I am willing to serve a good girl with all my heart."
Wan Zhao helped her up and talked to her like a sister. If you look closely, you can't help but tsk, this girl really has a few Xiao Guifei's qualities, soft and beautiful, even if it is not very eye-catching, but there is a trend of budding to be released. She said affectionately: "This appearance is a little more outstanding than the previous big sister." ”
Liu Dan turned his head in shame, "The girl is in love." ”
"Where do you live? Is there anyone else in the house? ”
She just shook her head.
"Do you remember your name?"
She shook her head, her eyes hollow, "I don't remember." ”
"Good people, what kind of sin did they suffer to end up like this?" Yun Zhao couldn't bear to ask, "Come to me, don't worry about the rights and wrongs of the past in the future." ”
Yun Zhao lost her words, reasoning, she shouldn't have said this. It is better to cut off the previous grievances and grievances now, so as not to have troubles in the future.
"Girl, then I'll take care of your makeup."
Liudan's hands are very skillful, and the double mustaches are particularly pretty. Although she rarely cares about the bun, she is used to seeing the combing method of the palace maid in the palace, so in this comparison, her method is much more novel.
Breakfast was brought by a lady in the kitchen and was served in a wooden food box. Unlike usual, there are more golden soufflés this morning. Pastries should not have been used in the morning, presumably the kitchen people watched the days go on and added to the fullest.
"I see that the cheese is well done, so you can try it too."
Wan Zhao didn't have much appetite, so he just tasted a few bites of each dish.
"I'm very bored, so I go out for a walk by myself."
The house was too silent, lifeless, and lifeless. In the past, she had a lively temperament, was not satisfied with the boudoir, and often ran out to play. When I arrived in the palace, I was bound by all kinds of rules, and I came and went, and people became a lot dull.
Wan Zhao still remembers the teaching of the old palace maid who taught etiquette at the beginning, first put on a delicate appearance with low eyebrows and chin all day long, and then began to learn how to walk as a lady, and she always had to be lovable. She said that every smile should be dignified and gentle, and only when she is gentle can she look amiable. After all, you have to be docile and obedient to your husband.
She has naturally seen countless poor women who were merry and pitiful when they first entered the palace, and after staying in the palace for a while, they were no different from others. is quiet, virtuous, or considerate, and in the end, the wise woman in the history books is played over and over again.
Yun Zhao's heart tingled faintly, she was not one of them, but it was a pity that she didn't act well, and the play was not over, and the people were dispersed. The sting turned into resentment, welling up in the heart.
In his previous life, he spent his whole life and eventually became a loner.
She has never been in love with someone, either to serve the king as a wife, or to serve the elders wholeheartedly as a junior. She has never really given birth, and all she raised are concubines' children. As soon as she remembered that Zhao Rui begged her to raise the concubine's children, she was extremely angry.
It's a pity that the queen can never be emotional, the queen, the queen, is just the one who assists behind the emperor.
But now, she is not the queen's ornament, but a person, an ordinary girl. Although marriage still needs to be decided by others, she has a choice. Even if the queen chooses her again, she can ignore it.
Wan Zhao closed his eyes and recalled that at that time, the newlywed Yan'er, the prince would sometimes look at the queen's face and be considerate of her and comfort her. At that time, there was still a trace of emotion, at least taking into account the face of the crown princess everywhere. Later, as soon as he appeared, Xiao Shi, who was glamorous, effortlessly snatched this away. In the case of her death, how could she be grateful to Dade for giving her a little dregs.
The emotion of giving has always been fragile, and she should have torn it apart then.
But Yun Zhao thought about it again, I am afraid that this is a great crime of disrespect, and it is easy to affect the family. It was she who was confused.
Now she's alive. The past entanglements are all gone, and she is tired of it, too lazy to compete with others for the length of the moment. Now that the previous life is over, this life should be started all over again. She will change her life to be safe and live up to the kindness of the heavens to her.
looked at Zhu Chengbi in her previous life, and she was haggard and fragmented in her previous life, she hoped that she would never appear again in this life. Be an ordinary woman, abide by women's morals, teach husbands and children, and enjoy the joy of family in old age.
Stroll through the gardens, stop and walk, and see a lot of places. blindly thinks about her daughter, and she is worried. Swinging, and spring sorrow, the wind through the thin shirt. The eyebrows lock the spring mountain, the weak willow supports the wind, and there are many eyebrows. Looking back by the column, it has entered the garden.