Chapter 89: She can't get what I can't get, and she can't think of it

Yao Zhiyue showed a smile that was more ugly than crying to everyone, "I'm sorry, I'll go to the bathroom." Dropping these words, she seemed to be fleeing from the scene of the disaster, and her movements were quicker and faster than her thoughts.

When Chen Yiming was about to chase after him, Zhang Ruoyi suddenly threw himself into his arms, one arm tightly wrapped around his neck, the other hand held a handbag, his lips were close to Chen Yiming's ear, and he spoke in a volume that only he could hear.

Ji Yu's hands were clenched into fists, glaring at Zhang Ruoyi and Chen Yiming's demeanor, as if he would send his fist to Chen Yiming's face at any time.

Jiang Xinghe's eyes followed Yao Zhiyue closely, and when he saw her leave, he couldn't wait to follow her immediately, and even take her away from here. Zhong Lei covered Wenwen's eyes, with a disgusted expression on his face.

Song Lingling's eyes seemed to be able to breathe fire, and she glared at Zhang Ruoyi viciously. It wasn't until Yao Zhiyue left that she reacted, and her eyes followed her friend's back.

Jiang Luyan seemed to be about to pounce and tear up the pair of dogs, Zhang Ruoyi and Chen Yiming. Men and women, but Yan Zheyu grabbed their wrists, and the two secretly competed until Yan Zheyu whispered.

Suddenly, Chen Yiming pushed Zhang Ruoyi away from his body, and although he tried his best to restrain his anger, his strength was still very heavy. Zhang Ruoyi staggered two steps, then sat on the ground, revealing a remote control like a car keychain in his palm.

Zhang Ruoyi looked at Chen Yiming mumbly, and then burst out with a heart-rending sneer, and her originally complaining eyes gradually became crazy and ruthless, "What I didn't get, she didn't want to get." ”

The blood around Chen Yiming's body instantly seemed to be frozen, and the chill made Zhang Ruoyi's whole body tremble. Yao Zhiyue's smile replayed in his mind like a movie, his blood seemed to be smooth again, and he asked coldly, "What do you want me to do?" ”

Zhang Ruoyi stood up again, walked in front of Chen Yiming, and said word by word: "Follow me now." ”

Chen Yiming glared at Zhang Ruoyi coldly, and then took the lead to leave the scene. A touch of consternation appeared on Zhang Ruoyi's face, and then let out a triumphant laugh, as if all the people present were invisible, and swaggered away with Chen Yiming.

"Ming Zai, today is the day of your engagement to Zhiyue, where are you going if you don't stay here?" Yan Zheyu saw that Chen Yiming was leaving, and blurted out in a hurry.

Chen Yiming's footsteps paused for a few seconds, and then continued to walk away. All the people present watched Chen Yiming and Zhang Ruoyi leave like this, and then slowly reacted.

Song Lingling handed over her daughter to Zhong Lei and said to him: "You take care of Wenwen, I'll go and see how Yueyue is doing." ”

She just walked to the door, and when she was about to go out, she bumped into Jiang Luyan. They looked at each other tacitly, then walked out of the box and walked in the direction of the bathroom.

Yao Zhiyue locked herself in the bathroom, her eyes were blank, her arms crossed and hugged herself, she didn't know why she was so cold, and her whole body couldn't help shivering.

Although she had her feet on the floor, she felt like she was falling into a cloud, everything felt unreal, and she didn't even know how she got here. What is the purpose of her hiding here now?

Suddenly, a steady knock on the door brought her thoughts back to reality. She looked agitated and terrified.

"Yueyue, are you in there?"

"If you squeak here, we'll be worried."

Yao Zhiyue suddenly opened the lock and walked out, with a decent smile on her face, her eyes were empty but still bright. She looked at Song Lingling and Jiang Luyan who were worried, as usual, and said unhurriedly: "I just went to the bathroom, and when I am pregnant, I urinate frequently." ”

Jiang Luyan was startled, thinking that Yao Zhiyue was hallucinating, she glanced at Song Lingling, but saw that she nodded, obviously acquiescing to Yao Zhiyue's pregnancy.

Jiang Luyan's heart sank suddenly, she didn't want to tell her even if she shared this secret with others, but she knew everything about Yao Zhiyue. However, the current situation made her quickly forget this sense of depression and refocus her attention on Yao Zhiyue.

Song Lingling hesitated for a moment, and asked cautiously, "Yueyue, you, are you okay?" ”

Yao Zhiyue washed her hands, took out a tissue casually, and responded with a smile: "It's okay, today is my good day, it's too late for me to be happy, what can happen?" ”

Jiang Luyan saw Yao Zhiyue's smile on her face, and she was even more worried, "Don't pretend, cry if you want to, don't hold back any illness." ”

Yao Zhiyue gently hugged Jiang Luyan, patted her on the back, and comforted her: "I believe he can handle it." ”

She let go of Jiang Luyan, smiled at Song Lingling, signaled to reassure her, and then left the bathroom directly. From beginning to end, Yao Zhiyue's movements were free and powerful, as if their worries were unnecessary.

Jiang Luyan and Song Lingling looked at each other, only to hear Song Lingling say softly: "I didn't see that her eyes were red and swollen." ”

Jiang Luyan nodded, and also responded softly: "I didn't see her emotional appearance either." Perhaps, we are overthinking. ”

Yao Zhiyue returned to the box, and the silent atmosphere made her almost reveal her original form. The expression of surprise was fleeting on her face, but when she walked in with a smile, she said with a smile on her face: "I will toast everyone with water instead of wine, everyone should eat and drink." ”

Ji Yu and Jiang Xinghe cast worried glances at her at the same time, they silently touched the cup with Yao Zhiyue, and took two sips of wine in a funny way, but they all wanted to stop talking.

It stands to reason that seeing Chen Yiming's absence, shouldn't she be angry? Or panic, in short, there should be some emotions. However, she acted as if none of this had happened.

Jiang Xinghe vaguely guessed that Yao Zhiyue was likely to be a stress reaction, and when faced with an unexpected but very painful accident, she should have pulled herself out and pretended that this kind of thing happened to someone else.

At this time, Jiang Luyan and Song Lingling returned to the box, and everyone's eyes were focused on the two of them, revealing the same expression, that is, exploration.

Jiang Luyan and Song Lingling expressed their incomprehension with their eyes. So, everyone tried their best to cooperate with Yao Zhiyue, and no one broke the scene that happened, let alone Chen Yiming, who was not present.

A sentence suddenly popped up in Yao Zhiyue's mind, you see, everyone is playing a farce with you. At this time, the smile instantly stiffened on her face, and she put the wine glass in her hand on the table, as if she had been drained of strength, and said weakly: "I'm glad you can come to my engagement banquet, I'm sorry that this engagement banquet is ending early." ”

Hearing Yao Zhiyue's words, everyone present breathed a sigh of relief, but everyone still held their breath, and finally just nodded silently.

Yao Zhiyue left the box, and Ji Yu immediately followed, and said softly, "I'll send you back." ”

Yao Zhiyue stopped and looked at Ji Yu's face, there was no trace of ridicule on his face, but he couldn't hide his concern. She smiled weakly, "No, I want to go back by myself." ”

Yao Zhiyue continued to take a step, and Ji Yu followed two steps and finally stopped, without reluctance. Jiang Xinghe, who was standing behind, saw this scene, and when Ji Yu came over, he said lightly: "She should want to be quiet by herself." At this point, it doesn't make sense for us to say more. ”

Ji Yu nodded and left the hotel with Jiang Xinghe. Just when the two of them walked to the parking lot, they saw Jiang Luyan stopped in front of Yao Zhiyue, the two said a few words, and then Yao Zhiyue got into his car without looking back, leaving Jiang Luyan, who was worried but helpless, standing in place.

Yao Zhiyue drove away from the hotel, unconsciously speeding up, and she did not go back to her apartment until she stopped behind a flyover.

It seemed that it was at this time that her out-of-body soul fell back into this shell, and the pain caused by this series of bad things began to spread wildly, engulfing her like a tsunami.

Yao Zhiyue's tears poured out like a flood bursting the embankment, she covered her face with her hands and cried silently. Chen Yiming still followed Zhang Ruoyi and left, as if many years ago, he was by her side wholeheartedly. Just as she was relieved, he left her without warning.

It's just that this time she has already prepared in her heart, and Zhang Ruoyi walked from behind the scenes to the front of the scene, unreservedly showing the advantage of turning herself into a weapon.

Why did she flee in a panic like a deserter? Because she really didn't have the courage to face the pain of Chen Yiming's departure. Fortunately, this time she didn't break down or even lose her temper like she did many years ago.

Yao Zhiyue got out of the car, and the spring night was still very cold. Although she was wearing long sleeves, the cold still soaked into her limbs, thus encountering the coldness in her heart, making her feel lonely from the inside out.

She looked at the car under the overpass, the crimson and orange headlights converging into a long line, and she couldn't see where its head and tail were. For a moment, she wanted to jump from here, as if the dragon was a seductive sight, making it impossible to distinguish between reality and fantasy.

At this time, a feeling of nausea came to her, and then her stomach tumbled, and she couldn't help but retch twice. Suddenly, she came to her senses, and the hand that was clinging to the railing of the bridge slowly lowered and moved to her flat lower abdomen.

She is not alone now, and there is a life brewing in her body, which will grow and flourish day by day. Her tears slipped down again, and her dead heart seemed to gradually take on color, and a cluster of hope grew out of despair.

No matter how big the difficulty is, she is not alone in facing it, and there is a little life in her belly to accompany her. Why is she so desperate, except for Chen Yiming's departure again, she can't face the shame of so many people witnessing her abandonment, as well as everyone's kind and sympathetic eyes.

"To hell with everything, I'm going to be okay with my kids."