"Ran'er, what's wrong with you?" Gu Chenyi was distressed when he saw Bingran like this, he hugged her and raised his hand to wipe the tears on her face: "Don't cry, I'm still here, I'm here." ”

Mei Lingfeng stood not far away, and was so frightened that he didn't say a word. He was a joker, but mostly with the brothers in the barracks. Now seeing that Shen Bingran is hearty and generous, and everyone happens to be chatting about it, he said a little more, but he didn't expect it to arouse her sadness, which made him feel guilty beyond measure.

The remaining memories in my brain that do not belong to me are obviously fragmented, and even the faces of everyone in the memory are no longer real, and the "I" in it should still be a child, but even the few remaining memory fragments are so heavy and painful, as if they want to tear all my mind apart.

So, "Xiao Qi", who froze to death in winter, should be desperate when he experienced all this in person?

I closed my eyes, tears rolling down my face.

It turns out that this is called empathy?

Chenyi's nervous and worried voice was very clear in my ears, and I opened my mouth to comfort him, but the words I said were so different from what I had imagined:

"I'm going to ...... Kill ...... He! ”

"Killed...... Ran'er, who is he? And what did it do to you! When Chen Yi heard this, he was shocked and anxious.

Li ...... Su ......, by the way, he still ...... Duanwang. When I subconsciously answered the name, even I was scared of myself.

King Duan, a person I have never met, is a prince in terms of identity—and the source of all despair in "my" memory.

This crying voice was not high, but to Gu Chenyi's ears, it sounded like thunder on the ground. He turned slightly to the side, so as not to draw more attention to the movements.

Duanwang Li Su is the brother of the same mother and the current saint. And their mother, the former emperor's Empress Gu, and now the queen mother, is his grandfather's only sister.

In the eyes of the ministers of China, he was a loyal courtier who was a brother and brother to the emperor; In the eyes of the people, he is a virtuous king who has dedicated himself to the country; And in the secret words of the noble woman's boudoir, he is a legendary man with deep affection for the princess.

And he couldn't understand how his beloved woman could have such a deep hatred and hatred with Uncle Wang, whom he had loved since childhood.

Subconsciously, he hugged the person in his arms tighter, as if as soon as he let go, she would disappear in front of him, and then do something irreparable for him.

"Ran'er, are you too tired? It's okay, no matter what you've experienced before, whether it's a mountain of knives or a sea of fire in front of you, I'll accompany you. ”

"It's just, don't do stupid things behind my back."

Mei Lingfeng tentatively leaned closer, and said sincerely: "Miss Shen, I'm really sorry, I apologize to you, there won't be a second time." ”

Gu Chenyi raised his head, but his eyes were surprisingly cold: "General Mei, please stay away from yourself." ”

Mei Lingfeng also played with the Chenyi brothers when he was a child, and it was the first time he saw Gu Chenyi so angry. It's just that after all, he was at fault first, so he smiled awkwardly and walked away.

The turbulent waves in his heart finally subsided, but he looked up to meet Chen Yi's nervous and heartbroken look. Thinking of the words that just rushed out of control, I regretted and felt guilty, lest these words be heard by more people around me, and at the same time dragging myself into the abyss of no return.

"Ran'er, how are you?" Seeing that I had calmed down, Chen Yi asked with concern.

I sighed and reached out to stroke his furrowed brow: "I'm fine, don't worry. ”

"Alright," he finally smiled, "we're ready to go on." ”

Riding with Chen Yi again, I said softly: "Chen Yi, you must not tell anyone what I said at lunch. ”

He leaned closer to me, "I know." ”

"I promise that I will not do anything that hurts myself or others." I laughed and said, "Actually, those nonsense are clueless, maybe it's just that I've read too much in the book, and I'm stunned." ”

"If you are stunned by the devil, you can't stay in the house and read the script, I'll take you out to play another day." Chen Yi suppressed the worries in his heart and smiled at me.

"Got it." The almost crazy voice of revenge still seems to haunt me, but I can't be at the mercy of it anymore anyway.

I know that your death is unknown, but if you leave in peace, I will help you accomplish the revenge you want; But if you can't regain it and try to influence my thoughts and actions, I will die with you, and destroy this body with you, and then all your intersections with this world will be annihilated.

How to choose, you think clearly.

As I continued to recite these words in my heart, my previously uncontrollable emotions finally belonged to me again. It's just that, in this case, I may only be able to be faithful.

After two days of rapid marching, I finally returned to this place that the four of us will never forget—Feixia Pass.

Lin Yi stood in front of the camp and saluted to greet him, and after seeing me and Chen Yi sitting on horseback, the frosty look on his face seemed to have a crack.

Chen Yi helped me off the horse, naturally took my hand, and said to Lin Yi: "General Lin made a quick decision and sent Bing Ran and the four people to the Great Victory Pass, which is really the first merit to relieve the difficulty of the Gu family's army. ”

"The four generals have won the award." Lin Yi regained his indifferent appearance and only replied with this sentence.

After the soldiers settled down, they had a short rest and everyone moved around freely. Lin Yi still cared about his brother in the end, and came over after arranging military affairs, and even his face didn't seem to be so cold: "Second brother, are you injured on the front line this time?" ”

"It's not in the way," Lin Qian was relieved to see his brother: "It's you, big brother, I see that you are moving a lot more freely now, but the old disease has improved?" ”

"My leg is now in good condition, and although it can't be restored, it doesn't hurt like before." Lin Yi said, his eyes fell on the busy woman in the camp: "Speaking of which, I have to thank her, without the four of them not afraid of death breaking into the camp, my leg would not be cured." ”

As a temporary military medical woman, I started to work as soon as I entered Feixia Pass. When I was busy and happy, I turned my head to look for the source, but I found the two brothers of the Lin family chatting not far away, and Lin Yi stared at me expressionlessly.

A chill crept up my spine, and I ran for my life toward the tent I was going to.

"Big brother, you seem to have scared Miss Shen," Lin Qian complained: "After all, they are Gu Shilang's people now, and they also helped you treat your legs, can't you be gentle and smile at others?" ”

"If the barracks are heavy, if there is no majesty, how can they serve the people. Besides, I have nothing to do with her, not to mention the immorality of my eyebrows, which is even more misleading. ”

"Eyebrows come and go...... Brother, you don't have to say it so seriously! Lin Qian couldn't cry or laugh: "But Gu Shilang now regards Miss Shen as a rare treasure, and Mei Dalang's unsuspecting joke he turned his face directly, you still don't mess with your brother-in-law." ”

"Oh?" Lin Yi seemed to understand the reason why Shen Bingran insisted on going to Dasheng Pass at the beginning: "There is such a thing? ”

"Yes, the fourth son of the Gu family is both civil and military, famous in the capital, and he was named General Huaihua in the year of the weak crown, and I don't know how many women in the capital secretly agreed, and I didn't see him care. All day long is either a military camp or a study, or a martial arts training ground, at most, it is drinking and riding horses with those of us who grew up together. Lin Qian sighed: "Only for this Shen girl, I think he is really interested." ”

"Shen Bingran can do this for him, and the two of them are also compatible." Lin Yi said: "Don't just talk about others, the boss is not small, how will the relationship with the Gu family end, you should also have a plan!" ”

Lin Qian was poked in the sore spot, and his face instantly turned gray: "Big brother, I want to marry the second girl of the Gu family as my wife." ”

"You bit the unwanted one before, but now you don't screw it?" Lin Yi glanced at his younger brother, "If you really like others, the Lin family doesn't need you to force yourself." ”

"No, it's a long story...... In short, it was a misunderstanding, and now I only have the second girl of the Gu family in my heart, and there is no lie. Lin Qian smiled bitterly: "It's just that she complained about my actions five years ago, and wrote me a letter of resignation, I'm afraid she won't forgive me easily." ”

"She's a boudoir woman, write you a letter of resignation?" Lin Yi shook his head again and again: "It's unreasonable, the words of the matchmaker of the parents' orders, where can she come nonsense!" ”

"Big brother, don't say such things." Lin Qian sighed: "I will solve my own affairs with her, if I bring others out to suppress her, she should turn against me." ”

"That's it, your own business, and you should clean up the mess by yourself." Lin Yi snorted coldly: "Bai Chang is so old, he can be regarded as understanding something. ”