Chapter 47: Can't Let Go

Chen Fengnian always thought that once or twice, at most, nothing more than three, she always had a day when she was impatient.

But alas, so far, she hasn't.

He was a young master who had achieved nothing, but when his body and mind had been taken care of, his mind became clearer, and in the silence of the day, he would have a moment of peace after beating Durandine, when he sat up and tried to look out the window, and for the first time he watched the sun rise and set so seriously, and he felt that he could understand many things.

The calf bone of the left leg still hurts a little when it moves, but it is lucky, the day before the complete break, Mr. Liu's people took him out, but when he came out, he knew that his father, and the eldest brother and the second brother had died tragically, he didn't know how they died, he just felt confused, Mr. Liu's schedule was very tight, he knew that he was very busy, so busy that he couldn't even do the full set of burials of his father and eldest brother and second brother, and he didn't even know where they were buried.

The legs and feet can't move, the only thing that can move is the facial features, Chen Fengnian found that his hearing has become sensitive, maybe there are not many people here during the day, so every time Pei Long comes, he can tell which direction she is from, what she is carrying, and what kind of shoes she is wearing.

Her shoes must have been high-heeled, and walking on the ground sounded like dancing, but she was also a little anxious, the kind of urgency that he deliberately wanted him to listen to in his ears.

Now, for example, she has reached the door, and she is still a few steps away from going upstairs.

Before the person went up to the attic, the voice came.

"Feng Nian, I'm coming to see you!"

Chen Fengnian subconsciously moved his mouth, wanting to respond to her.

But the mouth only moved for a moment, and then it didn't move again.

The way they get along now is the same as the old three, first to serve and eat, and then to serve and clean, if there is no place for her to go tomorrow, then the two of them can sleep a full night each tonight, she can sleep with him in her arms all night, sleep deeply and sleep deeply, and talk in her dreams.

Every hour when Chen Fengnian arrived, he spent half of his time staring dryly and not sleeping, but his ears were not idle, listening to Pei Long's muttering, sometimes holding his fingers, or stuffing his fingers into his mouth and grinding his teeth, sleeping was defenseless and coquettish, at that time his eyes would turn from the ceiling to her, and he felt that she was not so annoying.

He thought that only at this moment Pei Long was not hidden, and she finally took off her mask when she was sleeping and showed her true face.

But sometimes Pei Long doesn't sleep, he comes over after the play and goes home to make up for sleep, and then the situation is changed to Chen Fengnian pretending to sleep, but the pretending is not long, he has to inject every three or four hours, Pei Long skillfully pulled out the small medicine box left by Mr. Liu from under the bed, and took the potion to give him personally.

He didn't ask, she didn't say, both of them had the strength to 'hold back', and they both secretly lifted each other in their hearts, seeing who could hold on the longest, and who could not hold back.

But they think the same, but their actions are different.

Wang Peilong first felt that the time she could arrange was very short, which made her very tired.

Wan Xianshan is not there, but his shadow is everywhere, someone called at night, she happened to be at home at the time, picked up and asked, 'Who', the other party didn't say who it was, just waited for sure it was her voice, and hung up the phone in the next second.

....... Brother, this is a big night, no one can stand it, Wang Peilong put down the phone, and after thinking about it, she was immediately scared into sweating, she was really startled, and then she didn't dare to go out for three days in a row, afraid that someone would come to check the post at night, she was made by Wan Xianshan's methods, and her heart was beating wildly, and she almost had to live on the phone.

It was all caused by a phone call, which caused her to stay honestly in the small western-style building for three days, and she didn't go anywhere except Lido.

But it's not her nature to be honest, and there are always people outside who refuse to let her be honest and urge her to move.

The old woman didn't know the concession, but she knew the road of Lido, so she took a car early in the morning, the old house did not answer the telephone line, she had to come and tell her in person, just standing at the door of Lido, saying that she hoped that the young lady could go over and take a look, the gentleman looked at the window for three days, last night suddenly like crazy, and it is not the kind of madness of a serious madman, specifically I still want her to take a look, she is old, and she can't hold back when she sees this kind of scene.

As soon as Wang Peilong heard this, she was going to stay with her about the script of a new play, but she also waved her hand and said that it was wrong, and rushed over in a hurry after the play, and the rouge on her mouth was not wiped clean, so that it was red and glamorous, and her complexion was exceptionally good, and she was even in a trance when Chen Fengnian saw it.

He hadn't seen her a few days ago, and he had forgotten Pei Long's true identity - the famous Hua Dan of Liyuan, the queen of Yue Opera!

It's a pity that after the trance, he is still the same, the boss with staring eyes, the whites of his eyes are also full of a lot of red bloodshots, the whole person maintains the action of sitting up half of the upper body, staring at the wall in a daze, looking like the evil is being trapped, no wonder the mother-in-law said that it is not an ordinary madness, but if you look at it this way, it is a little mentally crazy, almost deranged.

Chen Fengnian saw her, the whites of his eyes were not only red, but he was even about to breathe fire, and he pulled the pillow at hand and threw it at the door in front of her, and scolded in his mouth: "Okay, let me die alone, you pick up the high branches yourself, and fly if you want to fly!" What else to do at this time! ”

The pillow was thrown in front of the tip of her shoe, Wang Peilong bent down to pick it up, but after picking it up, it was scalded again, it was Feng Nian who threw the enamel cup for making tea to the ground, and some of the hot water in it got to her upper.

She couldn't pick it up again this time.

"Let's go! You let me go! In front of her, Chen Fengnian scolded more and more happily, and poured out like garbage: "Just when I was blind and was hooked by a play, now you turn over and are proud, and you still need your self-depreciation to run to care about me?!" ”

He scolded sentence by sentence: "Let's go!" There you go! From today onwards, we will cut it in two, I don't want you anymore! ”

Wang Peilong listened to him too much at first, and she couldn't stand it in her heart, but what kind of person is she Wang Peilong, she calmed down when she listened to it, and she didn't need him to talk nonsense, she turned around and walked down the stairs, leaving him alone in the attic, so it was best, no matter how much he scolded, the door slammed shut for him, and no one listened if he wanted to hear it.

Then Chen Fengnian was choked by his own saliva, coughing and coughing loudly, and he stopped scolding after coughing.

He gasped and stared at the staircase where she had left, his mind clear, but his eyes were still full of injuries, and his eyes were similar to those of an abandoned puppy, glowing with a wet mist.

He scolded so much just now that he couldn't stop the car, and he knew the result in his heart, and finally scolded the last person who was willing to take care of him.

When did he become such a person, he needed to belittle others and slander others in a fake way, and rely on this to support his self-esteem, he clearly remembered that he was not.

It's not good, it's really bad.

He knew it himself, which is why he felt even more pathetic and pitiful.

Something trickled down the tip of his nose, drop by drop, across his cheeks and lips, and finally onto the sheets, forming small deep and shallow circles.

No one paid attention to him when he coughed so badly just now, and the door seemed to be quiet, and there was no sound.

With a sour nose, Chen Fengnian stared blankly at the place where Pei Long walked for a long time, and then buried his head in his knees, and finally couldn't help crying.

.........

It was the time of unbridled tears, but there was a pair of hands gently on the shoulders, and the skin on the back of the hands was delicate and fair.

Chen Fengnian raised his head, this time he was really stunned, he was unbelievable just now, he was still unbelievable at this moment, he didn't know why Pei Long was still here, she was still here.

Wang Peilong spread out the hot towel in his hand, applied it to his eyes, and then carefully wiped his face, the towel was hot, but the words were cold: "I'm a joke, but I don't necessarily like to be scolded indiscriminately by others, wait until you finish eating and getting an injection, I'll leave, and if you want to die or live in the future, I'll not come here." ”

Chen Fengnian was already dizzy by her cold and heat, and he felt as if something was warming up in his heart, and he was rejuvenated little by little.

But in the end, he hated her in his heart, and he couldn't help but harden his mouth: "Then what do you care about me now.......

"Then do you want me to care?"

Wang Peilong grabbed him a step, suddenly lowered his voice, and simply leaned over neatly, very close, as if his two big eyes wanted to see through him: "Do you still want me?" ”

Chen Fengnian was suddenly stopped by her, just staring at her, his mind was a mess.

"Say!" She didn't let him go, and asked loudly: "Do you want it or don't want it?!" ”

Chen Fengnian didn't respond for a long time, he was really frightened by her, and he vaguely knew in his heart that something was wrong, but Pei Long used words to provoke him and force him, no matter how bad he was, he was a man after all.

She was kind to him, and he felt hateful; When she didn't come, he felt that she was a disgrace.

But that's better than nothing.

lost her, and many possibilities were lost in the days to come, which was the most unbearable thing for him.

Others don't understand, but Pei Long is so smart that he can probably guess it.

He desperately needed her, needed this warmth.

He couldn't live without her more than anyone else.

It's really a stroke of genius, and it will beat him back to his original shape in a moment, it turns out that everything has not changed, he is just a little thinner and ugly, and he is still the good young master with a gentle temperament and soft ears in his bones.

- If it weren't for such a good temperament, if it wasn't for such a good man, then she wouldn't want him like this, and she would want him as much as she wanted.

Pei Long was right in front of him, he could touch it with his hand, and he really touched it, his left hand tentatively pressed her back, and the voice was also tentative, a suspicion of himself.

Knowing that he had stepped into a trap designed and woven by her, there was nothing he could do.

Chen Fengnian smiled bitterly, and this smile also showed the last tear he had accumulated these days.

The drop of water fell on the sheet, the same is not big or small, it seems to be some kind of metaphor in the dark, so that he was killed by the life circle, and he can't escape.

Putting his head into Peron's bosom, he surrendered completely, and resigned himself to his fate, saying:

"Yes."

Then without waiting for her to speak, he burst out of strength out of nowhere, hugged her tightly, repeated, and murmured: "No, don't go this time!" Don't go, don't go again......."

"Okay, okay, I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving......"

Wang Peilong was very good at playing tricks just now, but at this time, he couldn't believe it, he forgot to be happy, and actually confirmed with him stupidly: "So, did you say it just now?" ”

She pointed at herself, then at him: "You really ..... Want me? ”

Chen Fengnian looked straight at her: "Yes." ”

"Won't you regret it?"

"No, it won't."

"What if someone else comes looking for you in the future and wants you to go back?"

"No, it won't."

"And what if it's Mr. Liu?"

"Don't want him."

Chen Fengnian's heart was like a tree, and he closed his eyes in Pei Long's cross-examination, after many days, the dark fragrance on her body could still paralyze his nerves and make him intoxicated, he could in the past, and he could now.

So he went back and forth, without any superfluous embellishments, but said, "From now on, I only want you." ”