Chapter 121: Suddenly Monogatari

Chu quit and left, He Chenxu and the others wandered at sea for a few days, and Bai Haohao kept locking himself in his room and refused to come out.

She couldn't face reality, and she didn't want to talk to anyone. There she thought it was her experience in her previous life, she had no powers, all she could think about was to live.

She also thought about finding her parents, but the reality did not allow her to go, knowing that she was reborn later, she had a special ability, and she felt that she had the strength to find her parents.

But she knew that it was just a consciousness simulation, and now she knew from Chu Ci's mouth that her parents were no longer there, and the blow that followed was fatal.

She was tired, and after all this time, she felt tired like never before.

Yuxi looked at Bai Haohao, who was getting thinner, and was very anxious, but no matter how she persuaded her, Bai Haohao didn't say a word.

"Chenxu, you have to think of a way, you have not eaten or drunk all the time, it's been three days! What to do? ”

Yu Xi was slightly crying at this time, but what could He Chenxu do? Now she can only survive this on her own, and no one can help her.

"Good... We should be able to get through it, and we have to trust her. He Chenxu said with a wry smile.

Suddenly, he didn't say a word, and slowly walked into Bai Haohao's room.

At this time, Bai Haohao's eyes were blank and sloppy. The whole person is like a walking corpse, lying on the bed.

"Maybe... Now only I can understand your feelings. ”

Suddenly moved a stool and sat down, and said to himself.

"I get along with Brother Ling Yu, do you know why? Because I, too, am an orphan. ”

"I have no concept of my parents, no impression. I grew up in a welfare home since I was a child, and I have endured the warmth and coldness of the world. ”

"It wasn't until later that I met Mingyue. I've never liked someone that much, and before that, I didn't even know what love was. ”

"I've been living in dire straits for so many years. Being looked down upon and bullied. I don't have affection, friendship, love. ”

When the era of calamity came, I met the fat men and them. They gave me my first taste of friendship, especially the fat man, who was very nice to me.

At that time, I was thinking, this is what it feels like to have friends. My heart is warm and comfortable.

Later, I met Mingyue, who was still a bloodthirsty madman at that time, and I just thought she was different.

She's so beautiful, so beautiful that I feel suffocated. There really is love at first sight in this world, I like her, I love it.

From that time on, I knew that this feeling was called love. I miss her all the time, whether she is or not, as long as I think of her and think of her face, I will be very happy.

Finally, I met you guys. Mingyue recovered, but I became a bloodthirsty madman, and I was stupid to think about myself at that time.

Obviously, I could have looked for the next spiritual root, but I stupidly sacrificed myself to fulfill Mingyue. Do you know? At that time, I felt like I was really great.

Even so, you didn't give up on me. But he has been taking me and Mingyue to face all the difficulties and sufferings, fortunately, thank you Chu Ci, let the generals save me.

Your inseparability, as well as Sister Yuxi's care for me, let me know that this is family affection.

The person I have always respected the most is you, you are about the same age as me, but you are more mature and calm than me.

I know what you can hear from me. Having said all this, I don't know what I want to say or what I want to say.

When Mingyue died, I felt like my world had collapsed. I don't know the meaning of my life, the value of my existence.

I've become a zombie, and I'm probably going to survive for I don't know how long, maybe a thousand years, maybe 10,000 years. At that time, I wondered, should I endure this pain for endless years?

I wanted to give up on myself, so I said goodbye to you while you were asleep.

But after I left, I realized that I had long been one with you, and my heart was still there. Therefore I have been following you in secret, and I have protected you to the best of my ability.

Finally, in the capital, I witnessed the truth of everything. At that time, I felt that it must have hit you hard, and I was afraid that you would not be able to survive. But you still held on, I admire it, I really admire you.

No matter how many difficulties and disasters you go through, you are always the first to be able to pull yourself together. And this time, I still believe you can make it through.

I don't know where I got my confidence, but I just believe it.

After Mingyue's death, I always believed that I could save her, even though I knew there was little hope. How can I be willing if I don't give it a try?

And now, your parents are just missing, and even Chu Ci is not sure if they are still alive or dead, are you going to give up?

In today's world, nothing is impossible. Have we experienced less?

Speaking of this, Bai Haohao's eyes suddenly turned, and he regained a trace of expression.

"They... Is it possible to be alive? ”

Bai Haohao's hoarse voice came, sounding a little dead and a little weak.

Suddenly sighed and said, "I don't know, I'm not sure, but what I do know is that as long as there is a slight opportunity, I will not give up."

"You told me that in this era of calamity, we are all trying to live, and the living are the most painful."

A tear appeared in the corner of Bai Haohao's eyes, and he stared blankly at the ceiling above his head.

"Chu Ci said, you are the inheritor of the God of Space, and if you survive it, you can become a god. And we are your protectors! ”

"Fate is really incredible."

Bai Haohao didn't know what he meant by suddenly, and when Chu Ci told them, Bai Haohao fainted. The so-called gods, the protectors of the gods, she did not understand.

"The god of space?"

Suddenly, Bai Hao sat up suddenly. His eyes flickered and he looked at him suddenly.

"Yes, Chu Ci tells us that you are the inheritor of the God of Space. And I, Brother Chenxu, and Sister Yuxi are your protectors. ”

Suddenly, he quickly said what Chu Ci had said, and said it again for Bai. Bai Haohao's face gradually recovered.

"Maybe... Maybe after becoming a god, you can find your parents. ”

Bai Haohao's voice was a little choked, she was entangled now, her parents didn't know life and death, but Chu Ci didn't sense it, is there a good chance of survival?

But what he said suddenly makes sense, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, he can't give up. Even if his parents are really gone, when he becomes the true God, who can say whether he can resurrect his parents?

"Thank you."

Shiro licked his chapped lips and slowly got off the bed. Suddenly, he helped her to the hall.

"I'm sorry to make everyone worry about me again."