Chapter 48: Yuan Zhi remembered
It was already eleven o'clock when Yuan Nan returned to her place, and she had already rested early at this time in the past. When I arrived at the door, I found that Yuan Zhi had already made it to the door and began to wait for her.
Yuan Zhi seemed to be a little unhappy, and there was a sadness all over her body. The moment she saw Yuan Nan, her eyes began to moisten.
"Yuan Zhi, hurry up and get up, don't squat on the ground." Yuan Nan pulled up Yuan Zhi, who was squatting on the ground. When her hand grabbed her hand, it felt cold and cold. Maybe the weather has been getting cold recently, otherwise Yuan Zhi's hands are so cold.
"Nanzi, let me stay with you tonight, I've already said hello to my family."
When Yuan Nan heard her call herself Nanzi, she knew that she must have something on her mind, and when Yuan Zhi was generally in a bad mood, she always liked to call Yuan Nan Nanzi.
"Really~ that's great." Yuan Nan finally reacted that Yuan Zhi was going to sleep with her tonight. Excitedly, he immediately pulled Yuan Zhi into his room.
It was almost one o'clock in the morning, Yuan Nan had already fallen asleep, the sky outside had become dark, the street lights had been extinguished, the moon had slowly begun to shift, and the streets were silent, as if the world in front of him was only himself......
Yuan Zhi buried herself in the quilt, forcing herself not to think, not to think, the figure that often appeared in her dreams was not him.
An accident brought back some things from my grandmother's house for some hours of playing, as well as some photos of my childhood. The door of memory in her brain seemed to open a little crack, faintly, sporadically, intermittently, those memories flashed quickly, leaving indelible traces in her heart, she seemed to be able to connect these fragments, and it seemed to feel like a sweet dream that was scattered and scattered.
Suppose there is if.
She would pray, pray that Heaven would not be so cruel to him; Pray that Heaven will not appear before him this woe of her; Pray to Heaven that he will not love her; She will foresee that disaster will not happen, and she will protect those who are related to him in advance, so that he will not be hurt in the slightest.
But—
It's all happening, isn't it?
Even if she knew, what could she do, she would not come back, he would never see them again, she used to think how much she liked him and loved him, but her love brought him hurt again and again.
She has left him,
When she said she was leaving, she was so determined that she even felt that she was the worst person in the world at that time, and would say such things to a child who had just lost a loved one.
"Xiang Chenyu, you hear clearly, I'm not your friend, I approached you just so that I could fill my stomach at your house."
"I've never been your friend, your favorite grandma, not to mention how annoying it is, she's dead, she deserves it, who told her to let me come to accompany you often."
"You are a person who is extremely sick in your heart, who will be your friend, haha, there will be no one's ......"
She didn't know what the man's expression was at any time, she only knew that she had said a lot that day.
……
If she didn't go to her grandmother's house to pick up these things when she was a child, she wouldn't have found Xiang Chenyu's photos, she wouldn't have remembered those sad memories at that time, and she would have made her past few years blank. Without him, there are no people and things associated with him, and there is no heart-rending pain.
But the reason why life is called life is because all things in the world can experience the suffering of the world.
When you don't want something, it will come to you from time to time; When you want something, you can't get it.
Yuan Zhi unconsciously cried in the bed, I don't know what time it was, Yuan Zhi's head seemed to sting.
She gathered her body together.
She wanted to subconsciously dodge, she didn't want to think about what happened in the past.
No.
However, Heaven is fair, it is for her to bear, and she will have to face this day sooner or later. Memories exploded in his mind in an instant.