Chapter 30: The Sweet Deal

The movie is about to start filming in a blink of an eye, although Wang Yuan has memorized the lines by heart, and even corrected his pronunciation in English that he has been learning for a long time, and has also taken a lot of acting classes and physical fitness classes. But in the first scene of filming, he felt a lot of pressure, and it seemed that there was always something he couldn't let go, and every time he went back to rest after filming, he even had insomnia to the point of symptoms, and he couldn't sleep all night, and he had to finish his school thesis between filming. Although he is only a supporting role, he doesn't have many scenes, and he only needs to stay in the crew for a week, but within a few days of coming here, he began to miss the guitar and bed at home, oh, and Ye Tang's desserts.

When eating, people will always be unconsciously happy, and a feeling of happiness and satisfaction emerges from their hearts, thus dissipating the stress that can be seen everywhere. However, it was precisely because he was training his muscles and had strict control over his diet during this period that he couldn't find any way to excrete, so he could only type out strings of lyrics on the computer. He is also a person who is used to hiding his bitterness in his heart, he used to go to class with Frank every day and stay up late with Ye Tang, both of whom can find his mood changes, so he will confide in some pressure when they ask.

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Ye Tang also always had insomnia during this time, not because of his academic problems, but because of the uneasiness of breaking his habits. She knew that Wang Yuan had gone to filming, so every time she made desserts, she realized that he was not there, and she hadn't heard the guitar for a long time. Kerwin has a boyfriend, and he is even more nowhere to be seen. So she is the only one in this spacious space on the 18th floor.

Although Uncle Yun said that she was much more humane than before, only she knew that in fact, she still couldn't come and go in the crowd as freely as Kerwin, talking and laughing. The people around her have always been only them. When Kerwin doesn't come to her at school, she's still on her own, and it seems that she doesn't need someone to go to the library.

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Wang Yuan came back three weeks later, and when Ye Tang returned from work that day, he saw the light shining through the crack in his door. When she went to knock the next day, it was a long time before it was opened. She saw that Wang Yuan had lost weight again, and his thin hair had covered his face and eyes after being ignored for a long time, and he looked tired and pale.

He didn't speak, just motioned for her to enter the door, Ye Tang watched Wang Yuan's steps soften, and then fainted on the ground. Her brain froze, her eyes immediately turned red, and she immediately helped him up, but fortunately, Wang Yuan immediately regained consciousness, and slowly moved to the bed in her room with her. She went home and poured Wang Yuan a large cup of hot water, and immediately went to make him a big bowl of rice noodles after asking him if he had eaten breakfast yet. Looking at Wang Yuan's gradually rosy face, she breathed a sigh of relief.

"Sorry to scare you."

"Don't worry about nothing serious, I haven't slept well during this time, and my nerves are tense there, so I fainted."

Ye Tang took away the empty bowl he had eaten, and tucked the quilt for him.

"You can continue to sleep this weekend."

Ye Tang went back and got the book, and sat down cross-legged on the carpet next to the bed, just like when he was in the hospital.

"I can't sleep. I'm so sleepy though. ”

He looked at the ceiling with his eyes open, and Ye Tang looked at him. began to hum softly, she knew that his understatement must contain a lot of sad stories, but he didn't say it. The pressure that can make him faint must be very high, and the person who can make him look down on many things can't hold on.

"Actually, there are some things that I don't say

It's that we're not strong enough

Excuses are not the way

Make everything more forgettable

Always like a little kid

Stubborn enough to hold back tears.

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