They played until the early hours of the morning before they went home, Wang Yuan drank many cans of beer in one night, although he could not be called drunk, but his pace had begun to be messy. Along the way, Wang Yuan relied on Ye Tang to walk, and from the back, it looked like Ye Tang was being encircled in Wang Yuan's arms at first glance. Somehow, Wang Yuan suddenly thought in his heart: It turns out that Ye Tang has just come to my shoulder.

Finally returned home, Wang Yuan was pushed into the bathroom to take a shower, and when he came out, there was already soup on the table. In fact, most of the time I woke up after taking a bath and wine, and I didn't even feel sleepy when I drank this soup. He went to the next door and knocked on the door, so the two of them sat on the floor of the living room and turned off the light and chatted, only the sleepless lights of the city came in and formed some lines. They leaned side by side on the couch.

"Actually, I'm a good drinker. But I haven't drunk it for a long time now, and it's a bit psychological. ”

"Huh?"

"The man was crazy and liked to drink, and when he drank, he had to be accompanied by someone to drink. The woman didn't drink, she just poured a glass, so I would grab her glass and drink. Then the man habitually let me drink it for fun. One time when he was angry and forced me to drink, I was so drunk that I threw up, and he pinched my chin and poured it. For a moment, I felt like my breathing had stopped. Thankfully, the drinks we drank that night were the lowest degree beers. But I still threw up on the toilet all night, and I couldn't smell the alcohol for a long time. When he saw me smell it, he threw up, so he didn't force me to drink it. ”

Wang Yuan was silent for a while before asking:

"You've been through this, won't you resent the world?"

"I hated it before, but before my grandmother died, I told me to be kind, and kind people will always be rewarded, just like her, when she left, she was very peaceful, even if she went in the ICU, with a smile on the corner of her mouth. As I grew up, I felt ...... My mother was kind to me, but in front of that person, she couldn't resist. ”

After Ye Tang said this, both of them were silent for a long time, until Wang Yuan handed her a crystal candy, and then each of them ate the candy.

"Can you sing 'The Overflow' to me again?"

"Okay, then you can sing it to me too. Exchange. ”

Probably because of drinking, Wang Yuan's voice was lower and hoarse than usual, and he didn't go to get the guitar, but looked out the window and sang softly in the dark. As he sang and sang, he realized that his cheeks were a little wet, and he was in tears, and he didn't know why.

When Ye Tang sang, the grainy smoke voice was stunned to sing the song with a sad feeling,

"I didn't believe in empathy,

But now I look forward to the lucky landing in the world,

The wish is about to overflow. ”

…………

"Wang Yuan, you're actually not very happy. I've listened to all your own songs, whether the melody is cheerful or quiet, and I feel a kind of sadness and loneliness. ”

Ye Tang turned her head to look at Wang Yuan, she looked down on the expression on his face, and could only see his eyes.

"Well, optimism is sometimes an illusion. I'm happy most of the time, but I'm also good at sleeping. But my feelings doomed me to be easily infected and crying. I will always envy the ordinary life. ”。

Then there was a long silence, neither of them spoke, but they knew that the other was still awake, and they were both trying to understand their own suffering and life. That night, they fell asleep on the couch, and the next day, perhaps, it was different for them.