Chapter 62: Love is strong but sad
The headache made Yao Zhiyue sober, she frowned, held her forehead and opened her eyes faintly, and what caught her eyes was the ceiling of the snow-white ceiling.
Her gaze swept all the way around, and everything in front of her seemed familiar. Deng tensed up, only to realize that she was lying on a soft . On the soft and comfortable tatami mat bed, a light smell of laundry detergent permeated her nose.
Yao Zhiyue was excited, and got up from the bed with a grunt. She remembered that she seemed to be in a bar, and later met Yan Zheyu and had a few more drinks with him.
Yao Zhiyue's drunkenness completely dissipated, ignoring the pain of tearing her head, the fragments of her memory were instantly pieced together, if she guessed correctly, this should be Chen Yiming's bedroom.
Tuk Tuk ...... A steady knock on the door startled Yao Zhiyue, and when she heard Chen Yiming's deep and calm cough, she almost wondered if she had been instantly transferred here by aliens.
Yao Zhiyue hurriedly glanced at her clothes, the corners of the solid-colored long-sleeved shirt drooped out from the hip-wrapping skirt, and the folds on the clothes were obviously traces of sleeping pressure.
She secretly breathed a sigh of relief, quickly straightened her hair and clothes, took a deep breath and opened the door, and when she saw Chen Yiming's calm and handsome face that was difficult to see, she struggled to squeeze out a smile, and said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I, why am I here?" ”
Chen Yiming looked at Yao Zhiyue indifferently, taking in the subtle changes on her face, and suddenly had a hint of teasing thoughts, Yun responded lightly: "It was you who called me last night, and you wanted to come back with me." ”
Yao Zhiyue almost felt suffocated, her apricot eyes widened, and she looked at Chen Yiming in disbelief. Suddenly, his cheeks quickly turned crimson, and his expression was really ugly to laugh at than crying, and the corners of his mouth twitched hard, "No, won't it?" ”
Seeing Chen Yiming nodding solemnly, Yao Zhiyue couldn't help but gasp, and suddenly remembered the mistake she made that night after drinking, her hands and feet were cold, and she asked in a trembling voice: "I, did I do anything that shouldn't be done?" ”
"What shouldn't be done?" Chen Yiming's eyebrows furrowed slightly, making a thinking motion. Looking at the nervous look condensed on Yao Zhiyue's eyebrows, and the saliva that was not easy to imperceptibly swallow, he deliberately delayed for a moment before he continued: "Not really, I just sang a children's rhyme all the way." ”
remembered that on the way back from Yao Zhiyue last night, she suddenly sang a children's song and made up the lyrics by herself, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but overflow with a smile.
The corners of Yao Zhiyue's mouth twitched a few more times, and she couldn't wait to find a crack in the ground to get into, covering her face with her hands, very embarrassed, and explained embarrassedly: "I'm drunk." ”
"I know, very drunk." Chen Yiming responded in a good mood, paused, and said lightly: "Let's go down for breakfast." ”
Eat a ghost, Yao Zhiyue scolded in her heart, where was she still in the mood to eat in front of Chen Yiming's face that saw jokes, "No need, I'm not hungry." ”
Chen Yiming looked at her and was about to jump again, his heart was slightly angry, his cold and dark eyes sank, and he said coldly: "Do you want to see me so much?" ”
Yao Zhiyue looked at Chen Yiming's eyes in shock, her eyes dodged for a while, why did she avoid him, didn't she ask knowingly? She was also slightly angry, and her words were cold, "Mr. Chen and I have met in Pingshui, why do you say that?" ”
Chen Yiming's cold eyes had a hint of anger in them, and he asked bluntly: "At that party, why didn't you say that the person who witnessed your absence? Or is there some ulterior secret between you and him? ”
Yao Zhiyue looked at Chen Yiming in shock, but he was immediately relieved, with his ability, as long as he wanted to know, there was nothing that he couldn't investigate.
Just, what does he mean by that? Yao Zhiyue's humiliation tore her reason apart, and she sneered and mocked, "Do you think I have an ulterior secret with all men? ”
Chen Yiming's eyebrows had a faint apology, the anger on his face turned a little wilted, and he said heavily: "It's a pity that the man who slept with you was not Li Chenghao." ”
Yao Zhiyue's heart seemed to be stabbed by a dagger, beating bloody, and she was a little sad for a while. Who did he think of her?
"Chen Yiming, you're a bastard!"
Yao Zhiyue dropped this sentence and was about to take a detour, Chen Yiming's deliberately suppressed sadness overflowed with traces, his eyebrows were furrowed, he grabbed Yao Zhiyue's wrist, pressed her against the wall, and bullied her, his deep and sharp eyes couldn't hide the injured breath, "I'm a bastard?" ”
Yao Zhiyue felt the warm breath of Chen Yiming's breath on her face, and her heart thumped twice, as if even anger had become weak, and she gritted her teeth and said, "What do you want to do?" ”
"What's so good about him that deserves your affection for him?"
"Yes, even though he is not good in every way, I just like him, what's wrong?"
The force in Chen Yiming's hand increased, and he looked deeply into the depths of Yao Zhiyue's eyes, as if he was going to devour her whole person, "Very good." After a pause, it seemed that it took a lot of effort, and asked in a deep voice, "So, what happened that night is nothing?" ”
Yao Zhiyue tried her best to hold back her tears, why did she feel heartache when she saw him injured? The pain in her wrist pulled her back to reality from her thousands of thoughts, and she was already annoyed, "Heh, we're all adults, but it's just one night. Is it necessary to go online like this? ”
Chen Yiming's cold eyes trembled slightly, and the sadness on Jun's face quickly retracted. A charming smile wrapped in anger overflowed the corners of her mouth, and another warm and slender hand pinched her chin, with a hint of arrogance between her eyebrows, and said coldly: "Is it? That's not bad for this morning. ”
As soon as the words fell, before Yao Zhiyue could react, Chen Yiming's lips had already fallen violently, and his hands covered the past domineeringly.
Yao Zhiyue's nerves seemed to be teased by a light feather. Dial, there was a burst of crisp all over the body. There is a sense of numbness, and there is a desire to cater to it. At the last moment when her reason was submerged, she seemed to bite Chen Yiming's lip with the power of the wilderness, and there was a sweet taste in her mouth.
Yao Zhiyue suddenly pushed Chen Yiming away, tears rolling in her eyes, it turned out that he was the woman who treated her as a water-based poplar flower. She glared at Chen Yiming viciously, "You make me feel disgusting." ”
Chen Yiming's cold eyes were blood-red, and he only felt that Yao Zhiyue's words had turned into an invisible dagger, killing his heart. The sadness in his heart surged up like a tidal wave, but he could only suppress it with anger, "I don't think your body feels that way. ”
Yao Zhiyue didn't feel Chen Yiming's emotional changes, she only felt that how could this man say such ugly words so indifferently, no matter whether he was happy or angry, when he came out of his mouth, it turned ruthless.
The emotions she had tried to strain finally shattered with eggs, but she suddenly stood on tiptoe and kissed Chen Yiming's lips with a broken jar.
Chen Yiming's whole body was stunned in place like an electric shock, and the shock made him forget the desire of his body. Just when he couldn't control his desire to cater to it, a salty taste poured into his mouth, and he realized that it was Yao Zhiyue's tears, and tried to calm down, pushing Yao Zhiyue away hard, which was also pushing away his desire. Hope.
"I'm not hungry yet."
Yao Zhiyue only felt that her heart was stripped away, and she felt empty pain, "Are you too humiliated?" yes, I deserve to have a night with a man who shielded the murderer of his mother. Feeling. I feel sick even to myself. ”
Dropping this sentence, Yao Zhiyue used great strength to escape from Chen Yiming's bedroom, only to feel that a heart had long been shattered.
Chen Yiming's hands in his pockets were clenched into fists, and the green tendons on his temples were clearly visible because of his extreme forbearance. I don't know how long it took for him to be like a deflated ball, and he instantly withered, and then he felt a burst of pain in his palm.
He stretched out his hands, but saw that there were small crescent wounds on the palms, and blood was oozing from them, and the flesh was blurred, which was actually the shape of a fingernail that would be pierced.
Yao Zhiyue returned to Song Lingling's house, but fortunately, there was no one at home, she walked into the bathroom and let the cold water pour her from head to toe. The coolness of autumn and the stimulation of cold water made Yao Zhiyue's nerves tingle awake.
If she really just thought it was just one night. Love, why is it so sad? There is an insurmountable gap between each other, so they don't get along with each other, why does he always appear in front of her from time to time?
For two days on the weekend, Yao Zhiyue was like a soul that had been sucked away, and she couldn't come out at home. Song Lingling only regarded her as having to slow down at home due to the intensity of her work.
Time passed, and it was soon Monday. Yao Zhiyue cheered up, thinking that she would get her salary in a few days, and then she would be able to find a house to live in without bothering Song Lingling, and she finally had some motivation.
When she walked into the company, she obviously felt the gaze that everyone was projecting at her, and some people were even whispering, and when they saw her, they seemed to be pointed, and they froze in place for a moment, just with a look of ridicule.
Yao Zhiyue has been up and down in the workplace for several years, and this atmosphere is too familiar to her, especially when she has just encountered it in her previous company, and her heart can't help but beat violently.
Somehow, she suddenly remembered Chen Yiming again, that is, from the moment he appeared in her life, she encountered a lot of bad things one after another, but she always happened to turn the corner in the dark. I really don't know, is he her evil star or savior?
Yao Zhiyue sat in her place, but when she saw Xiaomeng sliding to her side in an office chair, she lowered her voice and asked gossipily: "Last Friday, weren't you with us, why didn't you see you later?" ”
"I met a friend and went over to have two drinks with him."
"Is that friend of yours someone who has a girlfriend?"
Yao Zhiyue looked at Xiaomeng suspiciously, hearing that she seemed to have something to say, her heart sank, and an ominous premonition came to her heart.