I feel that the whole world owes me, I feel that my life is so miserable, I told myself that I must take revenge in the future, I studied like crazy, I felt that those people who learned the skills were terrible would regret it, full of thorns, full of negative energy. ”

"But then I met Brother Haoting, and it was he who changed me into what I am now!"

Old Man Tang looked at the ruddy and energetic little girl in front of him, and he didn't think of her depressed appearance at all.

What Lu Haoting told him, of course, was a good thing to say, and he would definitely not say the foolish things that Gu Yunxi had done since he was a child.

Old Man Tang sighed, "It is said that many doctors are like half psychologists, can you see it?" ”

Without waiting for Gu Yunxi to answer, the old man turned his head to look out the window, his eyes were a little distant, and his voice was full of helplessness and grief, "I also know that I am in a very bad state now, but I just can't forget it, I can't get out of the past, my child!" Why is it so ......?"

Miserable!

The old man didn't say this word, as long as he thought of the past, his eyes were red, and he was full of tears.

Sometimes, I even have to cry several times a day, and my only son has lost the meaning of life, and he works like a machine every day.

He has no objection to serving in the army, but ......

Gu Yunxi sighed softly, she guessed that the health of the two old leaders of the Tang family was so poor, in addition to the sequelae left by their youth, there was also the most important point, which was psychological pain.

The once prosperous family has now become like this, and no one can stand it.

If there is no lively and optimistic person to drive it, if the only two people who are left have been immersed in the pain of the past and cannot get out, then ...... The two of them can only become more and more decadent.

This kind of decadence is not work, but emotional.

Just like Tang Weiguo, he can still face work in the best state, but he has never had a life and has become a machine.

"Grandpa, I heard Grandpa Lu say something about the Tang family, to be honest, I admire your children very much, and from the perspective of the younger generation, I think they are not miserable!"

"It's a pity, but really, their lives aren't miserable, right?"

"In his twenties, with the rank of major general, how glorious and glorious? I think they should love this profession from the bottom of their hearts, if they don't love it, how can they be so good? Although their lives are short, they are more wonderful than many people who live a long life. ”

"I think an excellent person would rather be wonderful for a short time than be decadent for life, so Grandpa Tang, even if they are a pity, they can also be said to be ...... It's a wasted life! ”

Old Man Tang's heart was shocked!

The army is the place he has dedicated his life to, and he has no regrets at all, the only thing he regrets is whether he shouldn't have brought all his children in?

If he hadn't let them join the army back then, the eldest and youngest daughter would not have died, and the second would not have become like this now.

He did not regret their sacrifice for the country, but he often blamed himself for causing their untimely death.

Gu Yunxi continued: "From the moment they put on that military uniform, everyone knows what it means, but they still work so hard and hard, they must love it, right?" ”

"As a young person, they did what they love the most, and as a junior, they didn't disgrace you and gave you a fight, no regrets, right?"

"Brother Haoting was born so high, his identity, he can enjoy life comfortably at home, and choose a safer career to spend his life, but ...... That military uniform is so magical, even if it is difficult and dangerous, he is still willing to wear it. ”

"It's something he loves, and I've never wanted to change it, even though every time he goes on a mission, I'm scared to death."

Old Man Tang's eyes were red, and he looked at Gu Yunxi and still didn't speak.

"Grandpa, you and Grandma Tang have three children, and now the eldest son and the younger daughter are filial to their mother, and the second son stays in the world to be filial to you, isn't it good? Maybe they're all waiting for you on the bridge! Waiting for you to live the rest of your life in peace, and then reunite as a family. ”

"Grandpa, have you ever thought that in the future, when you go to see your eldest son and youngest daughter a hundred years later, they will ask you with anticipation what has become of the land they gave their lives to maintain? Can you still answer that? ”

The old man's heart shook violently, and he looked at Gu Yunxi speechless for a while, and then he lowered his head, covered his face with his hands, and cried with a whimper.

Gu Yunxi looked at the old man crying like this, his heart was sour, but he knew that the old man needed to vent!

After a long time, the old man seemed to have finished venting, raised his head and looked at Gu Yunxi, "Little girl, you are really bold, those doctors in the past didn't dare to provoke me at all, for fear that as soon as I was sad, my heart would be gone!" ”

Listening to this, I don't know whether to laugh or be sad, but Gu Yunxi said: "They are not sure to take care of you, of course they don't dare to let you have mood swings, but I am different, I am completely sure, you will be fine!" ”

At least, it will be fine for two or three years.

Old Man Tang hadn't seen such confidence for a long time, so he smiled, "I vented, I feel much better, I didn't dare to cry in front of people before." ”

Gu Yunxi didn't talk too much about these problems to the old man, because she knew that these injuries could not be forgotten overnight, and she did not come to reminisce about the past with the old man.

"Old man, if there is still hope for the Tang family, are you willing to let go of those pains and open your heart again to live well?"

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