The longer wait is in front of the emergency room.

That night, the lights in the hospital corridor were faint and cold, I hugged my knees, sat in the corner, and I told myself over and over again, it's okay, Li Munan must be fine.

Cheng Siyu walked in with panic, this is the first time I have seen her face to the sky, she walked up to me and almost lifted me off the ground, she said, "Xu Qijun, how is Mu Nan?" Is he okay. ”

She looked at me with watery eyes, waiting for my affirmative answer, I looked at the emergency room, the lights were still on, I don't know how long it would be on, I shook my head.

Cheng Siyu changed her previous pure and elegant image, grabbed my shoulder like crazy, and almost wanted to sink her nails into the flesh on my shoulder, she said, "Xu Qijun, it's all because of you that Mu Nan will have an accident, if Mu Nan has three long and two short, I won't finish with you." ”

I didn't dare to look at her eyes, because Li Munan really entered the hospital because of me, if I have to say guilt, I don't just have it for Li Munan, but also for Cheng Siyu.

At one time, Cheng Siyu's tears scared me, I kept telling myself that Li Munan would be fine, but as soon as Cheng Siyu cried, I felt that Li Munan would leave me in this car accident and leave this world.

Time passed little by little in the solemn gasps of Cheng Siyu and me, I didn't dare to look her eyes directly, but she looked at me from time to time, and her eyes seemed to see me through.

Just when I thought it was getting dark, the door to the emergency room opened. The doctor walked out, Cheng Siyu rushed over, and she asked the doctor, "How is it?" I saw prayer and fear in her eyes. When the doctor sighed, my heart suddenly rose to my throat, and he said, "The patient is out of danger." "My heart fell, and I wanted to ask the doctor, what do you sigh when you are out of danger? The doctor took a breath and then said, "But he is not awake yet, and in the current situation, if the patient does not wake up within a week, he is likely to become a vegetative state." ”

Cheng Siyu lost her strength for a second, and the string that supported her until now finally broke, and after the doctor left, she walked to the corner and sat on the ground, she said, "Xu Qijun, it's all you, it's all your fault." It ended up muttering.

That night, I stood at the door of Li Munan's ward all night, and Cheng Siyu did not allow me to go in to see Li Munan from the moment I entered the ward, she said, "You are not qualified to see him, you better get away and not appear in front of him." ”

I didn't go in, and I followed Cheng Siyu's mind and my own heart. In fact, I was very afraid to see Li Munan lying on the hospital bed, but I was even more afraid that he would not wake up.

At dawn, Li Qianqian, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, walked in, she paused in front of me for a few seconds, didn't look at me, didn't speak, just closed the door firmly after entering.

All thoughts are lost, I know that in their eyes, my appearance will only bring misfortune to Li Munan, and in my eyes, I am not like this, my existence not only brings misfortune to Li Munan, but also to everyone around me.

Perhaps, I have to leave.

I left the hospital and wanted to leave from this familiar place.

However, I can't let go of Li Munan, I hope to see him wake up with my own eyes, so that I can leave with peace of mind.

I gave myself a deadline, and when Li Munan woke up, I left.

All my previous efforts were in vain, and that day at the company, my boss scolded me so much that I listened numbly, and when I got home, I wrote a resignation request. From then on, I cut off all contact with that job. After becoming a jobless vagrant, the place where I appeared every day was the hospital except for the shared house, but every time I went to the hospital, I was sneaky, seeing that a week was about to pass, Li Munan did not have the slightest intention of being sober, he was lying on the bed so quietly, like a dream, so relieved.

Cheng Siyu will stay by Li Munan's side every day, and her increasingly thin back reminds me every moment that she loves Li Munan, because a woman is willing to waste her time and give her unlimited energy for a man, which is enough to prove that she has feelings for him.

As for my appearance, at first, Cheng Siyu would be angry and kick me out, but later, she lost her temper and would even say a few words to me, no matter whether I answered or not. It's more like talking to yourself.

Time passed silently like this, and Li Munan slept quietly day after day in that time, never opening his eyes.

After about two weeks, I got a job again, and the day I went to the interview went well.

The success of the day was that I met an 'acquaintance'. At my engagement banquet with Sun Keyi, he was on Sun Keyi's invitation list.

And now, I just feel how lucky I am to have a job from the sky. I didn't know that the young man named Lu Sulfone treated me as a flag, specially prepared for Sun Keyi. So when he saw me, his eyes lit up and he said to the assistant next to him, it's her.

I became an assistant to the public relations manager of Lufeng Group, and my immediate boss was a beautiful and sexy woman.

Perhaps, because I have grown up, I no longer refuse to do what I don't want to do for the sake of profit. In other words, get used to it.

I still squeeze out my time to go to the hospital, Cheng Siyu seems to go less often than before, and more often I am talking to Li Munan.

The doctor said to talk to him more often, tell him more about what he is interested in, and perhaps, when he hears it, he will wake up. Actually, in the face of Li Munan, I don't know what kind of things to tell him. So I told him about my work and my life, but I didn't mention the past, and I didn't dare to talk about it, and I was afraid that he would hear it.

The second time I met Lu was at the company's anniversary, and he was as elegant and funny as ever. He responded to everyone who came to toast.

I looked up at him, and he looked at me with a look in his eyes that said, "Come here." ”

Because he was the boss, I had to listen to the order, I walked up to him and smiled politely, "Mr. Lu, what's the matter?" ”

He glanced at me, his eyes mocking or sarcastic, and said, "I'll stand next to me later." ”

I nodded, not knowing why, but still standing still. I lowered my head, and Lu Sulf's eyes looked at the door, and Sun Keyi's shadow was reflected in his pupils. He smiled and put his arm around my waist. I was startled by the sudden touch on my waist, and when I reacted, I had already followed Lu Sulfone to Sun Keyi.

Sun Keyi raised his eyes, glanced at me, and casually set his eyes on Lu Xuan. His eyes were faint, and the eyebrows and eyes full of juvenile atmosphere in his memory were heroic, sharp and indifferent, but his naturally red lips were smiling, and he looked harmless to humans and animals.

Lu Yan opened his mouth first, "Mr. Sun, I haven't seen you for a long time, it's rare that you are so busy and still take the time to come over to participate in my little anniversary." ”

Sun Keyi's tone was not as funny as Lu Sulfone's, and he was very stiff, he said, "Mr. Lu invited, how could I not come." ”

Lu Yan smiled heartily, patted Sun Keyi on the shoulder affectionately, and then introduced him to him, "This is my female companion tonight, I think, Mr. Sun should know him." ”

I looked at Lu Sulfone's hand pointing at me and smiled awkwardly, stifling a very ugly smile.

Sun Keyi seemed to only glance at me with his peripheral vision, he was unhurried, and said, "Yes." ”

Lu Yan restrained the smile on his face, and his gaze kept switching between me and Sun Keyi. was waiting for Sun Keyi's next words, but Sun Keyi only said two words and had no sound. And Sun Keyi never looked at me again. I wanted to walk away in amusement, but Lu Li didn't pull me any more, his fingers inadvertently let go of my waist, and there was no extra expression on his face.

For my deserted escape, Sun Keyi's eyes had a hint of ridicule, and that gaze was like a thorn in the most vulnerable place in my heart.

How I want to go back to the age of 17 and tell Sun Keyi at that time that when you grow up, you must not bully Xu Qijun, don't let her cry, and don't make her sad. But now, how am I going to tell Sun Keyi, how sad I am, how much I wish he could treat me like before.