Chapter 194: I Will Change
Nian Qian'an was not without fright.
Kong Zhen was full of gentleness and patience, and when he saw her dodging, he smiled, put down his hand and lit the table, and said softly: "It's not nonsense. Prepared carriages and simple outfits are parked at the back door. The market is only two streets away from here, that is, it is lively and chaotic, and then out of the city through the market, who will pay attention to the most ordinary green cloth carriage?
Nianjia found that you were missing at this juncture, and the best choice was to make a violent illness. With the emperor's favor for the princess's mansion and the queen mother's preference for Princess Anhe, the worst is just a snub and not endangering her life. I also have a ready-made excuse here. The Military Aircraft Department was ordered by the emperor to rectify military affairs, and at the beginning of next month, I will leave to inspect the various guard posts in Zhili.
I'll send you out of Beijing first and then come back. When I show my face and go through the motions, I will arrange someone to report the casualties for me and then go to you. When the time comes, we'll go all the way south. Aren't you the most fond of reading miscellaneous geographies? In the past, I didn't think much about going out of Beijing to play in the mountains and rivers. I'll take you there, and we'll settle down wherever you like. The road guide and household registration are also ready, why am I talking nonsense? ”
Nian Qian'an couldn't help but sigh secretly, no wonder.
No wonder it wasn't Kong Zhen who kidnapped her.
If you hire three sects and nine streams, it will be difficult to find Kong Zhen's head for a while and a half.
It's both a cover and a trick, so as to lay down the time difference and follow the plan to take her away.
However, that's not the point, the point is – why?
"You bothered to arrange these things, just to die with me and then go away?" Nian Qian'an sighed and was speechless, "Ignoring mundane things incognito, it sounds good to change it to someone else's words." But it's your turn and mine, why? Why? ”
"You are Wei Si, not a girl who reads six." Kong Zhen paused as he clicked on the tap on the table, curled up his fingers and clenched them into fists, "Because you should have married me, you shouldn't have married any six princes." ”
The still numb and trembling fist once again revealed his true emotions, in addition to not being dissatisfied, but also unwilling, and stubbornness that could not be mistaken.
Nian Qian'an could see and hear clearly, and there was thunder on the flat ground in his ears, and he was instantly scorched by thunder, "Wait a minute, please don't talk more and more blind!" What do you mean I should have married you? How did I not know that I should have married you? ”
"The teacher and my wife asked me privately if I would like to marry you if you could survive the battle." Kong Zhen said softly, I do, his fists clenched more and more, and his face was a little red, I don't know if it was because he was overexerting himself or couldn't help but be ashamed, "Wei San and their brothers all know it, and the eldest and second young grandmothers also know it." You really don't know, only you don't know. ”
And so it was.
Parents who truly love their children are probably inevitably selfish.
Even if "she" doesn't die of illness and can survive to adulthood, she is still a sick and delicate person who may be braided at any time.
Instead of marrying an outsider, it is better to marry an insider.
Marrying Kong Zhen is no different from staying in the Wei family.
Don't worry about whether it is good or bad in your in-law's family, let alone whether your in-law's family wants the power of the Wei family, whether she will be good to "her" because the Wei family is good, and if the Wei family is not good, it will be bad for "her".
Wei's father and Wei's mother were ancient natives, and they probably thought that their daughters could marry each other before they could be considered complete.
"It is the selfishness of being a parent, but also the desire." Nian Qian'an was no longer thunderous, and while silently moved, Zhengse persuaded: "It's just a verbal discussion, and it's not a serious family matter." You don't have to dwell on this, and you don't have to worry about the Wei family's kindness. What's more, things are people, once upon a time, and now is now, how can they be confused? ”
"Why not? I'm willing, and you're still you! Kong Zhen raised his voice in vain, his face seemed to be redder with excitement, "Kindness? I was never willing to marry you because of the Wei family's kindness to me! Where do you put the Wei family's kindness to you? How long did the princess's mansion raise you? Three years. It's only three years. The Wei family gave birth to you and raised you for fourteen years, more than fourteen years!
Don't you want to recognize your wife? I know you want to. Otherwise, I wouldn't have taken the risk of disguise back then and mixed into the eastern suburbs to make a scene. Over the years, can you only take the opportunity to enter the palace during the New Year's holidays and hide and look at your wife a few times? You can live like this. The opportunity to reunite with your wife is just around the corner, and you can have other options.
I really can't marry you openly, but we can fly away. When we choose a good place to settle down, I will find a way to take my wife over, and if you can accept Mrs. Huan's knees, we can live a quiet life. What about things and people? Who can guarantee that one day in the future, you will be able to reunite with everyone in the Wei family? ”
This temptation is not insignificant.
It's a pity that she never thought of recognizing the Wei family, the original incense soul has passed away, and she has her responsibilities and obligations.
And that's not the point, the point is - Kong Zhen is willing?
Nian Qian'an was once again scorched by Lei Cheng, and said in surprise: "I have my own experience of giving birth to grace and nurturing kindness." I have what I want to do, and if you want to convince me, you don't have to. ”
Bian dismissed it very sensibly, and the lightning flashed wildly, so that the heavenly spirit cover was transparent, "Are you willing?" So...... So when you asked to marry my eldest sister, you really didn't do it for the emperor, nor did you go against the Yasukuni Mansion. Do you think my eldest sister is like ...... 'Wei Si', so you want to cut off my eldest sister's family affairs before the Yasukuni Mansion? ”
"Of course I knew it wouldn't work. But if I don't give it a try, I'm not reconciled. Kong Zhen's red face flashed with a touch of annoyance, "Fortunately, I can't make it." The original lady Nian, and now Mrs. Shizi, are just different from you. It's me who is blind, and I actually use her as your replacement, she is not worthy. ”
Whether it is worthy of two words, only saying that the light of Gan Ransu shines inside and outside, no wonder Kong Zhen once paid attention to Gan Ran.
After all, she and Nian Ganran are crossing their hometowns, and their business methods are similar, and some of their styles of doing things can be said to be the same.
Who wants to act as a substitute for someone else?
Nian Ganran estimated that he was very reluctant.
Nian Qian'an didn't know whether to be happy for Nian, and the conclusion was clear, "...... Do you like 'Wei Si'? ”
Kong Zhenqing was gone, and his face was red, "...... I like 'you'. ”
Nian Qian'an was shocked and shocked, "...... But I don't like you. ”
Kong Zhen, who was directly and simply cut off from all possibilities and expectations: "......"
He couldn't lose his temper, his face gradually turned pale, and he almost chewed on every word, "Who do you like?" Xu Shizi? Liu Gongzi? Yuyang County Gong? ”
is worthy of being a Flying Fish Guard, and he knows it so well.
It's amazing to grasp the black history of "her" with one hand!
Nian Qian'an rolled his eyes decisively, "Why didn't you mention the Six Princes?" He is the one I want to marry, and of course I like him. ”
"Good one, of course. You once said that the royal wives and concubines are the most chaotic, and you also said that the third party must die. Kong Zhen sneered softly, his smile as pale as his face, "Have you forgotten all this?" Why do you like the Six Princes? With him taking a favorite concubine? Wei Si, you have not changed your friendship with the favorite concubine of the Da Li family, not only surprised me, but also made me look down on me. ”
"Sister Fei Xue's matter, I have my own measure." Nian Qian'an can't explain the hidden feelings, so he can only talk about things, "If you are willing, you look down on me, I won't go with you." I will marry the Sixth Imperial Princess, and I will continue to target the Wei family. ”
Kong Zhen didn't answer the Wei family's words, and closed his eyes slowly and forcefully, "What do you like because of the identity of the sixth princess?" ”
"Of course not." Nian Qian'an said bluntly, "Before I knew that Shu En was the sixth prince, I liked him. I like him, he is innocent and awkward, he looks good, has a good figure, can fight, can fly, loves a stinky face, and loves to blush, although he doesn't understand romance and does things a little stereotyped, but he is cute to death when teasing! ”
She had a deep expression of "I don't know what to do", and sighed with a sigh: "When I say this, I suddenly miss him!" ”
Kong Zhen has never seen this side, obviously painful, but he can't resist the depression that is stronger than the pain, and thousands of emotions are powerless to resist: who can he hate? Why is he not reconciled?
He was willing, worthless.
He opened his eyes suddenly, and finally just said, "Wei Si, when did you become so shameless?" ”
He couldn't help but be dumbfounded, and he couldn't help the affection and inertia of his childhood sweetheart.
If you are reluctant, you can't speak evil words and do evil deeds.
What is exported is nothing more than the weak words of pretentiousness.
Nian Qian'an didn't want to pretend to be peaceful, and said decisively, "I have always been ashamed, you don't know, Shuen knows best." It doesn't matter who I am, whether I'm sick, dead or alive, I won't like you, let alone marry you. You are in my heart, and Wei ...... The meaning is the same. ”
In addition to the decision, there are sighs.
It turns out that Kong Zhen really doesn't treat her as a demon at all, he just wants to marry her and take her away, he can only look at the essence regardless of the appearance, if he is not stupid and bold, then he can only love deeply.
In the past, was Kong Zhen too reserved, or was she too dull?
Nian Qian'an gave up in-depth research, and after three years, he had to split again, "Even if I am still 'Wei Si', I will not conform to my parents' wishes and marry someone I don't like." Whether this person is you or not. ”
"Wei Si, you really dare to do it, dare to think and dare to say." Kong Zhen slowly let go of the fist that clenched out the nail pit, lowered his head and laughed, "If you leave no room for affection like this, you are not afraid that I will really be cruel to you because of love and hatred...... Killer? ”
Nian Qian'an listened to his dull but weak laughter, and instantly looked indifferent, "No, you won't." ”
Kong Zhen raised his eyes to look at her, and the expression in his eyes was obscure, "Are you so sure that I won't?" ”
Nian Qian'an nodded decisively, "Just like you are sure that I am not poisoning you, if you believe me, I will also believe you." What the hell is love and hate? The premise of people playing sadomasochistic love is that they have to be happy with each other first, and you and I have no conditions to play. What's the fool's errand, can't you live a good life? ”
Kong Zhen choked for a while, and his expression was quite complicated: "...... You have a point. ”
He was speechless, and he was powerless to parry, just like when he faced her now, whether it was before or now, it was still difficult to erase the familiarity and tacit understanding between words and deeds.
In fact, he has already seen it in his heart, he said that he liked her, she was only stunned and surprised and did not waver, she did not care about her feelings, but she had no feelings for him, since she was ruthless, where was the room?
At the beginning, it was she who didn't dare to admit that "Wei Si".
And now, it is he who does not want to face this cruel reality.
Kong Zhen smiled to himself, staring at Nian Qian'an's eyes but with restraint, "However, the more open and unscrupulous you are, the more I like you." What do you say I should do? ”
Nian Qian'an said so, "What do you still like about me, say it out loud, I will definitely change." ”
Kong Zhen, who was choked again: "......"
He suddenly wanted to be angry with himself, who he liked was not good, why did he like such a hob meat that didn't eat oil and salt!
It's like a dog bites a hedgehog and can't get out of his mouth!
He said that he was very angry, crossed his hands and hugged his chest and sank his face, "You don't have to change it, it's me who should change your mind." Since you won't come with me, you can only stay. The way you said about imprisonment is also doable. ”
What is possible?
If Ken is angry, it means Ken is willing to discuss.
Although the bamboo horse is in the past tense, its style of acting remains the same.
Nian Qian'an automatically blocked the cruel words, and said soft words first, "Regardless of the rest, thank you for being willing to respect me, and stun me with a knife without meeting and drag me away directly." In fact, you know better than me that the so-called going away is easier said than done. I can't give up everything now, can you really give it up? ”
She knew that Kong Zhen couldn't give up either.