I must have water in my head to ask Zhuang Junfan such a question.

Only now do I realize that it is too late.

"Junfan, I ......"

He took my words and said: "Xiaoxian, some people don't know where to be, but no matter what happens, there is always a place in your heart for him to vacate, the more you deliberately want to forget, the more difficult it is to do, believe me, when I see you happy with others, I also tell myself countless times to forget to love you, because this is really too painful for me, that is, I want you to be happy, but the person who gives you happiness will never be me, that forever, so that I have lost all the ability to love others...... However, seeing you like this now, I don't think it matters what my heart is, I just hope you can forget those who don't belong to you and fall in love with someone else who is better, even if it's not my ......."

Zhuang Junfan's voice is very light and light, mixed with melancholy and sadness, like a love song that people will cry when they listen to it.

His emotions, like his songs, give them the most beautiful melodies and life, so bleak that people can't bear to listen to them.

My lips moved, and I wanted to say I'm sorry, but I felt like it was redundant.

It would be nice if this kind of emotional matter could be soothed with a word!

At this time, he was very distressed and blamed himself; "Sometimes, I want to be in your world, so that I can help you around you, but I can't ...... anything but singing."

I finally couldn't help my tears falling down, shook my head vigorously, and said in denial to him: "No, it's good for you to do this, you just need to sing to give me infinite strength, let me feel that there is still love and hope in this world, I won't continue to lose myself, every time I see you still as beautiful as at the beginning, I feel that all the struggles at this moment are worth it......"

He didn't know how much I wanted to go back to the simple life that once belonged to us, without Shu An, without that broken heart.

So even if I can't go back, protect it.

Only it is the truest and purest existence in this world!

Seeing my face wet with tears, he reached out and gently wiped it away for me.

I asked him stupidly, "You must keep singing so that I can hear your voice no matter where I am in the world?" ”

He nodded. "I'll keep singing, as long as you want to hear it, I'll keep singing!"

I wiped the tears from my face vigorously and squeezed out an ugly smile. "That's good!"

He looked at me distressedly, opened his mouth, and stopped talking.

I seemed to guess what he was going to say, but I was afraid to hear it, so I pretended not to see it, slowly got up from the couch, straightened my coat, and said, "Then I'm gone, and my mother should be worried again in a moment!" ”

He put down his guitar and stood up with me.

"Little Immortal...... You have to protect yourself......"

In his world, I don't know what terrible things I am facing, the only thing he can say is this instruction, I don't remember how many times he said it, today I want to promise him, but in the end it is silent!

I came out of the hospital gate alone, and it was snowing again!

Looking at the snowflakes falling in a chaotic manner, my face was also fascinated!

I reached out to catch it, and the snowflakes melted into water when they touched the temperature of my palms.

I swore in my heart that I would never make this snowflake, and if I did, I would make it a temperature that would melt the snowflake.

When I returned home, Liang's mother had already fallen asleep, and I saw a lot of dishes on the table, and the chopsticks had not been moved, and they had already cooled.

Usually Liang's mother cooks and waits for me to come home, but she has never done so much this time.

I took out my phone from my bag that I hadn't looked at for a day, and found that Liang's mother had made several calls to me and a few text messages.

Ruoyin, come back early today, Mom cooked your favorite dish.

Ruoyin, why don't you answer the phone?

Ruoyin, have you forgotten what day it is?

My brow furrowed, what day is it? Liang Ruoyin's birthday? Not really! Is that......

I hurriedly went to look through Liang Ruoyin's previous calendar, and it was written that today was Liang's mother's birthday!

I actually forgot about it, looking at the table full of meals carefully prepared by Liang's mother, I felt guilty in my heart, a mother's birthday, but all her daughter's favorite dishes!

However, her daughter did not return until after midnight......

I can imagine the process of Liang's mother cooking with great anticipation, waiting for her daughter to come back.

However, her daughter did not come back, she did not answer any phone calls to her daughter, and even the text messages were all lost!

How lost she was!

I sat down on the table with a sloppy face, and I still couldn't do anything after all!

Ruoyin, if she has a spirit in the sky, she must be very resentful of me when she sees me treating her mother like this, right?

I picked up the chopsticks on the table, took a piece of cold and hard pork ribs from a plate and put it in my mouth, chewed it carefully, swallowed it, and immediately captured the cold in my stomach.

But I don't feel cold, this is mother's love, right? One of the greatest feelings in the world......

With a "quack", the door to the room behind me opened!

"Ruoyin, are you back?" Liang's mother's gentle voice came, and I immediately looked back.

At this moment, Liang's mother was not wearing pajamas, but a new coat.

It can be seen that in order to celebrate this birthday, she specially painted a light makeup for herself today, but because it was too long, the makeup took a little time!

She must have been waiting for her daughter to come back in the room just now, and when she heard movement outside, she came out immediately!

Seeing me using chopsticks to eat cold dishes, she blamed and said: "Call me when you're hungry, I'll give you hot food, your workload is so big, how can your stomach stand it if you eat cold again?" ”

With that, she went into the kitchen with a few dishes on the table!

I waited for her to get it ready, and although I wasn't hungry, I ate most of the food on my plate.

She smiled contentedly when she saw that I had such a good appetite.

I looked up and carefully looked at Liang's mother's face, even if the years were baptized, she was still a beauty.

"Mom, shall we take a picture together?"

She stood up and readily agreed, "Okay! ”

Then I used my mobile phone to take a photo with Liang's mother in selfie mode, and then passed the photo to her, and then I silently looked at Liang's mother happily looking at the photo on her phone and smirking. "Ouch, my girl is so beautiful!"

"If you miss me in the future, take out this picture and look at it......" I said in a somewhat unconfident voice.

Liang's mother looked at her in surprise. "I can see you every day, why do you look at your photos?"

I didn't answer her question, I had my own plans, and in order to lead the next words, I specifically asked, "Mom---- after so many years, do you still complain about Dad?" And you haven't remarried anyone else, is it because you can't let go of your father so you can't accept someone else? ”

Liang Ruoyin's parents divorced many years ago, because Liang's father fell in love with another woman, and after divorcing Liang's mother, he took Liang Ruoyin to the United Kingdom to be with other women.

Mother Liang must have been very unwilling and resentful back then, right? If it were me, how could I be willing to let Father Liang go? But Liang's mother did this, she stayed in the country alone, she was still very young at the time, and she was beautiful, how could no one pursue it, so it must be that her heart can no longer fit other people!

Liang's mother heard her daughter ask herself like this, she had precipitated her emotions for many years, slowly floated up, and said with an open-minded expression: "Mom has met many people in her life, and naturally there are many people who have walked into my heart, but the person who remembers the most is always the man who hurts me the most---- when your father was determined to leave, I naturally resented him, but then I thought about it, and I couldn't complain about him, when I knew him, I knew that he was such a person, and it was I who chose a pair of shoes that would sting my toes, How could I blame those shoes? ”

Liang Ruoyin's father was a pianist, and the artist was affectionate and fraternal, and I can imagine their grievances back then.

But I don't agree with Liang's mother's words, her magnanimity will only make others think that she is easy to bully, otherwise, Liang's father will not be as excessive as he was at the beginning!

Of course, I didn't say this, 10,000 people, there are 10,000 ways to live, some people are narrow-minded, some people are generous, I don't have the ability to change others, it is not easy to be able not to be changed by others.

I said, "Mom, if Dad tells you to go to England now, will you go?" ”

Mother Liang was stunned for a moment when she heard my sudden words.

I didn't wait for her to speak, I went into the room and came out with an envelope. "It's all you need to go to the UK the day after tomorrow, and when you arrive, your dad will pick you up at the airport!"

A long time ago, I was in contact with Liang Ruoyin's father in the UK, and naturally I got these procedures for Liang's mother through some shady means.

Although Liang's father was absolutely decisive about what he did back then, after so many years, he also owed Liang's mother, so I told a lie, saying that Liang's mother was terminally ill and needed to go to the UK for treatment.

"Ruoyin, what are you going to do here?" Liang's mother stood up at this time, not understanding why her daughter suddenly helped her make this decision.

"Mom, don't you ask so much? I'll tell you when I get a chance when you get there! I didn't dare to look into the other person's eyes and lowered my face.

Now that Liang Ruoyin's identity is known, more people should soon know, so I must let Liang's mother leave immediately.

At this time, Liang's mother stared at the envelope on the table, was stunned for a long time, and finally took it gently.

"Although I don't know why you suddenly arranged it like this, but looking at your busy recent period, I guess you must have encountered some difficulties......" At the end, Liang Mu's voice was a little choked. I thought that as long as I saw my daughter in front of me every day, I could not think about the fact that she was gone, but when I saw that you had arranged this for me, I knew that it was useless to make a fool of myself! ”