Chapter 58: It's all over again
"Well, I've decided to sell the house, okay."
Yao Zhiyue hung up the phone, moved the last box of things to the bedroom where the things were placed, and looked at the empty room except for household appliances, tears instantly welled up in her eyes.
She raised her hand to gently wipe away the tears, from now on, she has no relatives in this world, the world is so big, she is just a rootless weed.
"It's good, at least I don't have to worry about it in the future, and I live for myself wholeheartedly." Yao Zhiyue muttered to herself sadly, and suddenly became extremely sad. As if fleeing, she locked the door and pulled up her suitcase to leave.
Because someone in the house died of illness, the agent said that it would not be sold so quickly, so she had to find a job to support herself and pay off the debts she owed during this time.
At present, the employment situation is not objective, and she has no other means of making a living but to work. Her junior persuaded her to quit her old profession, and she had accumulated a few years of work experience.
As for where to go, she decided to go back to Xincheng after thinking about it. First of all, there is no such market in her hometown of Ancheng, and Xincheng is the city where she has been working hard since graduation, and she is familiar with it and has feelings for it, not to mention that her friend Song Lingling is there.
Yao Zhiyue sat on the train, looking at the scenery flashing outside the window, and suddenly lost confidence in her heart. There were so many faces in Xincheng that she didn't want to see, especially those two people.
Thinking of that warm face, Yao Zhiyue's heart seemed to have been plucked, and only a piece of blood remained. It's like accumulating a lot of sun and moon essences, just to burst out when he looks back, but at the last moment, they became broken flowers and willows.
What Yao Zhiyue wants to do most now is to wish that she already had five thousand in her hand, and then return it to Li Chenghao happily. She doesn't know if she's angry or upset? Obviously, they don't have anything to do with each other anymore, why is she still trapped in such self-pity.
Chen Yiming's moody and handsome face suddenly appeared in her mind, as well as his sturdy and muscular figure, his cheeks and ears were suddenly hot, she closed her eyes tightly, and her heart thumped a few times.
"Crazy? What the hell are you thinking? ”
Yao Zhiyue muttered to herself, opened her eyes and looked out the window, but the image of Chen Yiming that night lingered in front of her eyes. Yao Zhiyue was so angry that she simply closed her eyes and pretended to sleep.
These days, she can't sleep almost every night, thinks about a lot of things, and gradually realizes that she really hates Chen Yiming? She didn't know this question, but she saw the demons in her heart.
Over the years, she has always tried to do everything well, forcing herself to take a path close to excellence, meeting standards and the like. Whenever he makes a small mistake, he will be a soldier, feel that the situation is serious, and even doubt the whole life.
She lived a very hard life, unhappy and unhappy. It wasn't until recently that she realized that she had been living in the plot of her childhood. Try to do everything well and prove to your mother that she is not a burden to the family.
For more than twenty years, everything she did was to ask her mother for attention, to live for her one affirmation. Yao Zhiyue's eyes welled up with tears, and the desolation in her heart spread.
Including throwing down his self-esteem and kneeling in front of Chen Yiming, begging him to let Kang Rou be punished by the law, isn't it also to get her affirmation?
When she finally got Yao Zhen's affirmation, even if it was just a false affirmation in exchange for a lie, she didn't feel that the hole in her heart had been filled, but instead poured into uncontrollable despair.
She thought she had deceived her mother, so she was terrified and desperate. It wasn't until that night and Chen Yiming's solitary calmness that she suddenly realized that her despair came from the lack of self. In a sense, she was free, but her spirit was still imprisoned in the abyss.
It wasn't until later that Yao Zhiyue knew that he was her savior.
When the train arrived at the station, Yao Zhiyue dragged her suitcase out of the exit, and saw Song Lingling who was smiling and waving to her. Behind her stood Zhong Lei, always paying attention to the crowd not to squeeze into the wife.
Yao Zhiyue's heart poured into a warm current, she walked quickly to Song Lingling's side, gave her an intimate hug, smiled gratefully at Zhong Lei, and said, "I've caused you trouble." ”
Song Lingling gently pinched Yao Zhiyue's cheek, pouted and said, "I haven't seen each other for more than two months, so you want to learn from others and me?" ”
didn't wait for Yao Zhiyue to speak, only to hear Song Lingling suddenly make a fuss and say: "God, you don't have a few taels of meat on your face, go back and ask my mother to make up for you quickly." ”
About half an hour later, the car stopped at the door of Song Lingling's house, Zhong Lei took the suitcase out of the trunk for Yao Zhiyue, and left after talking to Song Lingling.
Yao Zhiyue looked at Song Lingling with a happy and sweet smile on her face, and felt very relieved. How good, the girl who is held in the palm of her hand, the warmth radiates from the inside out.
Watching Zhong Lei's car go away, Song Lingling took Yao Zhiyue's arm and said with a smile: "My parents went back to the countryside to see my grandparents, and it may take two or three days to come back." ”
Yao Zhiyue nodded and said apologetically: "Lingling, I'm really sorry, your engagement banquet didn't catch up, and I didn't make any effort for you, but ......"
"Oops, don't talk this nonsense. Everything at home has been taken care of, right? ”
Yao Zhiyue showed a grateful smile, with a hint of sadness on her eyebrows, and nodded in response: "The house has been listed on the Internet, and I will start submitting resumes tomorrow." ”
Song Lingling looked at the skinny Yao Zhiyue, a look of pity appeared in her eyes, and she said softly: "In the future, my family will be your mother's family, and we are all your family." ”
Yao Zhiyue hugged Song Lingling's shoulders, greedy for the warmth on her body. It took a while before letting go of Song Lingling.
"Let's order takeout tonight, you go back to your room to rest first, I'll call you when the takeout arrives."
Yao Zhiyue returned to her room, lay down on the bed all of a sudden, and fell asleep physically and mentally exhausted. I slept until dawn, and I don't know how long it had been since she had slept so peacefully.
She got up and went downstairs, and Song Lingling left a note, telling her that the porridge and vegetables were in the thermos box, and if it was cold, it would be hot.
After breakfast, Yao Zhiyue began to submit her resume. Her first target is the Marriage Defense Studio, and the Marriage Defense Studio is quite well-known in the junior persuasion industry. Although she has three or four years of work experience and a good performance, she still has no bottom in her heart.
She originally wanted to return to the Defense Intelligence Shield Bureau, but when she thought of how strong Ding Yun's heart was every day before, she would stand up to the company's purpose. Therefore, Yao Zhiyue submitted resumes to several other studios.
After a day of tossing, Yao Zhiyue began to enter the stage of worrying waiting before leaving the laptop. To her surprise, there was a call to her for an interview the next day, although it was a small company with a small reputation, but it also burned her fighting spirit.
Because the salary could not be negotiated, it was seriously inconsistent with her expectations, so Yao Zhiyue gave up joining this small company. However, for several days, she never received a single interview call on her phone.
It wasn't until she couldn't wait and gave up hope and wanted to try cross-industry that she received a call from the Marriage Defense Studio.
"Okay, I'll definitely come to your company on time for the interview tomorrow. Well, goodbye! ”
Yao Zhiyue hung up the phone, rushed out of the room, hugged Song Lingling, who was sitting on the floor of the living room preparing for class, and said happily: "Lingling, do you know who called me just now?" ”
Song Lingling was also infected by Yao Zhiyue's joy, and asked excitedly, "Who?" Wait, let me guess if it's the interview call, and it's the company you really like. ”
"Yes! I didn't have much hope. Anyway, I'll have to go in and get ready. ”
The next day, Yao Zhiyue got up early in the morning, and after everything was ready, she took a taxi to the marriage defense studio. Looking at the waiting area of the corridor with a lot of interviewers, Yao Zhiyue's heart suddenly rose to her throat.
I don't know how long I waited, but she finally called Yao Zhiyue's number, and after she took a deep breath, she walked into the interview room with a decent smile on her face.
After all, he used to be a person who sat in the position of supervisor, and he has been immersed in this industry for many years, and he still has the confidence to be calm. And because she is from the bottom, she still knows the operation mode of the industry, so she left a very good impression on the interviewer.
Just when she secretly breathed a sigh of relief and a glimmer of hope quietly bloomed in her eyes, she saw that the interviewer who was sitting in the middle but had not spoken for a long time suddenly asked: "Do you think that the psychological analysis of customers is the most important thing, and this often takes a lot of time and energy, but the result is the loss of customers, isn't this contrary to the company's goal of running and even surviving by making profits?" ”
Yao Zhiyue's clear eyes looked at the unsmiling interviewer, if the questions of the other interviewers present involved management models and feelings, but this interviewer hit the nail on the head.
Yes, even behind charity is a hidden business force, not to mention a commercial company that clearly aims to make a profit.
"Allow me to answer your questions in my humble opinion." Yao Zhiyue quickly organized her language and replied confidently and skillfully: "There is an old saying that people with an unhappy childhood have to spend their lives to heal the wounds left by their childhood, and each of us has childhood trauma to a greater or lesser extent, so that we will be accustomed to following that trauma and making habitual actions in work or life." Especially when it comes to marriage, whether it is the breakdown of the relationship with the partner, or the decisions made after the breakdown, it is related to the trauma of the heart. And we can only really solve the problem if we solve the root problem of the customer. ”
Yao Zhiyue's gaze calmly swept over all the interviewers present, and finally landed on the interviewer in the middle, and continued in a straight voice: "As you said, if the client's inner wound is healed or healed, maybe the client will stop cooperating. Therefore, this is also a business opportunity for us, why don't we create a place for psychotherapy? I believe that the initial investment in this piece will not become a sinking obsolete. And if the client insists on entrusting a forensic investigation, it is also the original intention of our company. ”
After a long silence, Yao Zhiyue's heart instantly felt a little empty, and her previous self-confidence and practice gradually disappeared. At this moment, the interviewer sitting in the middle slowly stood up, "Welcome to join." ”
It wasn't until later that Yao Zhiyue knew that it was someone who pushed her behind her back so that she could smoothly become a new member of the Marriage Defense War Studio.