Chapter 140: Deserved
When there is silence in private, Wang Peilong will also take out her past with Wan Xianshan and think about it.
Upside down, tossing and turning, even if there is no outsider stepping in, the two of them seem to be good for a while, the good is his good, the bad is her bad, she is the one who has nothing to look for, and she is the one who breaks it at every turn, Wan Xianshan actually did a good job at that time, no matter how busy she is, she will take time to come and see her, she can't use her brain, the second is too lazy, it is best to rely on someone, and it is best for others to arrange everything for her and make plans for her.
Good times, he remembers, they had good times.
When Wang Peilong thought about it, his heart calmed down a lot.
She looked sideways, Wan Xianshan was still sleeping on the side, sleeping quite soundly, as if she was not afraid that she was going to do something to him - maybe she didn't pay attention to it at all, no matter how big her ability was, she couldn't be bigger than him.
"Actually....... At that time, I also hated not being sensible, I believed when I saw people, and I believed anything bad when I heard it, and I guess I began to feel uneasy at that time, knowing that you are not very easy to manage, I can't control you. ”
She didn't care whether Wan Xianshan was really asleep or not, she said wherever she thought of it: "So then I panicked, I saw that there were always so many people around you, I was afraid, I was afraid that you would slowly forget me as a person, anyway, I was originally picked up by you, you raised me and cultivated me, this is not your original obligation - you just think it's fun." ”
Seeing that Wan Xianshan was still sleeping, and his breathing had not changed, Wang Peilong was not surprised, she had spoken very quietly, although she still hoped that he could hear it, but it was nothing if she couldn't hear it, and it didn't hurt to remember what happened a long time ago.
"What kind of thing is Saiyulou, pretending to be stupid, and daring to come over next to Lin Zhiyun, I thought at first how could you fall in love with someone like her, and have the face to tell me this kind of thing, but now that I think about it, I had a bad temper at that time, and I didn't like you everywhere, you are not stupid, you must prefer the obedient one."
"Then you got angry, didn't want me anymore, and got me to a little house in the middle of nowhere...... Well, it's pretty much the same as the place we're staying in now, it's pretty broken. ”
She said: "I'm so angry that I want to die, I think don't tell me to go out from here, I'll clean you up one by one when I go out, and I'll clean up which one I fail me first, I even thought at the time, don't the older generation say that the mother is more expensive than the son, and one step to the sky, then wait, wait for me to raise my spirit, and then it's not too late to rectify you, if the surname Wan knows that I am going to give birth to him, can't he hold me to the sky?" ”
Speaking of this, Wang Peilong held his breath and took out a lot of strength to stab him with his elbow: "Come on, don't pretend, I still have something to ask you, for the sake of me being pressed by you for half my life in the past two days, open my eyelids." ”
She was just a fraud, Wan Xianshan really fell for it, and raised his eyelids to look at her: "I thought you needed a venue to play, so I didn't bother...... Say, why don't you say it, don't you just want me to hear it, it's not good to deliberately stop here now to hang people's appetites. ”
It really made him see it.
Wang Peilong nodded: "Okay, then I'll ask directly, did you ask Xiao Cui'er to send things over that time?" ”
Wan Xianshan could still understand the first few paragraphs, but now she asked a little confused, and mocked: "Once upon a time, did you have nothing else to say except to turn over old accounts?" In the past, I gave you as much as I wanted, and you could tell me which one you were referring to. ”
“...... Wan Xianshan, are you deaf, or what I just said was too light, and you didn't hear it? ”
Wang Peilong stared at him and said in a low voice: "When I was driven away by you, I didn't leave alone. ”
Her gaze slowly turned back to her stomach.
"And it."
She said.
What the words mean, it is self-evident.
Wan Xianshan looked over with her, and gradually lost his mind, his face was originally mocking, but now he was a little more confused - he should have heard it, but he couldn't believe it, it was better to hear it, and he could continue to whitewash the peace.
"It's me who is stupid, I thought you were worried about me, and specially called someone to pick me up, Xiao Cui'er said that she was not in a hurry, and asked me to get in the car with her after lunch, I was bent on coming back, I wanted to come back to see you, and the result was ........"
The pain has accumulated in the bottom of the eyes, and it is all in the past, but the past things, why do they still hurt so much when I think about it.
Wang Peilong took a deep breath and deliberately avoided the eyes handed by Wan Xianshan, and the words that had been hidden in his heart were finally said at this moment: "As a result, you also saw it, that time I almost took me on the hook, and my body also fell into a problem, and I probably can't cure it in this life......."
She said, her face was very calm, it was a puddle of stagnant water that could not be disturbed, but her voice was a little trembling: "So when I saw Chen Fengnian later, I knew that my opportunity had come, this man was soft-hearted and easy to deceive, so I coaxed him, lied to him, and told him how much I liked him, but to put it bluntly, he was a back road I found for myself, I knew what the man was thinking, I thought that if I held him in my hand, he would listen to me, anyway, his family was killed by you, that's not right, Originally, I thought that it would be heaven to be able to be an aunt and wife for Feng Nian, but then I was really thinking, wondering if I could marry him, I could also have a family, and I could start from scratch, so that I wouldn't make my previous mistakes again......."
"That's enough." Rape Chinese
She was still talking, Wan Xianshan finally couldn't bear it anymore, and opened his mouth: "Don't say it again." ”
Wang Peilong then closed his mouth.
Wan Xianshan sat up, probably because he didn't expect that the two of them would be chasing me all the time, and they would be able to catch up with today's scene.
If the two of them have said everything, are they going to cut it off from now on, and everything will return to the original point?
"What are you talking about..... I really don't know. ”
Wan Xianshan pondered his tone, but he still had to ask her: "Why didn't you tell me earlier......" He stared at Pei Long's lower abdomen, and an indescribable taste came to his heart, she said it in detail, so that he couldn't believe it, and even made up a child in his brain, which was their child.
When Wang Peilong heard his words, he became funny: "I said my boss Wan, have you forgotten what you were doing at the time, you just got rid of a burden, and you can't tell the difference between southeast and northwest when you are happy, I can't even find you, who do I say to listen?" ”
Wan Xianshan was not angry when he was ridiculed, let alone strangled her, but insisted on asking the details: "What about after that?" How did you get out? ”
Wang Peilong didn't want to talk about this, but she was angry in her heart, and she was even more vindictive, so she said: "I asked someone to help me, I seduced him, and asked him to help me run out." ”
She smiled happily: "You finally did the right thing at that time, and that was to give me to him, that person..... He really likes me, as soon as he heard that I was willing to be with him, he didn't care about anything, I said that if I wanted money, I would give me money, and I would give whatever I wanted, do you think I am very good? ”
Wan Xianshan knew about it, and laughed angrily: "Yes, it's very powerful." ”
"It's not all, you don't know, I don't like him at all, I think he's disgusting."
Wang Peilong said: "So I cheated him out of his money, and I knocked him unconscious and threw him in a broken house, but my brother's strength is very strong, I can't beat him, he came to chase me not long after he fainted, I have no choice but to do something to him........."
Wan Xianshan nodded, quite aware of what happened later: "No wonder, Ah Da was really hurt by you, no wonder he has been yin and yang in the past few years, you don't say it, probably no one knows about it, they all think that the wound on his face was cut by someone......"
He finally stretched out his hand and covered her lower abdomen, originally it was just a suspicion, there was still a little hope, but now the truth is revealed, Pei Long can see it, he can't see it, the source is him, all the reasons are because of him, whether it is someone else who crosses his feet or not, Pei Long has become what he is now, he is responsible.
Pei Long has been sleeping these days, her sleep is soft, her lower abdomen is also warm, and from the appearance, she is still ruddy and healthy.
Wan Xianshan thought for a while and asked her, "Do I still have a chance to make amends?" ”
Wang Peilong was stunned for a moment, and then thought about it seriously: "Probably not." ”
As she spoke, she moved her hands again, and these two hands were plain white and silky, and they looked like they lacked strength.
"You've done too many wrong things, and now you've added this one."
Wang Peilong said: "Unless you die now, I am afraid that this account will not be clean in this life." ”
This is also a big concession in her life, and the biggest mistake, because Wan Xianshan is too much to love her, she loves this man, she calls this big man uncle on her face, but in her heart she treats him as her own man, and she needs him to love her.
So she was alone in her brain, choked by such blind love, she loved Wan Xianshan too much, and her love was like a landslide, and finally she loved her children and her few youths to death.
Wan Xianshan got the answer, but he was not surprised, and even felt that it was reasonable, so he smiled and said, "Okay, then I'll think of another way." ”
“...... So, you know, why did I hate you so much before...... Of course, it's not much better now, and what I do and say is justified. Wang Peilong breathed a long sigh of relief, and at the same time affirmed herself: "But I think there are more reasons for this, in the final analysis...... Or do I deserve it. ”
It was she who was blind and loved the wrong person.
She deserves it.