Chapter 112: He still doesn't let go of people who don't belong to him in his heart

Yao Zhiyue pushed her son to take a walk in the garden of the community, and suddenly a call came from behind her, "Zhiyue." ”

She turned around and saw Ji Yu walking over with a smile on his face after confirming that it was her. She was very surprised, and took a closer look at the other party, I don't know if it was because he changed his hairstyle or changed his dressing style, in short, he was a little more mature than two years ago, and Zhou exuded charm up and down, attracting the appreciative eyes of the women around him.

"Mr. Ji, why are you here?"

"My sister lives here, and she left the key at my parents' house, and I brought it to her." Ji Yu's gaze fell on the child in the trolley, and his tone was full of magic, "This is your son?" ”

Yao Zhiyue looked at her son with a loving face, "Yes." Yunyun, say hello Uncle Ji. ”

Probably because Ji Yu had a child, Yunyun was not afraid of life when she saw him, but grinned and reached out to grab the corner of his clothes.

Ji Yu squatted down, gently scraped Yunyun's little nose, and said softly: "Little handsome guy, how old are you?" ”

Yao Zhiyue was a little surprised when she saw that her son liked Ji Yu very much, and responded for her son with a smile: "Tell my uncle that we are almost one and a half years old." ”

Ji Yu teased Yunyun and said to Yao Zhiyue: "I really didn't expect that in two years, you would have become a mother." Still, you're as good-looking as ever. ”

Yao Zhiyue smiled embarrassedly, but she was still happy when she heard the praise of others, and laughed at herself: "Although it is a comforting word, it is also useful to listen to it." ”

Ji Yu looked at Yao Zhiyue with a serious and sincere expression, "No, what I said is the truth. ”

Yao Zhiyue was stunned for a moment, then became embarrassed and changed the topic, "How have you been abroad in the past two years?" ”

"As always, if it weren't for the company's needs, I would be more happy to be in China."

"You are still the same, everyone has squeezed their heads into the matter of promotion and salary increase, but you don't fight or grab."

Before the words fell, a cough suddenly sounded, breaking the peaceful atmosphere, "Don't just chat, it's time to add clothes to the child, what should I do if I catch a cold?" ”

Yao Zhiyue saw that it was Chen Songling, touched Yunyun's hand, it was still warm, and said to him: "Dad, Yunyun's hand is hot." ”

After a pause, out of politeness, she introduced Chen Songling: "This is Ji Yu, my friend. ”

Chen Songling nodded coldly to Ji Yu, and said coldly to Yao Zhiyue: "Go back, Yiming will be back soon." ”

Seeing the embarrassed and apologetic expression on Yao Zhiyue's face, Ji Yu's heart ached slightly, and in order not to embarrass Yao Zhiyue, he took the initiative to say, "Go back, I should leave too." ”

Seeing Ji Yu leaving, Chen Songling snorted unceremoniously and said, "There are a lot of people here, you'd better settle down, don't make the house smoky." ”

Yao Zhiyue frowned slightly, and explained sullenly: "He is my friend, Yiming also knows, we just said two words." ”

"What friends are not friends, I don't know. It's just that you are now a member of the Chen family, so pay attention to proportions in everything. ”

Yao Zhiyue sneered angrily, but she didn't have a verbal dispute with Chen Songling, and pushed her son to speed up and leave.

After that, for a few days, Yao Zhiyue did not take Yunyun downstairs for a walk. Now, she is no longer like before, almost currying favor with Chen Songling, but except when it is necessary to speak, she no longer forces herself to do thankless things.

On this day, Yunyun asked Yao Zhiyue to take him out for a walk, but he couldn't resist his son, so Yao Zhiyue had to take him downstairs. Coincidentally, when I came back, I ran into Ji Yu again.

Seeing Ji Yu, Yunyun was so happy that she danced. Ji Yu was a little flattered, and with Yao Zhiyue's consent, he took Yunyun from her hand, making him giggle. Seeing her son Sa Huan'er smiling, the smile on Yao Zhiyue's face also became richer.

At this time, Chen Yiming returned home and heard Hongxia say that his wife was taking his son for a walk downstairs, so he went downstairs to look for it, and by the way, he accompanied his wife to relieve her boredom.

Although he is busy with work, he can still feel his wife's unhappiness every day. Since living with his father, she has become visibly depressed.

However, as soon as he walked out of the building, he saw Yao Zhiyue's long-lost smile on his face, and he couldn't even suppress the smile at the corners of his eyebrows and eyes. And his own son also giggled with laughter in the hands of other men, grabbing each other's ears very affectionately.

Chen Yiming's face suddenly became gloomy, and when he got closer, he gradually recognized that the man was Ji Yu, and the unhappiness in his heart increased a little.

Ji Yu looked at Yao Zhiyue with the same silent admiration as before, although she was already his wife and Yunyun's mother, but in front of Ji Yu's eyes, she was still the same she used to be.

Chen Yiming walked over quietly and said lightly: "Son, Dad is back." ”

Yao Zhiyue and Ji Yu looked at Chen Yiming one after another, the light in Yao Zhiyue's eyes became even brighter, and she asked with some surprise, "When are you coming back?" ”

Chen Yiming replied lightly: "Just now." After a pause, he said to Ji Yu: "Why don't you tell me in advance when you return to China, so that you can prepare to pick up the wind and wash the dust for you." ”

Ji Yu handed Yunyun into Chen Yiming's hands, still with that kind of calm attitude, "It's not a big deal, I don't want to alarm everyone." ”

Chen Yiming smiled lightly, holding the child in one hand and Yao Zhiyue's waist in the other, and asked, "I'm already married and have children, are you still single?" ”

Ji Yu's gaze quickly swept over the hand that fell on Yao Zhiyue's waist, keenly caught the aggression released by Chen Yiming, and said with a smile: "Maybe it's too ordinary, no one looks down on me." ”

Yao Zhiyue didn't notice the subtle atmosphere between them at all, and said with a smile: "Come less, I can see it clearly, when you were standing here, there were so many little girls who went back and forth a few times. ”

Ji Yu laughed shallowly, looking at Yao Zhiyue's eyes with extremely suppressed tenderness. Chen Yiming felt a trace of anger in his heart, but he couldn't see any clues on his face, and said indifferently: "Could it be that you still don't let go of people who don't belong to you in your heart?" ”

Ji Yu met Chen Yiming's gaze, did not dodge, neither admitted nor denied, and responded gently: "That's my business." ”

Chen Yiming's face became gloomy, and he looked at Ji Yu without speaking, and the atmosphere fell into tension for a while. Yao Zhiyue sensed that something was wrong between them, laughed dryly, and said to Ji Yu: "It's time for dinner, Yunyun should be hungry, let's go back first." ”

Although Chen Yiming's tone was polite, he also seemed indifferent, "There is time to sit at my house." ”

Ji Yu responded politely: "Okay." ”

On the way back, Chen Yiming didn't say a word, Yao Zhiyue glanced at his expression, and couldn't see any clues, but after getting along for so many years, she already knew that Chen Yiming was unhappy at this time.

"He and I just happened to run into each other, and we only met twice in total."

Chen Yiming glanced at Yao Zhiyue, and his heart jumped suddenly, it was not that he minded his wife talking to other men, but he knew too well that Ji Yu had not let go of his love for Yao Zhiyue in his heart.

He trusted Yao Zhiyue, but he couldn't trust Ji Yu. How deep Ji Yu's love for Yao Zhiyue was, the more he was afraid that he would do something out of the ordinary. After all, when love is strong, no one can control it.

Time passed, when Yunyun was more than one and a half years old, she couldn't stand the weird and depressing atmosphere at home, Yao Zhiyue sent Yunyun to the nursery with all her heart, and then re-entered the workplace.

Not long after she went to work, she received a WeChat message from Lu Wan one day.

"Listening to Xinghe, you started to go back to work again. And what about your son? Could it be that I will follow you blindly again? ”

"I sent Yunjun to the nursery."

"I remember that the child was less than two years old, and I was afraid that the childcare staff would not be as attentive to the child as we were when I sent it so young."

Yao Zhiyue also replied, and Lu Wan sent a large paragraph over, "I said why are you in such a hurry to go to work, you have been insisting on it for a year, not worse than the current year." I read that the parenting book says that sending a child to a nursery school too early is not good for the child's physical and mental health.

Yao Zhiyue was depressed, and her children didn't need her to worry about outsiders. Besides, the situation of each family is different, how can she always comment from her own point of view.

Yao Zhiyue took a deep breath and responded simply: "There are patients coming, let's not talk about it yet." ”

Leaving her phone in a drawer, Yao Zhiyue didn't understand why Lu Wan was always so opposed to her going to work? Looking at her circle of friends, she occasionally forwards those inspirational women's stories, if it weren't for her remarks, Yao Zhiyue would have thought that she admired the life of a working mother.

Suddenly, she realized that in fact, Lu Wan might not like her life as a full-time housewife. Deep down, she still fears the stagnation of personal growth as much as she does. However, the current facts made her unable to change and face, so she could only hypnotize herself into liking such a way of life in her heart.

Yao Zhiyue is a psychiatrist after all, and what she is best at is analyzing and studying people's psychological conditions. She suddenly began to sympathize with Lu Wan, at least she was willing to admit it, and she could see the anxiety in her heart clearly. Even if you can't change the facts for a while, at least you won't lose your original intention.

And Lu Wan's longing for all women to choose the same path as her, and even looking down on the situation of working mothers, also shows her uneasiness and anxiety, betraying her self-deception about her lifestyle.

At this moment, the vibration sound of Yao Zhiyue's mobile phone rang, she took out her mobile phone from the drawer, saw that it was Hongxia calling, and hurriedly pressed the answer button.

"What do you say! How so? ”