The setting sun at night was slanted beside the bed, and the bed belonging to my mother was empty at this time, and there was a box of take-out boxes on the table, and the delicacies in the box were already cold, and it seemed that they had been sitting for a long time.

Xue Lanlan sat on the chair with a dull gaze, and Josh, who was standing next to her, was very rare not to disturb her.

After a while, the door of the ward was opened, and the aunt walked over quickly, and her eyes fell on Xue Lanlan, who was sitting beside the hospital bed in a daze, like a delicate doll.

Josh was silent for a few seconds, her eyes fell directly on Xue Lanlan's body, Xue Lanlan was silent at this time, and kept that posture, Josh thought about it and answered for her: "What's wrong?" ”

"The results are in." The aunt immediately said without breathing: "Lan Lan, her mother is ...... now"

"Now?"

"Now that I've been pushed out, the doctor asked me to ask if I want to see the last one." The aunt paused when she said that she was behind.

Xue Lanlan finally reacted when she heard this, she looked at her aunt steadily, stood up suddenly, she swallowed her saliva, and asked, "Where is I, my mother?" ”

Because she had not spoken for a long time, her throat was dry and hot, and her voice was very hoarse, and she repeated again: "Where is my mother?" ”

This time she said it very simply, without that pause.

The aunt was stunned by Xue Lanlan, and hurriedly pointed to the road next to her and said, "It's still in the operating room." ”

Xue Lanlan stopped pausing this time and ran directly to the operating room.

She never imagined that one day she would lose her mother like this, and since her father's death, she and her mother have become more intimate.

Over the years, they have quarreled, cried, and laughed together, even though Xue Lanlan has other relatives, she always feels that her mother is her only blood relative in this world.

Xue Lanlan trotted all the way to the operating room, there were only a few nurses in the operating room at this time, Xue Lanlan ignored these nurses, and immediately walked to her mother's bedside, at this time the mother on the bed bed was covered with a white quilt, her eyes were closed, and her face was full of skinny bones brought by the symptoms.

Xue Lanlan took a deep breath, her fingers trembling to touch her mother's face, she trembled and stroked every inch of her skin, gently brushing over her mother's face.

"Mom......" Xue Lanlan shook her lips, and for a while the rest of the words were blocked in her throat, Xue Lanlan knelt beside the stretcher bed, her eyes kept looking at her mother's face.

She and Josh were out to buy dinner today when they received a call from her aunt, who told her that her mother had suddenly become more ill and had been pushed into the emergency operating room.

At that time, Xue Lanlan rushed back to the hospital without saying a word, she and her aunt and Josh had been waiting outside, the nurses went in and out halfway, Xue Lanlan came forward to ask several times, although the nurses were impatient, but after several inquiries, they still said that the patient's condition was not optimistic.

"Mom, what should I do?" Xue Lanlan lay beside the hospital bed and muttered to herself.

She was lying on the hospital bed at this time, leaning her head against her mother's side, as if only in this way could she be a little more comfortable, she didn't know what to do, when she heard that her mother's condition had worsened and entered the operating table, her brain was like a broken string, and it snapped in her skull, and she felt that she had lost all her sanity in just an instant.

Xue Lanlan looked at her mother, it was impossible for her mother to raise her head again at this time, she was breathless, and she had lost her vitality.

"Mom, do you remember when I was a kid?" Xue Lanlan leaned on the side of the bed, looked at her mother's face, her tone was understated, she said lightly: "At that time, I was very envious of other children who had good-looking Barbie dolls to play with, I was messing with you, I said that I also wanted Barbie dolls, you educated me at that time, saying that Barbie dolls are very special and you have to rely on your own money to buy them, and the pocket money you gave me at that time was saved money to buy a Barbie doll." ”

Xue Lanlan gently pulled her mother's white hair when she spoke, and then looked at her and continued: "At that time, I was full of desire to share my joy with you, but when I came home, I saw you arguing with the landlord, the reason for the dispute was very simple, just for a few hundred yuan of rent, I was thinking, I don't want Barbie anymore, I want to give you that money, so that you don't quarrel with the landlord." ”

Xue Lanlan's voice came slowly, she sat beside the hospital bed like a statue, and then said seriously: "Mom, now that I am older, I have enough money to buy a house, so that you don't have to quarrel with the landlord for a few hundred yuan." ”

She earned everything, but she lost that important person.

Xue Lanlan's heart throbbed slightly when she thought of this, and at this moment, the door of the operating room was pushed open again, and a nurse and Josh walked in.

Josh walked over in a few steps, looked at her a little unbearably and said, "Hey, the hospital has come to inform you, saying that you want to carry your aunt down and put it in the morgue for refrigeration, and take it with you for cremation." ”

Xue Lanlan ignored Josh silently, Josh saw that she ignored herself, so she paused and continued to add: "There is also the ward that has to return Fang Jian to the hospital, and your aunt has already gone through the relevant procedures." ”

Xue Lanlan looked at her mother's cheeks as if she hadn't heard Josh speak, as if none of this had anything to do with her.

Josh looked at Xue Lanlan, his gaze paused for a few seconds, and then raised his arm frowningly and dangled it in front of Xue Lanlan, calling the name "Xue Lanlan" with some uncertainty.

Xue Lanlan didn't seem to see Josh, looked ahead expressionlessly and said, "Do you have to send your mother away?" ”

"Otherwise, you won't be afraid of panic if you leave a corpse here." Josh rolled her eyes dissatisfied, her face was full of dissatisfaction, Xue Lanlan got up without saying a word, and looked straight at Josh, at this time, Josh didn't talk nonsense with Xue Lanlan, and directly asked people to take the tools over and take away Mother Xue.

Josh knows that sometimes people are really vulnerable, but fragile is vulnerable, and many things still have to be faced.

Xue Lanlan watched the other party gently pull herself away, and then pushed the hospital bed with an expressionless face and pushed her mother out of the operating room.

"Wow!" Xue Lanlan didn't know what was going on in her heart, when she saw the hospital bed pushed out of the operating room, her heart tightened, her emotions were not suppressed, and she cried out at once, like a child, the kind that tears her heart.

Josh was taken aback by Xue Lanlan's sudden surprise, she immediately walked over in three or two steps, hugged Xue Lanlan helplessly, gently comforted her back with her palm, and said softly: "Don't cry, don't cry." ”

Xue Lanlan thought of when her mother came to see her a few weeks ago, in fact, Xue Lanlan had already faintly sensed that something was wrong at that time, but she ignored it.

It would be nice if she listened to her mother at all times, so that she might have less regret and guilt.

Xue Lanlan lay on the ground crying, Josh gently comforted her behind her back, and the two of them were silent and warm, like an indescriptible painting.

In the evening, Xue Lanlan's mood gradually improved, because she was worried about her, Josh accompanied her in the evening.

Xue Lanlan took a quilt from home and went to another room to sleep, and the master bedroom was left to Josh.

"Hey, where are you going?" Josh looked at Xue Lanlan's posture of holding the quilt and leaving, and hurriedly stepped forward to grab her and asked.

Xue Lanlan was stunned by Josh's question, and she said with a question mark on her face: "The room is left for you, I'll go to another room to sleep." "Because my mother lived alone all year round when she was there, it was normal that the other room was not covered with bedding.

"Don't be, don't, you better come and live with me!" Josh couldn't help but take Xue Lanlan's hand, and then let her live with him.

Although Xue Lanlan didn't know the significance of Josh's step, it was difficult to be gracious, especially Josh who had already made an iron stance.

Xue Lanlan was tired all day and didn't have the strength to struggle for anything, so she planned to spread a mattress on the ground, and then share a house with Josh, but she had just finished laying the mattress, just in time for Josh to come back after washing his face.

She put on the mask under her eyes, blinked at Xue Lanlan with a look of incomprehension and asked, "What's your situation?" ”

"Nothing." Xue Lanlan said without raising her head, and continued to tidy up her floor.

"You tend to roll around when you sleep at night, so you can cover yourself with a protective mat in advance? Isn't it, sister, you think you're a big aunt, and you still play side leaks! Josh said as he stepped over Xue Lanlan's cushion and sat down on the edge of the bed.

Xue Lanlan listened to Josh's words, her eyes were about to roll to the sky, she paused and said very calmly: "I am laying on the floor, you sleep in the bed at night, I sleep on the ground, do you understand?" ”

"Why, why can't we sleep together?" Josh looked at Xue Lanlan very dissatisfied, I think we can sleep together!

Xue Lanlan thought that Josh was also a white rich beauty before, and she should hate sharing a bed with others, but she didn't expect that she couldn't wait at this time.

Josh stepped forward and pulled Xue Lanlan over, pulled her to the side of his bed, and then raised his hand to turn off the light and said, "Okay, that's it, it's good to turn off the light and sleep." ”

Xue Lanlan was also really tired, she fell on the side of the bed and didn't think about it, at this time Josh gently measured her body, leaned over to her and asked, "I asked you something." ”

"Don't answer nonsense, the question is too stupid not to answer."

"Virtue! I just wanted to ask you what you're going to do next? Josh rolled his eyes directly when he heard Xue Lanlan's words, and then paused and said directly: "I plan to go back to the company with you, and we will go back together." ”

Xue Lanlan didn't know if it was because people were extra lonely when they were vulnerable, and Josh's sentence of going back together left a deep impression on her, and even some psychological touches.

Xue Lanlan paused for a few seconds before saying, "Okay, I'll deal with my mother's funeral tomorrow, and then I'll go back." ”

Xue Lanlan thought about it carefully, she had nothing to do, her mother died, but she still had to come, life still had to go on, she couldn't stand still.

"Okay, go to bed early, I'll accompany you tomorrow!" As soon as Josh finished speaking, he hugged Xue Lanlan and fell asleep.

Xue Lanlan was rarely hugged like this, and she was a little overwhelmed for a while, but as time passed, she didn't know whether she was too tired or relieved, so she actually fell asleep deeply.

On the first day I left my mother, I missed her, and even dreamed of her.